I said: "Actually, Dean Chu is quite good to you. Isn't Dean Deng also very good to you?"
She looked at me, her face suddenly flushed, and then she asked me softly: "You know everything, right?"
I suddenly felt a little embarrassed, and I also regretted that I shouldn't have done something like this. But then I felt it didn't matter: Why are you embarrassed? She should be the one who is embarrassed! I shook my head and said, "I don't care.
You know, Jiang Mei, I believe in one thing, that is, there is a reason for everything a person does, and I don’t think that a thing can only be evaluated as ‘good’ or ‘bad’. Besides, I treat others
I'm not interested in your private life, so let's not talk about such things anymore. I still say the same thing, after all, we work together, and you are a woman, so I hope you can live a good life and your mood will become better and better.
joy."
She looked at me, her face was full of emotion, "Thank you, Dean Feng. That's why I feel like I have really met a noble person now. Dean Feng, I am very grateful to you because you did not treat me like other people."
Seen as a bad woman."
I said to her softly: "Didn't I say it? It's not that easy to distinguish between good and bad."
She said: "But few people will see it like you do. I am a woman, but I have to support my own family. No one can understand the pressure on me. Alas!"
I went to toast her wine, "Actually, there are still many people who understand you, but you don't believe it yourself. Jiang Mei, I think, a person's life is very short, so he shouldn't give himself such a big gift."
Pressure. Ordinary life is also a kind of enjoyment. What do you think?"
She shook her head and said: "Dean Feng, I understand what you are saying. In fact, I am not the kind of woman who pursues vanity, but whenever I think about my children, I am suddenly dissatisfied. Our generation
It's okay to live like this for the rest of my life, but my children can no longer be like me. So I feel that I must give my children the best education so that they will no longer have to work as hard as our generation."
I couldn't help sighing in my heart. In fact, her idea is very common among us Chinese. This is not just a conceptual issue of hoping that children will become successful, but an expectation of a generation trying to change their destiny. When the children become prosperous in the future, they themselves
His face will be saved, and he will not regret it because of the hard work he has put in.
I said: "Children should fight for their own future. Just fulfill their responsibilities as parents." At this point, I didn't say any more, because I knew that such words would not work for her at all. Everyone knows the truth.
, but that deep-seated concept is difficult to change.
Sure enough, she said: "Dean Feng, I know everything you said, but when I see other people's children going to good schools and learning piano on weekends, I can't help but think: Why do I
My children can’t do that? I don’t want my children to hate me when they grow up.”
"Hey!" I could only sigh.
She looked at me and said, "Dean Feng, let's not talk about this anymore. This topic is too heavy for me."
I nodded, "Okay."
She was still looking at me, "Dean Feng, can I ask you some questions?"
I smiled and said, "Of course."
She came to clink glasses with me again, "Aren't you angry?"
I felt confused, "Why should I be angry? Haven't you asked me yet?"
She drank the beer in her glass and said, "Dean Feng, did I really ask?"
I laughed "haha". To be honest, I was really curious at this moment: What questions was she going to ask me?
Her expression became gentle, and her face turned red again, "Dean Feng, I heard that you are still single now?"
It turned out to be such a question...I immediately laughed, "What? Are you going to introduce me to someone?"
She also laughed immediately, "I wonder what type you like, Dean Feng?"
I felt that such a joke could not continue, otherwise it would be troublesome if she really introduced me to someone. So I hurriedly said: "Jiang Mei, I was joking. Hey! Now I have no idea about my marriage.
None of them. Jiang Mei, are we considered friends now? Let me tell you the truth. I really suspect that I am being a wife-killer because I have been married twice, but both my wives have encountered misfortune. So.
, I no longer have any thoughts about such things. I don’t want to harm other women anymore.”
She looked at me in astonishment and then laughed, "Dean Feng, I didn't expect you to be so superstitious."
I shook my head and said, "It's not superstition, it's just that I have to think that way."
She sighed, "Dean Feng, now I believe that everyone has their own troubles."
I also sighed, "Yes. That's why there are very few people in this world who truly feel happy. Every family has its own scriptures that are difficult to recite. This sentence makes sense. Therefore, I don't think you need to put yourself in trouble."
It’s too miserable to think about it. As a human being, it’s enough to be better than the inferior and more than the inferior. What do you think?”
She smiled at me and said: "Dean Feng, I think you should be the party secretary. You are very good at ideological work."
I laughed, "Really?"
She also smiled, "Dean Feng, now I really admire you very much. Some people in the hospital used to say that you got to where you are now because of your connections, but now I finally know that you actually relied on your own
ability."
I said: "Thank you."
In fact, no matter what, her flattery still makes me feel very happy. It’s really pleasant. Maybe, people like me need more recognition from others, right? Because I really rely on relationships to achieve success.
Got to that position.
She added: "Dean Feng, actually, I think you are still too pessimistic. It is still very easy for a man with your conditions to find a woman who is excellent in all aspects as his wife. How about I really give it to you?"
Would you like to introduce someone?"
I quickly waved my hand and said, "No, it's really not necessary. I'm fine now, and I can just put my energy into work."
She looked at me and then asked me an unexpected question - "Dean Feng, you are a man, and you are still so young...Dean Feng, can I ask you? What is your physical problem?"
How to solve it?”
I never expected that she would ask me such a question. You know, I am a man, but she is a woman, and I was her former superior. Moreover, the relationship between us is not enough for her to ask me
Such a problem.
Therefore, I was immediately embarrassed by her question, and more importantly, I was surprised.
After a brief moment of surprise and embarrassment, I suddenly woke up: Why would she ask me such a question? She wouldn't...
So, I suddenly became alert. I immediately said to her: "Jiang Mei, let's not talk about this issue, okay? This is my privacy and I don't want to talk about it."
But she continued to say: "Dean Feng, I have observed you carefully before. I found that you often work overtime in the hospital even on weekends, so I don't think you have a girlfriend now. But Director Feng,
You are a man, and you are still so young. How can you bear this? Dean Feng, although I, Jiang Mei, have had an affair, I am by no means the casual woman that people imagine. I am confident that my body is relatively clean.
Dean Feng, I definitely have no intention of trying to seduce you, but I just think it’s bad for your health if you stay like this. I’m very grateful for your help, so I’m willing to do it for you.
Things like that..."
When she said this, her face was already red, including her neck and ears.
I didn't expect that she would be so bold. You know, such words are not something that ordinary women can say casually in front of a man. But I found that she did not have that lustful expression at this moment;
He seemed so sincere.
At this time, I felt embarrassed and embarrassed, "Jiang Mei, please stop making such jokes. Haha! Let's not talk about this anymore. Such jokes are not allowed."
However, when I said these words, I immediately regretted it: Wasn't this testing her? I was a little angry at myself, because I found that just now, I was in a state of panic, so I became like this.
Don't choose words.
But the words had already left her mouth, and she was already looking at me and saying the following, "Dean Feng, I am really not joking with you. I know one thing, men need women, and only when the yin and yang are in harmony can your body
Health. Some men solve it by themselves when they have no other choice, but that method will only damage the body more. You are a doctor, and I don’t believe that you have the possibility to go to a mistress. Dean Feng, don’t worry, I will never
I will pester you, I really just want to repay you."
I hurriedly said: "Jiang Mei, please stop talking. I thank you. But we can't do such a thing. Really. Of course, I don't think you are a bad woman, and I also believe that you are doing it for my own good. But we
You can't do that. As for you, you should still be responsible for your man. This is not a purely ethical issue, but...forget it, let's not talk about this issue. Okay? But I really thank you. Come on.
, let’s go home after having this drink.”
Her face turned even redder, and then she said sadly: "Dean Feng, I understand, you don't like women like me, and I'm not that beautiful either."
I shook my head, "That's not the problem. Jiang Mei, I think that sometimes the best result is for a man and a woman to be friends, and it doesn't necessarily have to be that kind of relationship. Once a man and a woman break through that kind of relationship,
The relationship is no longer so casual, because once something like that happens, there will be a sense of responsibility between each other, which will also bring some pressure to both parties. Jiang Mei, to be honest, I don’t want to have any sense of responsibility for you.
, but I will definitely help you when you need it. Do you see how good this is?"
It's not that I'm hypocritical, or that I'm prude, but I really don't want to cause anything like that again. To be honest, Jiang Mei is still very temperamental, and she's not ugly either. But I really don't have any respect for her at all.
idea.
She looked a little embarrassed, "Dean Feng, I'm sorry... I realized that I am really a bad woman."
I said to her gently: "Jiang Mei, I really don't feel that way about you. I'm also really grateful to you. Don't worry too much. Come, let's have a drink, and we'll be good friends from now on. Okay
?"
Then she smiled brightly at me and said, "Really?"
I nodded to her seriously, "Of course it is true. Because I know you are sincerely good to me, so I sincerely thank you from the bottom of my heart. I know that it is not easy for a woman to say such words, and
Being rejected is a shameless thing, but I know that you have no ill intentions towards me, but you are completely concerned about me. Come, let's have a drink and then I will take you home."
The reason why I say so much is because I know one thing: when a woman takes the initiative to say something like that and is rejected, they may become extremely angry and even have a kind of extreme hatred in their hearts.
No matter whether she is that kind of woman or not, I must avoid something like that happening. At this moment, I thought in my heart: I will never be alone with her like this again from now on.
We clinked glasses and drank together. I asked the boss to come over and pay the bill.
At this time, she said: "Dean Feng, please give me a chance. Although this hot pot meal doesn't cost much, I still hope to express my gratitude to you."
I thought, since she said so, it would be too disrespectful for me to insist on paying the bill. So I smiled and nodded: "Okay. Then I will thank you."
She immediately looked very happy and said, "What? I'm the one who should say thank you."
The boss came over, and Jiang Mei immediately settled the bill according to the figure quoted by the boss. It was very cheap, less than one hundred yuan.
I smiled and said, "Jiang Mei, why do I think this meal is so much more delicious than the banquet I had tonight? Besides, I really feel sober now."
"Really?" she asked me with a smile.
I laughed.
At this moment, I completely felt that the awkwardness between us was almost gone.
After sending Jiang Mei outside the community where she lived, I drove home, and it wasn't until this moment that I remembered that there was a woman waiting for me at home.
From this, I understood something in my heart: without real emotions, there can be no inner concern. (To be continued)