"Thank you, Nursery Rhyme. In fact, I have never blamed you. In my heart, as long as it is something you ask me to do, I will do it willingly. I have never thought about anything else. Really. So Nursery Rhyme, you
There is nothing you can feel guilty about, and if there is anything you think you need me to do in the future, I will definitely do it without hesitation." I said, because this was my truest thought, so I said
Very emotional.
She said in a low voice: "I know. In fact, I also know that you are a good-hearted man. Except for being a little unrestrained on the issue of men and women, everything else is very good. I also know that if you find a person you really
I will never behave like that again after I fall in love with a woman. Feng Xiao, to be honest, as your friend, I can completely accept your shortcomings, but as a woman who wants to live with you for a lifetime, not only
It’s just me, but other women can’t accept it either.”
I was so ashamed, "Yes. Ashamed."
She continued to say to me softly: "Feng Xiao, do you know? In fact, I regret it now because I shouldn't have let you get involved in some things. So now I am particularly worried about your safety."
Her words scared me again, "Are you talking about Lin Yi?"
She shook her head, "I didn't say anything. But I still said that. I hope you will think twice when doing things in the future. Don't be as impulsive as before. But you still have to maintain the relationship you should maintain."
Her words made me panic even more, "Tongyao, tell me, in fact, the real target of your investigation is Lin Yi. Right?"
She shook her head, "I didn't say that."
I was very angry, and suddenly felt even more scared, "Did you know, nursery rhyme? My child was taken abroad by his wife! If there is really something wrong with him, what will happen to my child?"
She looked at me with tenderness in her eyes, "Feng Xiao, don't worry. I didn't say that Lin Yi must have a problem. And as long as you don't get involved in some things, nothing will happen to you and your child."
Dangerous. Feng Xiao, maybe I shouldn't tell you these things today, but after Sun Lulu's incident came out, I was really worried, so I reminded you like this. You must not take this matter so seriously.
.In the end, I just want to remind you that you must not take the problem too seriously. You know that if you take some things too seriously, you will cause some troubles for no reason."
Hearing what she said, I suddenly no longer felt as nervous as before, but I still felt a little nervous, "Tongyao, in that case, why are you telling me such a thing? Are you not making me more nervous?
And uneasy?"
She smiled faintly at me, "No. I thought you seemed to have some opinions about me, so I had a heart-to-heart talk with you. It's okay, Feng Xiao, don't think too much."
How could I not think about some things? I said to her: "Nongrong, I'm really worried about my child now. Tell me, what should I do now?"
She said to me softly: "It's not that serious. Feng Xiao, think about it, even if Lin Yi really has any problems, the less you care about your children now, it may be the safest for you and your children. What do you think?
?”
I shook my head, "Tongyao, I need to ask you a favor, okay? Could you please ask a friend to help me find out where Shi Yanni is now? It would be best to find her most accurate address. I want to go there quietly, and then
Find a way to get the child back."
She looked at me, "Feng Xiao, think about it, if Shi Yanni is really abroad, even if you find her, what if she is unwilling to give the child to you? She must have obtained a passport for the child when she went abroad.
, in that case, even if you take the child away quietly, how can you bring the child back to the country?"
I was silent for a moment. Indeed, if that was really the case, I would definitely run into bigger troubles. But... I suddenly came to my senses, "Tongyao, what did you mean by what you just said? What if she is really abroad?"
You mean she might not be abroad at all?"
She glared at me, "Feng Xiao, I didn't mean that!"
I said arrogantly: "Tongyao, anyway, please help me to ask for this matter. This matter is too important to me. Now that you said it, you used to use me to do things for you, and you also said that you
I feel very ashamed, so that’s good, if you help me with this matter, I won’t blame you anymore.”
She looked dumbfounded, "You! Feng Xiao...Okay, I'll ask for you. But you must pay attention to this matter and never tell anyone."
I was immediately overjoyed, "Absolutely not! Don't worry."
She smiled bitterly and shook her head, "You, I really can't do anything to you."
I also felt a little embarrassed, "Tongyao, thank you. Is there anything else? If nothing happens, I have to go back. To be honest, I feel very uncomfortable now because I really can't accept the news that Sun Lulu is dead. By the way, Tongyao,
Can you please help me check the address of Sun Lulu’s mother? I think I should go and see her."
She shook her head and sighed, "Feng Xiao, didn't I tell you? Don't get involved in this matter for the time being. Let's wait until the facts of the case are revealed. Okay? Have you ever thought about it? Although you have good intentions, there are some things that
It is very likely that the final result will be that you harm others. What do you think?"
Her words touched a sensitive point deep in my heart, and I suddenly felt uncomfortable, "Yes. I am a very ominous person. Forget it, I will never care about such things again. But...
….Sigh! Forget it, I feel really bad now. Nursery rhyme, from now on, except for my children’s affairs, I will no longer care about anything else.”
She nodded and said, "Well, maybe this is the best."
I said, "Well, can I leave now?"
She stretched out her hand and gave me a soft tap, "Don't be busy. You can eat something with me. I'll ask the waiter to heat up the food."
I said: "Let Fang Qiang come back to accompany you."
Her face suddenly turned red, and then she said to me sadly: "Feng Xiao, are we really not even friends anymore?"
I hurriedly said: "No, that's not the case. I was thinking that since we are no longer possible, I shouldn't affect the relationship between you and him. In fact, I thought about it for a long time later and felt that you and Fang
Qiang may be the most suitable one. You have a common career and are classmates, and Fang Qiang doesn’t live a chaotic life like me. So, I think it’s better that I try not to affect the relationship between you.”
She said: "How could it be? No way. Don't leave. Eat something with me and let's drink some wine. Is that okay?"
I couldn't refuse anymore, and I also felt that she must have something important to tell me.
It was I who called the waiter to give us hot dishes and a bottle of Jiangnan Special.
We started drinking. At the beginning we didn’t know what to say, so the atmosphere seemed a bit dull. In fact, I also know that the more we are in such a situation, the more it means that we have a lot to say in our hearts, but in a short time
I can't find what to say. This is also a reflection of the fact that we are no longer as casual as before.
Later, she spoke first, "Feng Xiao, why don't you speak?"
I smiled bitterly, "What did you say?"
She sighed softly, "Tell me, why do the more familiar we become, the more distance we feel?"
I suddenly felt a little sad, "Yeah. Actually, do you know? Now I feel really uncomfortable, and I feel so uncomfortable that I have become a little numb. Everyone around me is moving away from me, and some even die.
And my son, he can’t be by my side. Now I think about it, all of this is related to my previous attitude in dealing with those things. If I hadn’t been so playful back then, but stayed at home reading and taking care of my children every day.
, how could he be like this? And Sun Lulu, including Shangguanqin, if I don't give it to you... forget it, I won't say it, it will be meaningless to say it again. "
Nursery Rhyme looked at me, "Feng Xiao, you are blaming me, right?"
I shook my head, "Why should I blame you? I blame myself."
She shook her head and sighed: "I know, you must be blaming me in your heart, because many of the things you said have something to do with me. Feng Xiao, I'm sorry, in the final analysis, my ability is too poor. So I
I feel very guilty for you. Really, when I often think of things that happened to you, I feel that I am really sorry for you. But sometimes I think, it seems that many things are not something we can control. There always seems to be a kind of
The power of fate is pulling us in another direction, and it always catches us off guard. But Feng Xiao, I believe that things will get better in the end, because I always believe that good people will be rewarded, and I always believe that bad people will be rewarded.
There will always be punishment. What do you think?"
I shook my head, "I agree with what you said before. But I don't completely believe what you said next. Things are like this now. Who can guarantee that good people will be rewarded? You said Chen Yuan, she is so simple and kind.
, and has experienced so much pain since she was a child, but what reward has she received? Speaking of myself, I am so unruly and irresponsible, but I live a good life. Do you think this world is fair?
?”
When I talked about it later, I couldn't help but get excited. It was really like this. I hate myself now.
She said: "Feng Xiao, you must not think like this. In fact, you are a good person. Really, I have never doubted this. Including myself, I never think that I am a bad person. On the contrary, I feel that I
I am an excellent police officer, but I was fired. Who should I complain to? I think it is myself who should complain, because I did something wrong. But I will not give up my dream because of this.
And I must avenge Tong Yangxi. Feng Xiao, let’s not talk about this anymore, it’s very uncomfortable to talk about such a topic. Okay?”
I smiled bitterly and said, "Actually, it doesn't matter what we say now. What matters is, what do you want to say to me?"
She looked at me and said, "You are really different from before. Okay, I'll tell you directly. Actually, I shouldn't tell you this matter, but after thinking about it just now, I still think it's necessary.
I have a question for you. After all, you are studying medicine and have also done some research on psychology."
I was stunned for a moment, and then said to her: "Just ask. As long as I know, I will definitely tell you."
So she asked me as expected, "Feng Xiao, can hypnosis really reveal a certain memory that a person has forgotten?"
I nodded, "It should be possible. But it depends on the level of the hypnotist and whether the person being hypnotized subconsciously resists hypnosis."
She didn't understand what I meant, "I don't understand. Can you explain it to me specifically?"
I said: "Hypnosis is a very professional technology. Not just anyone can do it. In addition to requiring professional skills, the practitioner must also have a professional qualification certificate. In other words, to engage in this kind of
People in the industry must have a minimum code of ethics. Think about it, how terrible it would be if such a person did something bad? Also, if the hypnotized person did the part because he had suffered great harm.
If the memory is sealed in one's own subconscious mind, the hypnotized person is likely to resist hypnosis in this case. If the hypnotist's skills are not up to standard, it will easily cause the hypnotized person to become insane or have other problems. I think so
Do you understand the explanation?"
She nodded, "That's right. Then let's talk about Sun Lulu. Do you have any other conjectures about her? Oh, Feng Xiao, I know you are in a bad mood now, and you don't want to go again.
Talk about this matter too much. But I think, since it was you who made that suggestion to me in the first place, and I also told Fang Qiang your idea, that’s why the current result occurred. Of course, I don’t
I think Sun Lulu's death has something to do with you and me. On the contrary, I think her death shows that the case of Tong Yangxi's death is more suspicious. Therefore, I think we can't just look at the surface or the result of some things. Now we have to
What I want to think about is how to uncover the truth of the matter and finally find the person behind it. Only by bringing the real criminals to justice can we avenge the dead and let them be comforted by the spirits in heaven. What do you think?
?”
I nodded, "Tongrong, I understand this. But, what can I do?"
She shook her head and said: "You don't need to do anything. I still say that you must think twice before doing anything in the future. Some things will be very troublesome once you are involved. As your friends, we are here
, and I don’t want you to be like this.”
I seemed to understand: she meant that she hoped that I would not cause trouble, lest they take action when the time comes.
I smiled bitterly, "I understand what you mean. Well, from now on I will just stay out of it."
She said: "Feng Xiao, you are a smart person. Sure enough, you will understand after I point it out."
I smiled bitterly and said, "How can I be a smart person? I ordered several orders tonight."
She immediately laughed and said, "It's good that you know. That's why I have to keep you here. Because I found out earlier that you were angry with us."
I smiled sheepishly and suddenly remembered something, but I hesitated immediately because the matter of Sun Lulu was already in front of me, and at this moment I suddenly didn’t want to cause trouble anymore. (To be continued)