To be honest, I really dislike Lin Yi's behavior, but I have been restraining my emotions. But in the end, I really couldn't restrain myself. Fortunately, Lin Yi has a good self-control, and he didn't look angry at all.
.This makes me feel embarrassed.
In fact, I know why I am so disgusted with him. First, I feel that I am in a completely forced and helpless situation. Although I like Chen Yuan in my heart, and she has my child, Lin Yiyong
The way of obtaining my commitment through exchange was hard for me to accept. Secondly, I felt his purpose. I felt that his purpose in doing this was not just for Chen Yuan, he also had his own personal purpose.
So, I feel like I'm being coerced.
Now, I regard his self-restraint as a concession. At least he gave me a sufficient step to step down. Under such circumstances, what else can I say? And as for Chen Yuan, I still feel sorry for him until now.
She felt guilty that all these things were done by me. People often talk about karma. Now, my retribution has come - for Zhao Menglei, I must give up Zhao Menglei. Originally, this was a difficult thing for me.
It was a decided choice, but the exchange conditions proposed by Lin Yi made me have to do it, and I was willing to do so.
Ever since I had such a relationship with Chen Yuan, I have been in a strange circle - if I don't live up to Zhao Menglei, I can only abandon Chen Yuan, if I don't live up to Chen Yuan, I can only abandon Zhao Menglei. Now it's okay, Lin Yi can help me solve it
I have solved this problem. Although I feel very sad, I can only do this.
The four of us sat at the table. I found that Shi Yanni was a little cold to me today. I ignored her because I think a woman should not abandon her child even if she has great difficulties, unless you don't want to give birth to her.
This kind of abandonment may really be a kind of helplessness, but for the child, it is a kind of permanent and irreparable pain.
Everything about Chen Yuan before now was too miserable. Just imagine: a child who grew up in an orphanage came all the way to this place to look for her parents, and also experienced such a tragic thing. This is a kind of tragedy for her.
What kind of torture. And her mother, Shi Yanni, who is sitting with us now, actually thought that she could make up for the mistakes she had made in this way. I really disagreed.
Moreover, I also felt something: Chen Yuan and she did not seem to have the joy of reuniting mother and daughter as they imagined.
Lin Yi poured me wine. He raised his glass to me, "Come, let's drink. Haha! This is not the only time we drink together, right? Today's wine is different, because now we are a family
."
"Let me have a drink too. Feng Xiao, I hope you will be nicer to Lin Nan in the future. The sins I have done in the past can no longer be made up for, so I can only plead with you. I beg you to be nicer to her in the future. Only in this way can I
Only then will I feel better. Feng Xiao, please. Thank you!" Shi Yanni said, her voice choked and tears flowing down her face.
Chen Yuan was looking at me, her eyes were extremely clear. She also raised her cup. There was a drink in her cup.
"I will." I said.
"Feng Xiao, some things take time to deal with. I also hope you will take good care of her now, and I hope your children will be healthy and smart." Lin Yi said to me.
I drank the wine in the glass suddenly.
Lin Yi also drank it, "Feng Xiao, as humans, we will encounter many unexpected things in this life, but our choices are very important, and we should not regret it if we choose it. Have you noticed? People who like to regret often
They are all losers in life. Feng Xiao, I don’t mean anything else by saying this, I just say it and hope you pay attention."
"I have already agreed and decided. What do you mean by talking about this matter again?" I said coldly.
"That's it, don't talk about it all the time." Shi Yanni said.
Just now, when Lin Yi said that sentence, my first reaction was disgust. But now, when Shi Yanni said this sentence, I immediately understood Lin Yi's intention - he originally meant to
Shi Yanni listened, and also hoped that I would tell my promise in front of Shi Yanni now.
It was very uncomfortable to eat such a meal, and it made me feel depressed to drink such wine. So, we didn’t drink much today because I really wasn’t in the mood to drink, and I wasn’t even in a depressed mood anymore.
After eating, I was immediately pulled to the sofa by Lin Yi. At this time, I felt a little grateful to him in my heart. Because I didn't know if I should wash the dishes and clear the dining table. But it was Lin Yi who helped me out again.
Wai.
"Did you understand what I just said to you?" he asked me after sitting down.
"What words?" I was confused, thinking that you just said so many words, how do I know which sentence you are referring to now?
"I said, some things take time to deal with. I know the relationship between you and Xiao Zhao, so I don't force you to sever all relations with her immediately. After all, she is married to you, and she is also a former classmate. Emotional
Things can't be settled just by talking about it," he said.
Now I was confused by him, "What do you mean..."
"My attitude is very simple. The legal relationship between you and her must end immediately, but your relationship with her can slowly fade away. Do you understand?" He said in a very cordial tone.
Now, I am really grateful to him.
However, what I didn't expect was that at this moment a person came, he was the lawyer, and he brought Zhao Menglei's divorce application.
When he took out the divorce application and I saw clearly what it was, the gratitude I had just felt towards Lin Yi suddenly turned into disgust and anger, "Mr. Lin, you are really anxious.
"I said coldly.
"Dr. Feng, don't blame Mr. Lin." The lawyer said to me hurriedly, "I went to see her again today. The purpose of my visit was to ask her about her mother's mental history. Dr. Feng, she is very smart.
, as soon as she heard me talk about this issue, she understood what it meant. She said to me: She didn’t want to implicate you, so she decided to divorce you immediately. Isn’t that right? She immediately gave this to me. In fact, she had already
This thing has been written, but it was just brought out to me today. I also wanted to start the next step of the work as soon as possible, so I brought it to you to sign immediately."
I was speechless.
The lawyer gave me a pen and said, "Dr. Feng, all you need to do is sign. I will handle the other procedures for you."
I took over his pen, but I didn't want to put it down to sign my name. At this moment, I truly realized the cruelty of reality - as long as I signed my name, I would become a stranger to Zhao Menglei from then on.
people.
"Hey!" Lin Yi sighed, then stood up. He went out.
The lawyer's face was dull, and he always had such a businesslike look in front of me. He was waiting for me to write.
"Brother, don't be embarrassed. Don't sign." At this time, I heard Chen Yuan's voice next to my ears. She was crying.
I put down my pen and said to the lawyer: "Leave this divorce application here with me. Please call me tomorrow. I want to have a good talk with Chen Yuan tonight."
"Well...okay." The lawyer hesitated for a moment and then left.
"Feng Xiao, we won't force you to do some things. Think about it yourself." Lin Yi came in at this time, but it was Shi Yanni who spoke.
Lin Yi looked at me with complicated eyes. He said to Shi Yanni: "Let's go back."
The two of them were about to leave, but I immediately stopped them, "Wait a minute, I don't need you to send a car to pick me up every day. Please respect my opinion."
"Okay." Lin Yi said.
Shi Yanni came over and hugged Chen Yuan, "Xiao Nan, Mom is gone. Mom will call you tomorrow morning."
"Yeah." Chen Yuan said, and then added: "I don't want my brother to sign."
"Silly boy. Hey!" Shi Yanni patted Chen Yuan's back a few times, then let her go, "You can discuss it among yourselves." Then she came to see me, "Feng Xiao, we are not forcing you. Don't hate us.
.However, we really hope you will be nicer to Chen Yuan."
After she finished speaking, she started to cry.
"Let's go. Let them have a good talk." Lin Yi went to hold his wife's waist. The two then left and closed the door at the same time.
Suddenly there were only two of us left.
Chen Yuan looked at me with apology and fear in her eyes. I could see these elements in her eyes.
"Yuanyuan, come and sit down. I want to have a good talk with you." I pointed to the sofa next to me and said to her. She walked over slowly and sat down, "Brother, I don't want you to
Difficult."
I nodded, "Yuanyuan, I know you. However, I am not embarrassed now, but I want to make some things clear to you. Now, I have decided to divorce my wife, but I feel that I am not worthy of you.
.So, I think I should make some things clear to you. Between you and me, everything in the past was ridiculous, but marriage is sacred. If we really want to get married, you must think about some things clearly now. You
Do you understand me?"
"Brother, I don't understand what you are talking about. I have always liked you. You don't like me, I know. But I hope you like me. Brother, everything I said is true, and it is my truest self.
idea." She said softly.
"Yuanyuan, you misunderstood me." I said softly: "How could I not like you? From the first time I saw you, I was shocked by your beauty. Later, when I saw you
After being hurt like that, my heart suddenly hurt into unbearable pain..."
"Brother, please don't talk about that thing again. Okay?" She interrupted me, her voice trembling.
I realized that I had made another unforgivable mistake and hurriedly said: "I'm sorry, I shouldn't have mentioned this matter. What I want to say is not this, but the future. Yuanyuan, I am not a good person.
Zhuang Qing, he also has improper relationships with other women, and at the same time he is also with you... Yuanyuan, a man like me is not worthy of your love, let alone your lifelong trust in me. Yes, I can be with you
Zhao Menglei is divorced, but I am not worthy of your love for me. Do you understand what I mean? (To be continued)