I didn't expect that she would ask me such a question and ask it so directly.
At the same time, I also thought about something: since she has seen that my relationship with Zhuang Qing is unusual, what about Xia Lan and Xu Ruhui? But it is impossible for me to think about it in detail at the moment. I replied: "
Qu Jin, marriage and friends are two different things. Friends can forgive each other's faults, see each other's strengths and ignore each other's shortcomings. This is because friends need to be like this.
But it's different between husband and wife. Because they care too much, they tend to ignore each other's advantages and magnify each other's shortcomings. The key to the problem is that there must be a bottom line. The bottom line is that you must feel that such care is worth it.
It’s worth living with the other person for the rest of your life.
In fact, it's very complicated, and I can't explain it clearly, because I still don't understand it very well.
As a man, apart from his wife, there are only several types of relationships with other women: female friends, lovers, and confidants. His wife is the woman who will take care of him for the rest of his life, so he should love her well.
; Your girlfriend is a woman who gives you a happy time, so you should thank her; your lover is a woman who reduces your worries, so you should respect her; and a confidante is a woman who frees a man's soul, so you should treat her sincerely
.
Haha! In fact, they are all women, but the way men treat them is different, but they are all important in a man's vitality. Of course, not every man will have such women, but having such women is
Every man’s dream.”
Her eyes suddenly became hazy, "So that's it. So Brother Feng, what about you? Do you have these women, or have you experienced them all?"
I don’t know why, but I actually liked to tell the truth in front of her today, because I found that I couldn’t control myself, “Yes, I did. But now there is only one result, and that is that I deeply regret my two dead wives.
Deep guilt.”
She looked at me with surprise in her eyes, "Both of your wives have passed away?"
I said sadly: "Yes. Let's not talk about this matter, okay?"
She said apologetically: "Brother Feng, I'm sorry. But if I have a chance in the future, I really want to hear you tell your story. Of course, if you don't want to tell it, forget it. To be honest, I have been in love several times, but
But they all failed. I still don’t know the reason. The man I like abandoned me, but the man I don’t like likes me so much. Alas!”
At this time, Mu Jiao's singing was over, and our dance could only end. I said, "Let's talk about it later. Maybe I can give you some advice."
She said: "Brother Feng, I'm going to perform in Jiangnan in March. I'll come see you then, okay? You're coming to Beijing for business this time, and I don't want to delay your business."
I smiled and said, "Okay. Just give me a call then. I will definitely welcome you warmly."
She looked very happy and said, "Brother Feng, let's go over and I'll toast you."
After we drank a glass of wine, I invited Xu Ruhui to dance. She still didn't like to talk, but her body was still closer to me like last time. She gave me the feeling that she seemed to have a lot of energy.
Thoughts. But I didn’t want to ask her anything, because I knew that she was also a divorced woman, and maybe she was also very lonely and lonely inside. It was just a person with a different personality. And I asked her to dance entirely out of necessity.
Etiquette, this is just like when we were drinking before, I have to pay tribute to everyone, right?
After we finished dancing, several of the women came to toast me a glass of wine. When Mujiao came to toast me, she whispered to me: "Uncle Feng, you don't want to invite me."
Dance?”
I was about to ask her to dance, but now she asked me this, so I smiled and said to her, "Let's go. I'll ask you to dance."
Then we stepped onto the dance floor.
However, the moment one of my hands reached her waist, I suddenly felt a tremor coming from her body toward my palm...
The moment my hand reached Mu Jiao's waist, her body suddenly trembled, and the tension in her waist muscles came from the palm of my hand. This immediately reminded me of Zhuang
Qing’s words come. She said Mujiao is a C girl.
At this moment, I feel somewhat like what Zhuang Qing said. Women's bodies often tremble like this when touched by the opposite sex. This is an instinctive reaction, which is fear and excitement.
At this moment, I suddenly felt a sense of pity for her. She is different from Udonmei. I met Udonmei in Songcheng. Although she is also a college student, she has fallen into the world of prostitution.
, so I don’t feel guilty towards her, after all, I paid the fee. In my heart, I think like this: If I don’t go to be with her, she will still be like other men, and maybe she won’t get me.
I gave her so much, so I felt like I was doing something good.
But Mujiao is different, she is very pure, and her parents suffered such things, so she is a poor girl. In my heart, I really regard her as a junior. Although she is very beautiful, and
She was so charming when she was wearing military uniform, but I didn't have any blasphemous thoughts towards her. In my eyes, she was a beautiful jade sculpture that no one could bear to damage in the slightest.
This suddenly reminded me of Dong Jie. At this moment, I suddenly realized that Jordan's warning to me was right. I thought that at the beginning, I had the same thoughts about Dong Jie as I do now, but she was still tainted by me.
Staying away from this girl is the best choice. At this moment, I kept warning myself in my heart.
So, when we danced, I always kept a certain distance from her.
I can clearly feel that her body is different from the other four women here today. Her waist is stiff, and the muscles in her waist are as stiff as tight strings. But the other four women's bodies are stiff.
But the waist is soft, as soft as a willow branch swaying in the wind.
At the beginning, she and I had almost no words, because I didn’t know what to say to her. I thought she might be in the same situation as me, so we kept silent, so we just listened to the music.
Accompanied by the accompaniment, I moved my steps awkwardly, uninterestingly, and mechanically. Later, I suddenly found a topic, "Mujiao, I will take a taxi to take you back to school in a while. Let's finish early today."
But she shook her head and said: "No, I have asked for leave until the day after tomorrow. I have asked for two days of leave, and I want to accompany you to play."
I hurriedly said: "I may not be free. Well, I'll tell Zhuang Qing later and you can stay at her place tonight. I will probably not be free tomorrow. Either you play with Zhuang Qing and the others, or you
Go back to school. Is that okay?"
She stopped talking, and under the dim light I noticed that her expression was a little gloomy. (To be continued)