I looked at her and said to her apologetically: "Zhong Feng, I'm sorry, I really can't help you with this matter. Let me tell you, if you are really Zhong Yayan, then you are a person who has been reborn once.
You have so much money now. It can be said that it was given to you by God. Your life and the money you have now are all miracles to you. Why do you have to pursue such a thing so hard?
?If I were you, I would enjoy life. Anyway, the money you have is enough for you to spend a lifetime. You think so?"
"No!" She suddenly said loudly, "God has given me a chance to live again, so I will live a more exciting life! I will make more money, and then find a man who is a hundred times better than my ex-husband!
I want to have children, many, many children, and I want my ex-husband and his parents and sisters to see my happiness and success! This is the purpose of my life now. Dr. Feng, you know why I want to
Is your alias Zhong Feng? I do it to thank you because your surname is Feng! You gave me this life of mine. I want to remember you well and hope you can help me again so that I can be more wonderful.
Live your life once. Is that okay? I beg you, as long as you are willing to help me, you can do anything you want me to do."
When she said these words to me, there was a strange brilliance in her eyes, as if a different kind of country was showing in her eyes. And her eyes at the moment looked so much like Dong Jie's
That kind of look made me nervous immediately: she was probably the same as Dong Jie.
She was not freed from rebirth and did not understand life through this. Instead, she became crazy.
I stood up and said, "Sorry, I can't help you. Sorry!"
Then, I left quickly. Yes, I was scared. I wanted to leave her as soon as possible and stay far away from her.
Why is this happening? I kept thinking about this question as I drove away.
I didn't call Wu Yaru, but I felt that she, Wu Yaru, was not that innocent. At least she also deceived me, and I didn't know how much she had hidden from me.
However, none of this is important anymore, because I don’t want to figure it out anymore. I know that the more I care about some things, it will definitely bring endless trouble to me.
Suddenly I thought of something and hurriedly picked up the phone and called Man Jiangnan, "Have you contacted me about the dinner party tomorrow night?"
He replied: "Not yet. I plan to go in the afternoon."
I immediately breathed a sigh of relief and said, "Don't contact that restaurant. It's better to contact a hot pot restaurant. That place is too high-end and I'm worried about others gossiping."
He said: "Okay then."
However, some things are not something I can escape as I imagined. Just that afternoon I received a call from Lin Yi, "Feng Xiao, you have been very busy recently, haven't you? Why haven't you contacted me for so long?"
I felt a little flustered, and at the same time I knew that I couldn't avoid or escape this relationship between us. I said, "Didn't I just transfer to a new unit recently? I have too many things on my hands, and it happens to be the end of the year. Every day
I’m paying New Year’s greetings to my boss, and there are a lot of messy social events, so I don’t have time to contact you.”
He said: "Yes, everyone is very busy. So, do you have any plans tonight?"
I said, "Yes. I have been making arrangements every day lately. Tomorrow is a dinner party for the company's employees, and the day after tomorrow is about other things. I definitely don't have much time before the Spring Festival."
He immediately laughed and said, "When you said this, I knew that your arrangements for tonight are not that important, because you directly talked about your arrangements for tomorrow. Well, you can push it as much as possible, and we will eat together tonight
Let’s have a meal, there are some things I want to ask you. By the way, I heard that your parents are coming soon, and I will have to treat them to a meal then. We still have to celebrate the New Year together this year.”
Only then did I realize that I had betrayed myself unconsciously, "This..."
At this time, he suddenly asked me: "That woman named Zhong Feng said that you have shares in her restaurant. Is that true?"
I was shocked, "When did she tell you?"
He said: "We will go to Huang Shang's place in the evening. Come on. Then we will slowly talk about this matter and other matters."
Immediately, he hung up the phone.
I sat there with my phone for a long time, thinking in my mind: This Zhong Feng, when did she tell Lin Yi about this? Why did she tell him like this? Is she really crazy?
Anyway, some things can't be avoided anyway, so I can take the opportunity to ask Lin Yi what happened tonight.
He just said that my parents were coming. It was not surprising that he knew about it because he sent Murong to work beside my father.
At this moment, my heart was already in chaos, because I immediately thought of another question: Can I help Zhong Feng?
Now I just thought of something: she and Dong Jie are definitely different. There is no mental problem with her. Her problem lies in the deviation in her understanding.
There is no way a person can always figure out the meaning of life and always pursue those flashy and false reputations. Of course, everyone will have their own ideas, and there is no question of who is right or wrong, because
Many people think that they are right and they need that kind of spiritual world.
When I was working at a medical university, I heard about a story like this: a nurse in the surgical department spent several months eating pickles and squeezing on the bus, but her ultimate purpose was to buy a luxury satchel! Later someone asked
Her: Is such a bag really that important to you? She replied: Carrying such a bag makes me feel very happy... In the final analysis, this is actually a person's inner satisfaction, and it cannot simply be used in the right way.
Weigh against mistakes.
So, I thought of Zhong Feng. Should I really help her?
It depends on the situation and what Lin Yi will say when the time comes. I sighed in my heart.
In fact, I know myself. I have a problem that I can never change, that is, I am often soft-hearted, especially in front of women. I can't see the expressions and eyes of women when they want something from me.
There have been countless times when I have scolded myself and told myself not to be so soft-hearted in the future, but whenever that happens, the same situation always happens again. The soft-heartedness in my heart lingers like a nightmare.
My soft-heartedness certainly brought me a lot of good comments from others, but at the same time it also caused me countless troubles and even dangers.
The moment Lin Yi hung up the phone, I had already decided to have dinner with him that night. No, to be precise, I had to go. And judging from Lin Yi's behavior when he hung up the phone, he also knew that I would definitely go.
Go, knowing that I have to go. In fact, to be precise, this is the order he gave me.
I left the office after a while after get off work, because I could only use staying late to live with some dignity, or it was a kind of meaningless resistance.
I went to Shanglongxing and Ke Xiangnan to tell them about the change of dining place tomorrow, and briefly explained the reasons. Shanglongxing smiled and said: The hot pot is good, lively, and the food will not be cold."
But Ke Xiangnan said to me in a weird way: "You are the leader anyway, you have the final say."
I was very angry, not entirely because of his words, but more because Zhong Feng and Lin Yi made me feel unhappy. Ke Xiangnan's words were just a trigger. I said: "This was originally
It’s just a small matter, let Director Shang decide from now on, she will be in charge of the office.”
Ke Xiangnan said: "It's the same for everyone, but you can't treat anything as a child's play. It's not a good thing to change orders overnight."
I looked at him, "Director Ke, I noticed that you seem to have a problem with me recently, right?"
He said calmly: "I dare not. I like to tell the truth. If I am wrong, please forgive me, Director Feng."
I tried my best to suppress the anger in my heart, "Your opinion is right. Director Ke, I have other things to do today. Let's talk more when we have time in the future. I think there seems to be a misunderstanding between us."
He said: "I never take it personally, I just take it work. Director Feng, if it weren't for work matters, we wouldn't have to communicate anything."
I looked at him and said, "Okay. Let's talk about it later."
I left his office immediately, but I left with a little embarrassment. After I left, I was angry and suddenly thought of a question: Why did he behave like this in front of me? You know, in a unit,
The top leader has absolute authority. Although he was hired by the public, he should understand these basic things, right?
Then there is only one explanation: there are people behind him who support him in doing this. There cannot be any other explanation.
It seems that I thought of the problem too simply before. I started to blame myself in my heart.
But today I don’t have time to think about such things because I have to get to Lin Yi as soon as possible. I can be late for a while, but I can’t keep him waiting for too long. On the one hand, I feel that this is not necessary at all, and it is simply too easy to do so.
It's as ridiculous as a child showing off his anger. On the other hand, I already regret it, because doing this will only make Lin Yi angry, but the consequences of his anger are unknown. In the final analysis, it is still the same sentence: I simply
There is no need to do that.
I told Xiao Sui to drive faster. His skills were very good, and he often made an "S" shape on the road like a taxi.
After arriving at the hotel, I asked Xiao Sui to drive back by himself. Then I went upstairs to the restaurant. Lin Yi was already sitting there waiting for me, right by the window in the lobby of the restaurant.
I found that he likes to sit by the window. From a psychological point of view, this is actually a sign of his insecurity.
But I don’t think my psychological knowledge is that solid, because I’m thinking in my heart: If he doesn’t have a sense of security, who does? (To be continued)