When Man Jiangnan came, he was as calm and courteous as ever. But at this moment, a thought suddenly came into my mind: If the impression this person gave me was just a superficial impression, it would be terrible.
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But then I blamed myself in my heart: How did you become like this? Are you suspicious of everyone and everything?
Perhaps the reason why I doubt everything is because I am less and less confident, and maybe it is a manifestation of my disappointment in the world. I have studied psychology, so I sometimes feel nervous about my doubts, because from the perspective of psychology
From a perspective, doubting everything is a manifestation of obsessive-compulsive disorder.
What's even more frightening is that in recent times, I have always been thinking about a question again: Who am I? Until one day, I suddenly thought of an answer, and this answer immediately shocked me at the time -
At that time, I suddenly thought: Maybe everything I saw in this world was an illusion. What I saw, heard, touched, and felt... all of this was just a kind of illusion.
Imagine, they all exist because of my existence, and when my consciousness ceases to exist, all of this will cease to exist...
This thought was so scary. That night, when I thought about this, I immediately fell into extreme fear, so that I became sweating profusely. This suddenly reminded me of Dong Jie, so I started to be afraid.
, because I am very worried that one day I will be locked up in a psychiatric ward like her.
At this moment, I found that I once again had this kind of unfounded doubt about everything. At the same time, I also felt that my mind had become wandering.
I couldn't help but touch the desktop of my desk: Doesn't it really exist? No, that's because of my own existence. I said to myself in my heart.
Huo Ran was shocked! No, after this period of busy work, I have to go out for a walk and let my inner world be fully released.
I watched Man Jiangnan come to me, but most of my attention was on the wandering thoughts just now. But I knew that I was smiling at him, although such a smile was pale and soulless, but I
He is indeed smiling.
"Director Feng, are you looking for me?" I heard him ask me humbly.
I suddenly woke up from the chaotic thoughts just now, and then pointed to the chair opposite the desk, "Director Man, please sit down. I want to tell you something."
He sat down and looked at me intently.
I looked at him and smiled, "Director Man, do you know that we are going to add a deputy director this time?"
He nodded, "I already knew it. Have you forgotten?"
I was stunned for a moment, and I had some doubts in my heart: Did he come to ask me about this matter? Or did he ask the old director to come and tell me about it? Some time ago, I was working in Beijing, and I didn't fully understand this matter at all.
Keep it in mind, so it is entirely possible that you cannot remember some details. But this is not important.
So I smiled bitterly and said: "Oh, I have been too busy recently. Director Man, originally, I really hoped that you could become my deputy and help me handle the recruitment work of our province as soon as possible. Because you are not only
He is capable and very practical in his work, but the candidates the leaders considered this time were all too good, so I am very sorry."
He said with a sad expression: "Director Feng, please stop talking. I understand your difficulties as a leader. In fact, I am not particularly outstanding. There are many people who are better than me in the recruitment office of our province."
Obviously he misunderstood me, but I deliberately let him misunderstand me because I wanted to see his attitude towards this matter. I think this is the best way to truly understand a person.
Way.
I was very satisfied with his performance, and I felt relieved that I had specially considered that position for him.
I was about to tell him the specific arrangement in an attempt to give him an unexpected surprise, but I heard him continue: "Director Feng, I have a request. Should I say it to you face to face?"
I felt a little surprised, "Oh? Tell me. Haha! If you have anything to say, just say it directly. There is no need to be secretive."
He pondered for a moment and then said: "Director Feng, the provincial recruitment team has changed this time. Can I go to the business office?"
I was really surprised at once, "Director Man, don't you want to work in the office anymore?"
He smiled sheepishly, "Although I am already very familiar with office work, such a workbench is complicated. Director Feng, please don't get me wrong. I don't mean to give up my job, but I do feel very tired now."
Over the years, I have almost never had a weekend off, or even a holiday. This can't be helped, because the position of office director is too special. But the business department is different.
When you are free and busy throughout the year, you can often go on business trips or go abroad. Director Feng, you may not know that my wife has quarreled with me several times over my work. Alas! I can't help it.
The children are so old that I have never even taken them to the zoo once, and I have never held a parent-teacher meeting. So, Director Feng, I implore you to consider this matter."
I immediately regretted it: If I had known this was the case, why didn't I talk to him earlier?
"Director Man, this..." I looked at him apologetically, "I haven't finished what I said before. However, you are making such a request now, which makes me feel very embarrassed, and I also feel that
I'm sorry for you, because according to the current organizational arrangement, your office director has to continue working."
He suddenly stopped talking. It was obvious that he was expressing his dissatisfaction with his silence.
I then said: "Director Man, I am responsible for this matter. I should have talked to you in advance. Unfortunately, my idea was too simple, because I only considered issues at your level. You are now
Deputy Director, I think that your work over the years is indeed very good, and you can be said to have achieved great results through hard work, so it is necessary to be promoted to a full Director. However, I have not thought too much about the nature of your work. Director Man, so be it.
This time the organization has basically decided on your arrangements. Please stick with it for a few more years and adjust your work if there is a chance in the future. Is that okay?"
He looked at me doubtfully, "Director Feng, why didn't I understand what you said? What you mean is that I am still the director of the office, but I am just enjoying the rank of a supervisor. Isn't that right?"
I shook my head, "No. I am going to let you serve as the office director of the Provincial Education Commission. I thought that the office director of the Provincial Education Commission is at the division level, and you are very familiar with this area of work, so I reported it to the superior.
Plan. Now that the superiors have basically agreed to my plan, the Provincial Education Commission Organization Office may talk to you in the next two days. I am just talking to you on behalf of the Provincial Admissions Office before that. In fact, this is no longer
I have asked for your opinion, because the matter has basically been decided. Director Man, I completely understand the difficulties you just mentioned to me, but now I can only hope that you will obey the organizational arrangements and persist for a few more years.
Well. After all, you are still very young, and there is still a lot to do in the future. What do you think?"
In my inner mind, I feel that he will definitely agree to such an arrangement. After all, the arrangement for him this time is from the deputy director level to the full director level. This step is very important for any civil servant.
There are certain procedures for the promotion of cadres in the organization. As a civil servant, the two most difficult steps to cross are: from the department level to the deputy department level, and from the chief department level to the deputy department level. These two steps are
It is a leap in level, especially the step from director level to deputy director. Many people end up staying at the director level after working for a lifetime.
Most of the positions at the chief division level can only be promoted from the deputy division level. Going directly from the chief division level to the chief position may be as difficult as going directly from the deputy division level to the deputy director level, unless there are special and special circumstances.
Therefore, I think Man Jiangnan will definitely not say anything else. Maybe he may be a little dissatisfied with this arrangement, but it should still be acceptable. (To be continued)