"Feng Xiao, I don't care. But tell me, you kept saying before that you would not divorce your wife, but what about now? What are your plans now?" I heard her asking me.
I still didn't turn around, "Didn't you advise me before that I should be with Chen Yuan?"
"The past was before, and now is now! Feng Xiao, are you interested in Boss Lin's family property?" she asked me loudly.
I couldn't help laughing, but I heard crying in my voice, "Zhuang Qing, you are so funny! You always force your own ideas on others. Haha!" After saying that, I walked directly into the villa.
He walked away and never turned around again.
"Feng Xiao, you... you have to think carefully." What came from behind was her voice of advice, not her anger.
I stopped and still didn't turn around because I didn't want to see her look like this. Finally, after a while I heard the sound of a car being driven away. After a long sigh, I walked towards the inside of the villa.
Lin Yi stood there and smiled at me, "Feng Xiao, you look like a man now."
The eyes of Chen Yuan and Shi Yanni were both red and swollen. I stood not far away and looked at them, with Lin Yi beside me.
"Speak." He reminded me.
My mouth moved but nothing came out.
Chen Yuan raised her head to look at me, and Shi Yanni also raised her head. At this moment, I suddenly found that the two of them were really similar. Their eyes were similar.
"Brother..." Chen Yuan called me, and tears began to flow down.
I sighed, "Chen Yuan, I have decided, I want to marry you as my wife."
"No..." Her eyes were full of horror.
"Our children cannot live without their father." I said, my eyes softening, "I will divorce my current wife as soon as possible, don't worry."
After saying that, I left. I ran out of the villa, ran to the road outside, and then ran all the way back to the city. I didn't stop until I ran out of energy to run. I sat down
He lay on the cold ground, gasping for air.
"Meng Lei..." I heard myself calling this name, and all the sounds, faces, and smiles of this name came to my mind, and tears couldn't stop pouring out.
"Menglei, I'm sorry. Woohoo! I'm sorry, Menglei..." This was the first time in many years that I cried like this. I cried loudly and without any scruples. I cried harder than the day Zhao Menglei left me.
Now, at this moment, in this empty and deserted place, I used my own tears to vent the pain in my heart. At this moment, I truly understood my heart: deep in my heart, I actually love deeply.
It's hers.
I don’t know how long it took before I felt a car parked not far behind me, because it suddenly turned on its lights. The car lights cut through the dark night, illuminating me who had stopped crying. A man walked towards me.
Come over, he stretched out his hand towards me and sighed, "Let's go, get in the car. I'll go drinking with you."
I shook my head, "Send me back. I don't want to drink." At this moment, I vented that I suddenly became stronger.
He sent me outside the community where Zhuang Qing lives, "Go and spend the last night with her."
I still shook my head, "No, you take me home. Since I have promised you, I should do it."
He sighed, "As long as a person has a clear conscience. Go and have a good talk with her. It is easy for a person to make a promise, but it is difficult to make it. It is better not to promise than to not be able to do it in the future. Some things
It’s enough for everyone to know what’s going on in their hearts, there’s no need for superficial things.”
I didn't understand what he meant, but I sat in the car and didn't move.
"The conditions I imposed on you today may be too harsh. I also thought about it just now. If I have to ask you not to see Zhuang Qing or your wife in the future, it is impossible. Even if you agree, you can't do it.
Because you are not that kind of person. So I thought, rather than asking you to agree to things that you can't do, I'd rather do whatever you want, as long as you are really good to Chen Yuan in the future. But, you must marry her.
Didn't you just say that your children cannot live without a father?" He continued.
"You take me home. I have to go to work tomorrow." I said.
He sighed again and drove the car slowly forward.
When I got home, I found that I was so desolate and sad. The floor and all the furniture at home were covered with a layer of dust. I remembered that I had not come back for a long time after Zhao Menglei left, and I felt even more guilty.
I sighed, went to find an old towel, and began to slowly clean my home.
It wasn't until midnight that I finished cleaning everything in the house and fell asleep on the bed with my clothes on.
Fortunately, my long-term early habits allowed me to wake up on time, but I felt a splitting headache and severe pain in my eyes. I hurriedly took a hot bath and then went out.
I had breakfast outside the hospital and then went to the department. I met Su Hua head-on. She looked at me with her mouth wide open, "Feng Xiao, are you sick? Why do you look so ugly?"
I smiled bitterly at her and was about to leave, but she suddenly grabbed my arm, "Feng Xiao, what happened? No, you can't go to work like this, you have to go back and rest!"
"It's nothing." I said, struggling for a while, but she grabbed my arm tightly, "Don't do this, no matter what happens, you can't harm your body. Do you hear me? Go back and rest right away. I
Go to Director Qiu to ask for leave for you."
I suddenly felt extremely tired, "Thank you. I'll go back then."
Then she smiled and said, "Go back. If you need anything, call me."
I almost stumbled back home. When I got back, I covered myself with a quilt and went to sleep.
I saw Zhao Menglei. She was right in front of me, wearing a light green top, brown pants, and a ponytail swinging from side to side behind her head. She had a graceful figure and walked gracefully. "Menglei!" I said in surprise.
She shouted, turned around, and a pure and beautiful face appeared in my eyes. "Meng Lei, is it really you?" I was so pleasantly surprised that I hurriedly ran towards her. She smiled sweetly at me.
But I continued to walk forward, I quickened my pace, but strangely, I still couldn't catch up with her. "Meng Lei!" I shouted anxiously, and ran towards her back quickly, but I still couldn't catch up with her.
She was walking slowly. Seeing her turn in front of the street, I was extremely anxious. I continued to chase and shouted her name. She seemed not to hear her and disappeared after turning the corner. I ran hard and finally arrived.
Where it turns...
"Brother, who are you looking for? Am I not here?" Suddenly, I found a pure face appearing in front of me. It was Chen Yuan, with a child in her arms.
"Chen Yuan..." I called her and looked around.
"Brother, look at our son. Look, look how much he looks like you." Chen Yuan was calling me, but her eyes were on the face of the child in her arms. I found no trace of Zhao Menglei.
So I had no choice but to walk towards Chen Yuan. I saw that she was smiling at me. "Our child?" I asked, suddenly realizing that I could never see the child's face clearly.
"Chen Yuan, have you seen your sister Zhao?" I asked.
"Sister Zhao? Which Sister Zhao? Your wife? Hasn't she been sentenced to death and shot?" There was a surprised look on her face.
"Death penalty? Shot?!" I was horrified and suddenly felt my whole body trembling. "Chen Yuan, when did this happen? Why didn't I know?"
"It's been a long time ago. Have you forgotten? I am your wife now." She said, suddenly angry, and immediately handed the child in her arms into my hands, "You are still thinking about her, child."
It's yours, you can take him by yourself." After saying that, she ran away. "Chen Yuan!" I shouted. But, she also disappeared.
I stood alone on one side of the street with my child in my arms, and people around me rushed past me. I suddenly felt an extreme loneliness and fear. Meng Lei was sentenced to death? She had been shot?
But, why don’t I remember this? Chen Yuan, she is my wife? It seems... it seems that we are already married, right? But when did we get married?
Suddenly, the child in my arms started crying "Wow!". I looked at him and was so shocked that I almost threw him out! What kind of child is this? It's obviously Song Mei's face.
He, he is crying loudly towards me!
I woke up immediately. My face and back were covered with sweat. I still clearly remember the dream I had just now, and suddenly I wanted to cry.
Suddenly I felt hungry. I looked at the time and found that it was almost time to go to work in the afternoon. I got up quickly and went to a small restaurant downstairs to eat. When I walked through the living room at home, I felt a loneliness and loneliness that I had never felt before.
Desolate.
When we went to the ward, Su Hua looked at me in surprise, "Didn't I tell you to have a good rest? Director Qiu has already granted leave."
I shook my head, "Slept well. I'm much more comfortable now. I've only admitted two new patients to my hospital bed. I have to go check on the situation."
"Hey! How can you complete your work like this?" She shook her head and sighed.
Of course I knew she cared about me, and I was secretly grateful. What happened last time caused us to have a grudge, and now, at least, I no longer have any dissatisfaction with her.
Tang Xiaomu's bacterial culture report came out, and the results of the drug tolerance test were also available. I found that there was indeed a problem with the initial drug, and I hurriedly changed her to a new antibiotic.
"I will perform the operation on you again after three days." I went to tell Tang Xiaomu. I am completely sure now, because now she can be treated in a targeted manner, and I like topical medication.
Antibiotic gauze strips are filled into the infected parts of the patient. In this way, the patient's infection will be cured quickly. Of course, there is another way that will be very effective, which is to use a small amount of hormones. We are a tertiary hospital, and the doctors are
The use of hormones is very cautious, and they are not abused like doctors in district and rural hospitals. (To be continued)