"Yeah." She said, with tears streaming from the corners of her eyes.
I was afraid to see her tears, because her tears would make me feel an uncontrollable heartache. I went to her and wiped her tears, "Yuanyuan, don't be like this, I will really come to see you often." Yours. I will come when I have time after get off work."
"Yeah." She kept nodding, but tears were already flowing down her face.
My heart hurt, but I could only leave immediately. I knew that the longer I stayed here, the harder it would be for her to leave her. So, I forced myself to turn around immediately and leave. Zhuang Qing went to hug her and followed her.
After getting in the car, I didn't look at her again because I was afraid that I would cry too.
"I don't know if this is good or bad for her." Zhuang Qing sighed after getting in the car.
I said nothing.
She continued: "She found a job she likes, but she has to separate from you. You are not married, and it is impossible to live together in a place like this. Alas!"
"Stop talking. Let's drive." I felt depressed.
She started the car, and from the rearview mirror I saw that the villa was getting further and further away from us, and Chen Yuan's figure in front of the villa was getting smaller and smaller. "Zhuang Qing, please teach me how to drive sometime." I suddenly
He said to her.
She stopped the car suddenly, "Okay. I'll teach you now."
I couldn't help but be horrified: "Just this car? Where's the $1 million BMW? You want me to learn with this car?"
"This is in the suburbs, with wide roads and few cars, which is perfect for learning to drive. As for this car, don't think of it as a BMW. Hehe! In fact, it is easier to learn to drive a good car.
Because you will be more careful and attentive." She said with a smile.
She got out of the car and looked at me with a smile, "Mr. Feng, please!"
I got into the car cautiously.
She taught me how to drive starting from the most basic things. Fortunately, I have a good memory and I quickly understood the function of everything on the driver's seat. Then she started to explain the basics to me.
"When I was learning to drive, I was learning to drive a manual transmission car." After she finished speaking, she said to me with a smile.
"It's difficult, isn't it?" I asked.
"Actually, it's the same. But I prefer to drive an automatic car, because that way it's more fun to drive." She said with a smile, then looked at me and smiled strangely, "You men should drive automatic cars."
.”
"Why are you looking at me like this?" I felt that there must be something else in her words.
"Because someone has said that when the gear is in gear, you can feel the pleasure of a man entering a woman's body. Haha! It's a pity that I haven't felt it until now."
I looked at her dumbfounded, "What's the point?"
"Some people say that during the process of shifting gears, when a certain gear is shifted, the feeling of entry is very good, just like the moment when a man enters a woman's body. Unfortunately, I am a woman, and I feel
How refreshing is it to not go through that process? Feng Xiao, tell me, what does that feel like?" She looked at me and smiled strangely.
I couldn't laugh or cry, "Isn't it just entering? Then there is a feeling of being wrapped in warmth. Ah, I really want to understand. The gear you are talking about is the feeling of entering very easily, and then very directly and in place.
right?"
"I don't know. I'm not a man, how could I know? It's a pity. No, from now on I must do what you men can do." She shook her head and said.
I laughed, "That's impossible. You are trying to change the laws of nature artificially. It's like asking you women to pee standing up. That way you feel more balanced, but your pants will get wet. There are differences between men and women.
, this has been the case since ancient times. Men cannot give birth to children, and men cannot ogle, otherwise they will scare people to death. By the way, Zhuang Qing, how do you women feel when a man enters your body? I don’t know this either.
."
"Fullness. The feeling of being filled by a man. Do you understand?" She replied, then looked at me and laughed, "Haha! What's wrong with us? We might as well all go for sex reassignment surgery and you become a woman.
Now that I have become a man, I can feel everything."
"Stop talking. It disgusts me to death. We are both crazy today!" I waved my hands repeatedly.
She laughed and then put her lips to my ear, "I will be on top of you when I go back tonight. I want to feel how you men feel."
My heart trembled suddenly...
I only learned how to drive for less than two hours at noon because I was always thinking about contacting a lawyer. On the way back to the city, Zhuang Qing drove the car because I could only slowly drive the car forward.
However, after learning to drive today, I became very interested in cars.
I called Ouyang Tong again. What surprised and unsettled me was that his mobile phone was actually shut down. I felt very uncomfortable because his current state told me that my judgment of him was
correct.
Now, I find that I really believe in fate: I haven't seen Ouyang Tong in so many years. He was so short before, but he grew into a tall and burly man after graduating from high school. He who was shy and pure before turned into a tall and burly man.
The high school student who once discussed mathematics, physics and chemistry with me became a businessman... He and I met by chance many years later, but within less than a day of meeting, he disappeared like a mist. It seemed that he
The first meeting with me was for one purpose only: to tell me that Zhao Menglei’s mother had a history of mental illness. This seemed to be a deliberate arrangement by God.
Thinking of this, I immediately started calling the lawyer. I felt that this was an opportunity brought to Zhao Menglei by God.
The call went through, "Hello, I want to talk to you about my wife's case right away. It's in the teahouse where we met last time."
"Feng Xiao, you've had a really tiring day." After making an appointment with the lawyer, he put down the phone and heard Zhuang Qing sighing.
"This is a kind of responsibility." I said, "I have to do this both to you and to Chen Yuan. I have to take responsibility for whatever I have caused. Zhuang Qing, I'm sorry, I have been avoiding it before because I was afraid
.Now I know that some things cannot be escaped."
"Are you also avoiding your wife's affairs?" she asked, her voice soft.
I sighed, "Yes. I have always been confused, and I still am. She is my middle school classmate, the woman I should like, but I have never heard from her since graduating from high school. But who knows
Can I still meet her? And when I met her again, she was already married, but the marriage was so unfortunate. Later, her man died, and I found that I actually liked her very much, so I agreed to be with her.
About the marriage. She has been so good to me since we got married. She knew clearly about my relationship with you but always pretended not to know anything. She was still so gentle and considerate to me. When Chen Yuan was in the hospital, she went to
I have seen her, and Chen Yuan’s medical expenses were also donated by her quietly. Now that I think of the things I have done, I feel extremely ashamed. Zhuang Qing, do you think I can give up on her in this situation?
?”
"You're right," she whispered.
"But what should you and Chen Yuan do? Especially Chen Yuan, she already has my child, and she is so young and so innocent. I am really afraid of hurting her. Zhuang Qing,
To be honest, I still hate you a little because you shouldn't have done that in the first place. But I am grateful to you because you allowed Chen Yuan to have my child... Hey! I really don't know what to do now.
Done. I kept thinking, in the end, it’s all my fault. My will is too weak and I can’t control my desires, so I don’t know how to refuse.” I said gloomily.
She stopped talking and drove the car very fast. I knew that her mood had become complicated now.
She stopped the car outside the community. Just now, she and I didn't speak. I actually had a lot to say in my heart, but I found that I shouldn't say everything I wanted to say. So I had to stay silent.
.
Zhuang Qing has also been silent. I think maybe she is like me.
She stopped the car and came to see me. I said to her: "Go back and have a good rest. Tomorrow you will start working in a different way."
"I'm going to resign tomorrow," she said.
"Decided?" I asked.
She nodded, "I just thought about it, we women can only rely on ourselves. Feng Xiao, you are too tired, come back early. I will buy vegetables later, and I want to cook you a good dinner today."
I nodded towards her, my eyes full of tenderness.
The lawyer and I met in a teahouse. I told him about Zhao Menglei’s mother’s history of mental illness. He nodded, “I have already been to the detention center and met with your wife. She is currently in good condition.
.I have also reviewed her case file. The facts of the case are very clear, but the circumstances of her surrender are very clear, which will be very beneficial to fighting for a lighter sentence in the future. The matter you just mentioned is very important. I will go to the Criminal Police Team tomorrow.
Ask them to agree to conduct a psychiatric evaluation on your wife. But to be honest with you, the psychiatric evaluation is very troublesome, and Mr. Lin may have to go out for this matter. You should understand what I mean, right?"
I nodded, "I'll go find Mr. Lin myself."
"Okay. As long as Mr. Lin sends me a message, I will immediately start handling the matter." He said.
"Thank you." I found this lawyer to be very good, at least very dedicated.
"Doctor Feng, do you want anything else? If there is nothing else, I will leave first." He said to me immediately.
"I want one more thing." I said hurriedly. To be honest, I have thought about this matter for a long time, but now, I feel that I have to say it.
He is looking at me.
"I want to ask you another question. As you know, my wife and I are still married, and I have no plans to divorce her. Although she once told me that a lawyer will bring me a divorce letter in the future.
, but I won’t sign it.” I said, still feeling that I couldn’t express my inner problem. (To be continued)