I don’t know why I treat Ruan Jie and Zeng Yufang differently. Maybe it’s because Ruan Jie and I don’t have that kind of relationship. Of course I don’t think I hate it out of love, because I really don’t have the slightest love for Zeng Yufang.
But what she did made me feel very uncomfortable, because I myself had had a relationship with such a woman.
In fact, after all, Ruan Jie's nature is similar to Zeng Yufang's, but I just can't get tired of her. But at this moment, when she showed such a pitiful look, my heart suddenly softened.
I looked at her and said to her softly: "Okay, you go ahead."
She said in a soft voice, "Actually, I was coerced by this old pervert Leng Hua..."
I was immediately shocked, because the Leng Hua she was talking about was Director Leng. How could he coerce her? And how could she be coerced by him?
But I was just shocked in my heart and didn't ask her why. Because I still thought: it's better not to know some things.
But at this time, I could only listen. What I was thinking in my heart was: I will listen to as much as you talk, and I will forget them after you finish talking. Of course, it is impossible for me to forget, but I will not take her things into account.
Going out to talk about it is a kind of forgetfulness in itself.
Maybe she was very surprised by the calmness of my face, so she couldn't say any more, "You... Director Feng, this kind of thing is really unspeakable for me. I'm not a good woman.
But I have no choice. It’s not a good thing for a woman to be too beautiful. It’s my fault that I take my position too seriously. Director Feng, I don’t want my man to know about this. I don’t want to get divorced because my children are still young.
Very small.”
I waved my hand to her and said: "I understand. Ruan Jie, please stop talking. I know you have your difficulties. As a woman, if you want to make progress, being beautiful is an obstacle, so you can only break through this obstacle."
.We are all human beings and we all have our own dreams, and there are some things that I completely understand.”
She said: "Thank you, Director Feng. I, this kind of thing is really... ugh!"
I looked at her and said softly: "Some things, if you can figure it out, it is heaven, if you can't figure it out, it is hell. Since you are alive, you must live well. Sometimes because we care too much about some things, we end up losing more than we gain.
.Whether some things are troubles or annoyances depends entirely on how we view and deal with them. Don’t always take everything seriously, don’t dig into others’ corners, and don’t be too concerned about face. So, don’t care about these things, be more open-minded and free-spirited
For the best. However, what happened in the past has happened. I think you need to be careful not to continue like that. After all, you are a woman. Once some things are really spread, it will not only affect you personally but also your family, especially
It’s not good for your child. Ruan Jie, do you think that’s the case?”
What I told her was the truth. Women are different from men. It doesn't matter if something like this happens to a man. At most, he will be talked about behind his back. Such things will not make a man completely fall down. But women
It's different, because social ethics have a different measurement standard for them. Once such a thing is exposed, it may be fatal to them. What's more, she is still a civil servant with a position.
She said: "I know this truth. But I am afraid. Director Feng, to be honest, I even have the idea of resigning now. But if I really resign, what can I do?"
I was stunned for a moment, because I didn’t expect that she would really take this matter so seriously. I said: "Ruan Jie, let me tell you a story. There was a person who got a precious purple clay teapot. He
He would put that thing on his bedside every day because he liked it so much. Once, he accidentally knocked the lid of the purple clay pot over in his dream, and he woke up immediately. He was very angry.
He thought to himself that since the lid was broken, what's the use of keeping the pot body? So he grabbed the pot and threw it out of the window. But after dawn, he found that the lid had fallen on his cotton shoes and was not damaged at all. He suddenly became more worried.
When he got angry, he immediately trampled the lid of the pot to pieces. Later, when he went out, he found that the teapot thrown out of the window last night was still intact on the branch outside the house... Ruan Jie, this story tells us
Bottom line: Impulse is the devil. Some things may not be as bad as you think."
She seemed to have listened to my words, because I found her deep in thought. After a while, she said: "Thank you, Director Feng."
I said: "You should go to rest early. I have something to do tomorrow."
She took a look at me, and I suddenly realized that her eyes were so charming and had the power to captivate the soul. I almost lost control of myself. Then I heard myself murmuring: "
Go ahead and rest early, you rest early..."
But she was still looking at me. There were waves of light flowing in her eyes. There seemed to be countless beautiful and gentle little hooks in her eyes. Those little hooks floated toward me with psychedelic colors, and they suddenly separated.
It reached the depths of my soul, and I immediately felt that my soul was floating outside my body.
At the same time, I also heard a soft and enchanting voice floating towards me, entering my soul through my ear holes, and my limbs, "Director Feng, you actually like me.
Is that right? Do you know? I also like you very much... It's not that I'm mean, it's that I have to give myself to you, otherwise I'm afraid, I'm afraid that what happened one night will be known to others. I
If I give myself to you, you will definitely not go out to talk..."
I wanted to say "no", but I found that no sound came out of my mouth at all. I wanted to stand up immediately and push her out the door, but I found that my body no longer listened to me.
Called.
Her charming smile and her intoxicating eyes were always in front of me. She began to unbutton her buttons one by one, and then took off her clothes layer by layer. Suddenly, in front of my eyes was
Her fair and soft upper body.
…
At the last moment, I felt as if I had soared from the ground to the sky, allowing me to reach the splendid and golden heaven in an instant.
She laughed softly in my arms, "I'm relieved now, I'm your woman."
"Will you still be like this with Leng and Luo?" I don't know why, but I suddenly felt a little sour in my heart, so I asked this sentence without any control.
.
She broke away from my arms at once, "How do you know about him and me?"
Of course I knew who the "he" she was talking about was, but I didn't answer her question. Instead, I asked her directly: "You said you were cold-blooded. He must have known about you and Luo."
Relationship. And maybe Luo asked you to go and be with Leng. Is that so?"
She was looking at me, her face suddenly turned pale, "You, how did you know?"
I suddenly felt a feeling of excitement in my heart. Maybe I suddenly felt that this was a very exciting thing. I couldn't help but laugh, "Analysis, do you understand?"
But she immediately shook her head and said, "No, it's not. You must have heard someone tell you about this."
I said calmly: "Ruan Jie, the fact that you are so worried about this matter means that you will continue like this in the future and maintain that kind of relationship with them. Right?"
She slumped down on the bed next to me, and then I heard her murmuring: "My father is very cowardly. Ever since I was sensible, I have known that many people looked down on him. But he was very kind to me.
Well, he regarded me as his darling. Later, I said to myself, when I grow up, I must fight for him and stand out. Later, I met my man, who is the son of a high-ranking official.
The family was rich and powerful, and I felt that I had finally found someone to rely on. But I never thought that the wealth and power in his family would completely disappear in one day... His father was shuanggui, and it didn't take long.
I was thrown into prison and died there very quickly. Only then did I realize how pathetic it would be for a woman to give everything to a man, so I wanted to fight and hope that through my own strength
Strive to create a world. I have nothing, but I have my own body and beauty. Of course I knew that Luo liked me, so after he hinted to me many times, I gave my body to him. He also
It was still worthy of me, and I was quickly promoted from the deputy director level to the director level. But one time when we went to have a meeting outside... Leng Hua also went there that time, but it turned out that
Leng Hua discovered my relationship with Luo. Secretary Luo quickly felt something was wrong because he found out that Leng Hua dared to challenge his authority, so he carefully recalled what happened during our business trip. He suddenly
I thought maybe Leng Hua discovered our relationship, so he asked me to go find Leng Hua and seduce him to have sex with me..."
Hearing this, I suddenly felt that her words were a bit untrustworthy, "Why did Director Leng want to challenge Secretary Luo's authority? Why didn't he directly report the matter to his superiors? In this case, wouldn't he be able to replace Secretary Luo?
That’s it? This doesn’t make sense?”
"I didn't think so much at that time. I was very scared at the time, so I did what Secretary Luo said." She said, "Later, Leng Hua himself told me why."
I suddenly felt strange, "Why?"
She replied: "Leng Hua once vented his anger on my body and said to me proudly: I deliberately let Mr. Luo feel that I found out about you. Everyone was drunk at the time.
I think he might not have noticed that I was following you at the time, but later I deliberately confronted him just to remind him. So I asked him: Why are you doing this? He smiled and said to me: Because I like you.
.I want you to take the initiative to send yourself into my arms. What happened between you and Luo is not enough to shake his position, not to mention that I don’t have much background in Jiangnan Province. Also, I am older, even if I go to school
You can't go much higher. You are so beautiful, I will be satisfied if I can get you." (To be continued)