Suddenly, I seemed to understand: Could it be Lin Yu?
But I didn't ask him like this. I said, "Old director, I know now that you are a good leader who thinks about others."
He turned around and pointed at me, "You are dishonest."
I looked at him in astonishment, "Old director, why do you say that?"
Now he was surprised, "You really don't know?"
I could only continue to pretend, "What do I know? Old director, isn't this the first time I've seen you?"
He turned around, as if talking to himself: "It seems that you really don't know. Xiao Feng, I know what you are going to ask me today. Your idea on this matter is very bold, and this is also
I think the reason why you are different from ordinary young people."
Hearing what he said, I was very surprised, "Did Director Leng tell you?"
He turned sideways and looked at me again, "You have a good relationship with him, right? As far as I know, he rarely praises others. Recently he made a special trip to find me, just to ask me what I thought about this matter.
Opinion."
I said: "I only met Director Leng recently. Just once, I picked him up at the airport that day, and we chatted for a long time in the car. That day was also the first time we met, and we have had dinner together once since then.
It’s time for us to invite the leaders of the Education Committee for recruitment. By the way, old director, what do you think of this matter?"
He said: "Xiao Feng, it seems that you are really different. You can make Director Leng value you so much after the first meeting. Young people nowadays are different. You dare to treat him like that the first time you meet him."
Tell him your thoughts. Xiao Feng, tell me, have you done any research on Director Leng’s personality and preferences before?"
I hurriedly said: "No, absolutely not! I didn't know him at all before that, and my transfer was very sudden this time. How could I study these things?" When I said this, I couldn't help feeling ashamed: Yes.
, why didn’t I think of getting to know the leaders of the Provincial Education Commission before that? I suddenly remembered that during that time, I seemed to be drinking and doing nothing every day. Then I continued: "I was also impulsive that day.
. Because I have discussed this matter with Director Liang of our recruitment department, and he thinks it is relatively feasible. When I chatted with Director Leng that day, I felt that he is actually more of a scholar than a leader, and we
We had a pretty good conversation, so I impulsively told him what I was thinking. It’s true, I didn’t lie to you at all.”
He looked at me in surprise at first, but then he suddenly laughed, "I believe it when you say that. Haha! This is right, young people should be so impulsive. Just now I kept saying
I'm confused, you don't seem to be as secretive as some politicians, and your words don't seem to be so mature, how can you make me so unpredictable? So that's it!"
He is right. I was indeed a little nervous when I first met him today. Although I hid that nervousness in my heart, the words I said still did not convey my meaning. I am fully aware of this.
Now I also understand that the previous conversations he had with me were actually testing me. You know, people like him will never trust someone easily, let alone express themselves at will on certain sensitive matters.
opinion.
For the thing I am trying to prepare to do, if it is really feasible, it will be a huge breakthrough for his previous work. As my predecessor, he will not easily support me under normal circumstances unless he really
There is a realm that is completely different from ordinary people.
I smiled bitterly and said to him: "I'm ashamed. The main reason is that I am too young. Old director, you are right. I came here specifically to ask you about this matter today. Could you please tell me, can this matter be operated?"
At this moment, when I looked at him, I felt inexplicably nervous.
Fortunately, he nodded slightly, but he did not come to see me, but looked at the floats on his fishing line in the fish pond. He said, "I worked in the provincial recruitment office so
It has been many years, but I have never thought of doing such a thing... No, it is not that I have not thought of doing it, but I have never thought of it at all.
!Because this kind of thing is completely beyond imagination. In my mind, I only know one thing: every year, the national admissions office issues an enrollment plan for us, and then we implement it according to this plan.
Later, considering that colleges and universities need to take care of some special relationships, we began to add some unplanned indicators to them. Our purpose of doing this is actually very simple, which is to make the admissions policies of various colleges and universities more flexible, and there are so many admissions every year.
Relationships require special care.
What’s more, this is also revenue generation for the university and us. As a leader, there are so many people below me who have to support their families and live a better life, so I have no choice but to do this kind of thing.
In fact, I am not suitable for being an official, because my favorite thing is fishing. Fishing allows you to enjoy the scenery. In the spring, you can see the flowers blooming in all four seasons, in the summer, you can see the lush vegetation, and in the autumn, you can see the abundant fruits.
When fishing, you can see the water and the mountains. The best is like water, which benefits all things without fighting. Silence means that the waves are calm, and all things are useless; when it moves, it becomes unrestrained, and the world is small and small. The benevolent love the mountains, and the mountains can accommodate all things without abandoning them.
Dust, carrying large rocks, can eventually reach a height of a thousand feet. When small grass grows and big trees grow, the whole body will eventually become lush and full of vitality.
When fishing, the posture of the fisherman is most like the Taoist Zuowang, so the fisherman can enter the selfless state and be alone. He forgets all four dimensions and only has a little red tip in the water. Fishing is a happy thing, why is it happy?
Because when fishing, fishermen only have one thing in mind: fishing. Everything in the day is done around this one thing. If you do this well, you will naturally be happy. You can’t catch fish if you catch them.
The fish don't matter anymore.
Why are you unhappy in life? Because there are too many things in your heart. You want to do this and that, which makes you very busy. People who tell everyone they are busy are rarely happy. Why? Because?
A dead heart is a busy thing. Confucius said that his teachings are consistent, so Confucius is happy. I also want to be happy, but I couldn't do it before, because I can't think about everything like I do now..."
His words were very consistent with his age, but I seemed to understand them. I thought: maybe this is because of age and experience? But then I smiled bitterly in my heart, because I found that he had changed the topic again.
Far.
I couldn't interrupt him because I felt that his words seemed to have another meaning: loss, the extreme inner loss that appeared after retreating.
I was waiting for him to continue talking, but I found that he had stopped talking. I looked at his side and opened my mouth several times, but I couldn't help myself from asking.
But I felt a lot more at ease because I could tell from what he just said: at least he felt that this matter was feasible. Although I originally wanted him to give some more guiding suggestions.
, but now he has no intention to continue talking. Man Jiangnan and Xiao Sui across the fish pond are fishing, but they don’t seem to have much patience, because I found that they are always lifting their fishing rods, and they are also fishing.
Soon it was moving.
Maybe it’s because of winter. As the old director said, fishing is very difficult in this season. In addition, such weather can make people lazy. It’s unusual for ordinary people to persist in their interest in fishing. My vision
Except for a few of us, there were no other people inside.
At this moment, I suddenly felt that the hustle and bustle of the world was suddenly cut off from me, and only the sunlight shone evenly.
I was sitting alone next to the old director, who was looking at the water of the fish pond attentively. But after I looked at the few motionless floats on my fishing line for a while, I suddenly felt dull and anxious.
I began to appreciate the blue sky, browse the little greenery beside the fish pond, and enjoy the warm sunshine.
Suddenly, I saw a huge moth sitting alone on the bare willow tree very close to me. The shape was a bit ugly, but it was still moving.
So I thought in my heart: What power enabled it to escape the severe winter and live alone? At this time, my cell phone rang, and it was the call from Principal Wu. He asked me what I was doing, and I replied without thinking: I am doing it.
Enjoy the solitude and the sunshine.
He said that sometimes, loneliness can indeed be enjoyed. When the hustle and bustle of the world makes you like a headless fly, at a loss for everything, impetuousness and depression follow one after another, making you exhausted. At this time, you can choose to be with
Temporarily insulate yourself from the world, quietly enjoy solitude, and only let all things in the world be your friends. You can communicate with them as much as you want, talk to them without hesitation, and it won't be a big deal even if you let your body wander.
He then added that Zhang Chao of the Qing Dynasty had this description in "Shuo Kuai Xu Bi": "When the autumn air is high and the air is crisp, I climb to the top of a mountain alone. The clouds are blue and the daylight is dim. There is no one around, and the ground is covered with withered grass.
How wonderful it is to sit in danger and cry loudly!" Although this man's enjoyment of solitude is a bit strange, he is also very happy and enviable.
He also said that loneliness can only be enjoyed occasionally, and you must not fall into loneliness for a long time, or let loneliness cause harm to your soul. In fact, loneliness is a kind of escape and a kind of helplessness.
When people fall into loneliness, their souls are extremely fragile and are easily invaded by bad things and evil. Goethe's erudite Faust was in extreme loneliness, tempted by the devil, and signed a contract to sell his soul.
Facing hell, Faust could only complain with sorrow: "You have turned a very ordinary life into a hateful chaos and covered it with a snare of pain." Xiao Feng, you have to remember that falling into loneliness means falling into a snare of pain.