She didn't say anything more, and she wouldn't say anything anymore. I think, although we already have that kind of relationship, she actually still puts herself in the position of a "nanny".
I don’t want to change this. For me, I also think that our current relationship is the best. I have suffered many failures in relationship issues, so I will not talk to Udon Mei again.
Love talks. Although our current relationship is invisible, I need it. I am a man, a man of flesh and blood, and I need a woman like her. Not to mention that she can bring me great physical satisfaction.
I am very grateful to Ning Xiangru for this. But I can only keep my gratitude in my heart. Should I tell her: Thank you for giving me a woman?
One thing I think Ning Xiangru did was right, that is, she did not arrange Dong Jie for me. Dong Jie is different from Wu Dongmei. She is Wu Yaru's niece. If I inadvertently violated her, then I would have no choice but to go.
I am considering getting married to her, otherwise I will feel sorry for Wu Yaru in my heart, and I will also feel sorry for Dong Jie. If that is really the case, it will be like the relationship between me and Shangguanqin -
Have sex first and then fall in love.
I've already missed something once, I can't make another mistake.
I was so busy thinking about these things on the way to the place I wanted to go that I forgot to talk to Udon Mei. She didn't come to say anything to me either. I thought, maybe she thought
I'm thinking about work.
When we arrived at our destination, I suddenly realized that we had just experienced such a long silence. I said to her apologetically: "Dongmei, I'm sorry. I was just thinking about something."
She laughed softly: "It's okay, I know you are busy."
She was so understanding and so obedient to me. I should have been very happy, but at this moment I felt something was missing. Then I understood: her obedience was entirely due to her "nanny"
Identity is thinking about the problem.
So, I can only sigh in my heart.
This is the seafood restaurant where Tang Zi and I have been several times.
To be honest, I brought Udon Mei here today with the thought of missing Tang Zi. It has been so long, but I have no news about her at all. But I can’t ask for any news about her, because I
I don't want to cause any more trouble.
However, I still have her in my heart, and only I know this best. I brought Udon Mei here today because of this.
We went to sit at a seat by the window, and the waiter quickly came over and asked us what we wanted to order. I took the menu and looked at it, and asked Udon Mei: "What do you like to eat?"
Although I already knew that she had never eaten seafood, I still asked her: Just because you haven’t eaten it doesn’t mean you don’t know what you like to eat.
She said: "Shrimp."
So I said to the waiter: "One pound of prawns, half boiled, half salt and pepper." Then I asked the udon plum, "What else is there?"
She replied: "I don't know anything else."
I smiled, and then ordered several other items: salmon sashimi, fried crab with green onions, steamed scallops with garlic... "Waiter, this way, the prawns only cost half a catty, boiled. And then there's the Australian lobster, which is steamed."
Let’s make porridge with lobster shells. Then we’ll have a vegetarian dish. For soup, let’s boil winter melon with a kind of small seafood. By the way, dongmei, let’s have some red wine?”
Udon Mei said: "If you want to drink, I will accompany you."
I smiled bitterly in my heart, and then said to the waiter: "A bottle of red wine, just the Great Wall Dry Red."
The waiter responded and left. After a while, he brought the seafood we asked for for us to review. This is the case here. Before the seafood is processed, it is brought to the customers to review to ensure that the seafood they provide is fresh.
I nodded in approval and started waiting for the food to be served.
"Dongmei, are you getting used to coming to our hospital today?" I started chatting with her.
"Well, we are divided into groups today. I will start my internship in the obstetrics department tomorrow." She said, and then she came to look at me and smiled, "Teacher Feng, your speech to us today was so wonderful."
To be honest, I have been waiting for her to say this. I said, "Really?"
She looked at me with a smile, and there was a strange feeling in her eyes: "Teacher Feng, did you know? Many of our classmates are beginning to admire you."
I felt a little proud in my heart, but I said: "Adoration is the preserve of young people. Because you still don't understand many things, you have the emotion of admiration."
She said: "Maybe. But you became the dean at such a young age, and you are also our alumnus. Also, your speech today was really wonderful. So it is normal for everyone to admire you."
I looked at her and smiled, "Do you admire me?"
Her face immediately turned red, "You and I are both like that, why are you asking me this?"
I also felt that I was going a little too far, but seeing her so shy and beautiful, I suddenly had a strange reaction in my heart, "What happened to us?"
Her face turned even redder, and then she whispered: "Teacher Feng, I don't dare to admire you because I'm worried that I will really fall in love with you."
I was stunned for a moment, "Okay, let's not talk about this anymore."
At this moment, I really felt the distance between us, and I had to warn myself to maintain such a sense of distance from her. So, we entered a state of silence again. (To be continued)