Later, we took the subway and then took a taxi after getting off the subway. When I sent her outside the school gate, I asked the taxi to wait for me. I said I wanted to go back to Beijing. The taxi driver said it would cost 500 yuan.
, I didn’t bargain with him, “Okay.”
Mu Jiao didn't say anything else this time and quickly got out of the car.
I immediately got off the car and said goodbye to her, "Mujiao, I will go back to Jiangnan in a few days. I will come to see you again if I have time in the future. By the way, there are two more things I want to tell you: First
First, you must not tell your mother that I helped with your father's affairs; second, if your father really comes out, you must tell him not to live in Jiangnan anymore, and it is best to go to
Live in a place where no one knows him. Otherwise, things will easily happen. Do you understand what I mean?"
She nodded towards me.
I turned around to leave, but then I heard her voice from behind me, "Uncle Feng..."
I turned around suddenly, and immediately I saw her rushing towards me, and then hugged me tightly. Her face was pressed tightly against mine, and my face was wet. At the same time, I heard
Until she was crying and said: "Uncle Feng, you are a good person. I will definitely listen to you. No matter whether you can help me or not, I will believe your words. Uncle Feng, thank you..."
I felt happy and comforted in my heart, and patted her back gently, "That's good. Mujiao, if you say this, I will feel relieved. Go back, this is outside the gate of your school, and your classmates saw us
This is not good. You should go back."
She let go of her hand, then quickly turned around and ran towards the school gate. She didn't look at me again.
I turned around and got in the car, "Master, thank you. Let's go."
The taxi immediately left the gate of the military academy, and then merged into the night without many lights in the suburbs of Beijing. At this moment, I suddenly felt worried in my heart: If I really helped Mu Jiao this time, would there be any danger?
Counterproductive situation?
You know, if I really helped her, it would be completely crooked and blasphemous to the law. Wouldn't this make her lose more confidence in this society?
But then I thought of something: she has such deep feelings for her father, which is completely understandable, because there are natural special emotions between father and daughter, such as the daughter is the father's little cotton-padded jacket, and even the daughter is the father's little cotton-padded jacket.
The idea that she is her father's estranged lover can completely explain this problem. Therefore, for Mu Jiao, perhaps her biggest hope at the moment is only one: to let her father be freed.
For this matter, she even sacrificed everything she had.
Therefore, I think I may have thought about the problem too complicated, because it is possible that the problem she is currently considering is not that complicated. On the contrary, the problem she is considering is actually very simple, that is, she just hopes that her father can
To gain freedom. Her only purpose was this. What she did was no different from those ancient stories about selling one's body to bury one's father.
But no one knows the contradiction in my heart. On the one hand, I hope that the laws in our country can be more sound, but on the other hand, I am trampling on the laws. Perhaps, in our country, I am far from the only one who has the same behavior as me.
.This is just like our attitude towards corruption and privilege. On the one hand, we all hate corruption, but on the other hand, when we have corrupt power in our hands, we will become the next corrupt;
When you are angry about the phenomenon of privilege, you will secretly hope that you can also become a privileged person.
I don’t know why people fall into such a vicious circle. Perhaps the most fundamental reason for all this is the imperfection of the law and the weakness of the supervision mechanism.
Yes, that should be the case. We all have our own selfish desires, and such selfish desires can never be restrained by ourselves. They can only be restrained by the power of the outside world and the law, so that people can act in accordance with social norms.
I sighed all the way, and at the same time I was convincing myself: Feng Xiao, this is how the world is. You are not more self-controlled than others, and you are not nobler than others. In fact, we all live in such a helpless world.
Inside the world.
To be honest, I still feel a sense of regret in my heart at this moment. If I had followed the way I had done things before, I probably would not have let Mujiao leave me intact. She is so beautiful, her
Her figure is so beautiful, and what's even more rare is that she is still a virgin.
I remember when I was in college, my requirements for aesthetics were not very high. As long as girls were over 1.6 meters tall, not bloated, and had relatively good-looking faces, they were considered beauties, and I would often look at them secretly.
I was fascinated. Later, after I experienced two marriages and so many women in my life, my aesthetic requirements improved a lot, but I still felt that Mujiao should be regarded as the best type among women. However, it is precisely because
I have experienced so much, so that I can have the last bit of resistance to her, and that is why I can maintain the last bit of sanity.
However, there is indeed cause and effect in this world. It was on this day that I maintained the most basic sense, or did not lose the most basic conscience deep in my heart, which made me the most in the future.
When I was in trouble, I got Mujiao's help, which saved me from going to jail.
But that day, when I took a taxi back to Beijing, I felt regretful deep down in my heart, because I still vaguely felt that my nobility seemed ridiculous. I kept asking myself: What if I
Will there definitely be bad consequences if you really want her? Will you definitely get into trouble? My answer is uncertain.
But my heart has already begun to become irritable, because Mu Jiao has already aroused the lust in my heart. After I sent her back to school, when I took a taxi alone to the city of Beijing,
I found myself so in need of a woman's comfort.
I looked out the car window and found that today was actually a moonlit night. Maybe today is the 15th day of the lunar calendar? I was thinking to myself.
Only in such suburbs, where there are not many city lights, can you enjoy such moonlight.
On a full moon night...my heart began to groan.
I couldn't help but pick up the phone and call Zhuang Qing. The first thing I thought of at this moment was her.
After the call went through, I said to her softly: "I want to come to your place. Is that okay?"
She asked me: "When will you go back?"
I replied: "In a few days. Maybe just these two days."
She said: "You can come to my place in an hour. I'm still outside now."
I estimated that I would only be able to get to her place in an hour, so I said, "Yeah."
At this moment, my heart suddenly felt warm, and my soul was suddenly filled with lust.
I hung up the phone immediately. However, the moment I hung up the phone, I seemed to hear a voice on the phone: "Who is it?"
The voice seemed vaguely far away from her microphone, and I felt that the voice seemed a bit familiar, and... it should be a man's voice.
Is it Mr. Dou? It looks a bit like it. No, it seems that the voice is our Jiangnan accent. No, I didn't hear it that clearly. Maybe I just had a brief auditory hallucination.
Each of us will have auditory hallucinations, such as our mobile phone ringtones. When we use the same ringtone for a long time, there will be no sound, or other small sounds are reaching our ears.
At this time, our hearing will be artificially amplified by ourselves, and it will seem as if what we hear is our own mobile phone ringtone. But after listening carefully, we will find that it is not at all.
Maybe I just had such a situation. Well, it should be auditory hallucinations. (To be continued)