The waiter brought two large plates of mutton rolls, as well as several cold dishes and raw vegetables.
Each of us has a small bowl filled with sesame sauce in front of us. This is a condiment dish, similar to the one in Dong Laishun.
"You haven't had dinner yet, you should eat some first." Xia Lan said to me, and then she said to the waiter: "Have a bottle of Beijing Erguotou, and then you can leave us alone."
The lamb rolls were very thin. I picked up a few slices and put them in the pot. They were cooked in a few seconds. Then I put them in a bowl and covered them with sesame sauce. Then I said, "Well, it tastes really good."
She looked very happy, "I said so, right?"
Maybe it's because I'm hungry, but I really think the mutton-shabu-shabu in this store tastes great. It's delicious and the meat is delicate, especially the sesame sauce, which I think is particularly fragrant.
After eating a lot in one go, I realized that she hadn't moved her chopsticks and was looking at me and smiling.
I felt a little embarrassed and said, "I'm so hungry. Come, let's have a drink."
She smiled at me and said, "I'm very happy to see you eating so deliciously."
I said, "Thank you. Do you want to eat too?"
She raised her glass to me and said, "Come, let's have a drink. Director Feng, oh, Feng Xiao, you promised me last time. You said you would tell me about your affairs when you have the chance. Is that okay today?"
I hesitated for a moment, and then nodded towards her. I don't know why, but I always felt that there was a great affinity for me in her soft eyes, which made me unable to bear to refuse any of her requests.
After we drank several drinks with each other, I started to talk about my marriage, starting with Zhao Menglei, and starting from the Zhao Menglei in my high school years. At this moment, I seemed to have gone back to the past, and my emotions had completely entered my past.
I recounted those lives slowly and unhurriedly, so that I forgot everything. When I talked about Zhao Menglei's suicide, I found myself crying.
She is sighing.
I suddenly woke up and said, "Sorry, I feel a little sad today."
She asked me: "Have you not found another girlfriend since then?"
I shook my head, "No, later I got married again. It was Zhuang Qing who promoted my second wife to us."
Of course I would not tell her the real situation, but I told her about Chen Yuan's situation, our children, and everything that happened after Chen Yuan fell into a coma, and finally the moment she left this world.
.When I told this point, I immediately felt like time had stopped, as if Chen Yuan’s departure was just yesterday.
She is sobbing.
I looked at her in shock, and immediately noticed that her eyes were red. I said embarrassedly: "I'm sorry, my things have made you sad."
She wiped away her tears, looked at me with a soft look and said, "Feng Xiao, I didn't expect you to be so miserable."
I shook my head and sighed, "This is fate. I have always felt that I am a wife. So now I just don't think about getting married anymore."
She looked at me in astonishment, "Aren't you a medical student? Do you believe this?"
I smiled bitterly and said, "Then how do you think you can explain all this?"
She was startled for a moment before sighing: "Yes. I also feel that there is God's will controlling our lives. It's really hard to explain in this life."
I went to look at her and said, "Xia Lan, I seem to have heard that your marriage is also very unhappy, is that true? Oh, I'm sorry, maybe I shouldn't ask you this. Don't take it offended, I'm just asking casually.
.”
She said quietly: "It's nothing. In fact, many people think that we are very glorious as actors, but they don't know that we suffer from emotional matters just like ordinary people. Alas! It's hard to explain in words."
I nodded, "Maybe. Aren't you actors human beings? Of course, you may also suffer because of emotional matters."
She came to clink glasses with me, "Feng Xiao, I don't know why, but the first time I saw you, I felt that you were a trustworthy person. Maybe it was because you looked very clean. The first time I saw you, I thought
I noticed that every detail of your skin, hair, and clothes is so clean. This is the first time I have seen a man like you."
I smiled and said to her: "Thank you. Maybe it's a professional habit."
She shook her head, "I have seen many doctors, but you are the most special one."
I clinked glasses with her and drank. In fact, I was very happy at the moment because I could get such praise from her. I smiled and said to her: "Xia Lan, maybe you don't know, the only movie I watched in high school was
A movie is the one in which you star. What I never expected was that I would see you when I came to Beijing this time, and that I would drink and talk with you."
She smiled at me, "Really? Thank you, your words make me feel very happy. Hey! I haven't been as truly happy as I am now for a long time. Although I am very happy every time I drink with Zhuang Qing and the others,
But that's not real happiness. In fact, it's a kind of venting. Feng Xiao, since you told me about your things, then I will also tell you about mine. But I have a condition, I
You must not talk about these things. I only tell you these things as a friend."
I said: "Don't worry. This is a conversation between our friends, and of course we will not tell it. To be honest, my matter has been buried in my heart for a long time. I have always hoped to have the opportunity to talk to others, but I couldn't.
I didn’t have such an opportunity. I didn’t expect that I would say it all in front of you today. I feel so weird. But I am very grateful to you, because after I said these things just now, I immediately felt much more comfortable in my heart."
In fact, I know that she must be in the same situation as me and she also needs to talk.
She said: "Yes. The world is so big, but it is so difficult to find someone who can talk to you. I should also thank you. Don't mention how happy I am that you can come out tonight.
Already."
Immediately, she began to tell me about her failed marriage...
That day, my husband came to the set to pick me up as usual. I happened to meet a chestnut seller not far from where we were filming. I really wanted to eat them, so I pestered my husband to buy them for me. My husband was a little unusual that day, and he turned away from me.
There was a look of embarrassment on the back of his hands. I thought he was afraid that he would be embarrassed to see acquaintances here, and teased him about when he would learn to be shy. He smiled but said nothing.
But he still bought me chestnuts. Of course I was happy.
After returning home that night, he went online, and I watched TV with my parents-in-law in the living room. Later, when I went to the bathroom, I glanced at him surfing the Internet in the room, and immediately I saw a sentence pop into my eyes: I want to eat too
Chestnut, I want to eat you again!
It’s hard to describe how I felt at that time. It was just frightening, really. My heartbeat was pounding at that moment, and when I got to the bathroom, I tried hard to calm down. After a long time, my mother-in-law called me, and I tried my best to pack myself up and go out.
He was still surfing the Internet. His mother-in-law seemed to have asked him something, but he just responded vaguely.
After about ten minutes, he also came out to watch TV, and even sat next to me and pinched me, with a smile on his face.
After watching TV for a while, my father-in-law talked to my husband about some work matters. Seeing the speculation they talked about, I suddenly thought of my husband's chat with that person, so I made an excuse to go in and change clothes. I went into the room.
Then I immediately locked the door. My husband heard the sound of my door lock outside and shouted: Why are you locking the door? This is an old married couple.
I ignored him.
The computer was not turned off. My heart was beating very fast. I found that my husband’s QQ was also turned off, so I pulled out the recent contacts in it and looked at them one by one. Suddenly, I found that there was a person named “Azi”.
Yes, but her profile picture was already darkened. After reading a few words, I confirmed my guess. (To be continued)