Lin Yi is suspicious, but he likes to complicate simple things when doing things. In fact, this is one of the manifestations of his suspicion, because suspicious people always feel that they have not done something well, so they like to add superfluous things to it.
To perfection.
This can be clearly seen from Xia Lan's case.
Now, I'm only worried about one thing: Doudou is dead, will Xia Lan follow in her footsteps?
But I don't want to ask Lin Yi about this in person, because that would make everyone feel very embarrassed.
I thought about it and felt that the only way was to let Lin Yi know that I had known about this matter, and then he would definitely find a suitable reason to talk to me about these things. In a word: downplay his role in Xia Lan
Things done on things.
One thing I admire about him is that he actually won Xia Lan's heart in such a short period of time.
Then he smiled bitterly: Isn't it a short time between Xia Lan and I? Although I am young, Lin Yi is rich, and his thoughts are still so profound, so it doesn't seem difficult to win a woman's heart. More
The important thing is that Xia Lan is now in a state of emptiness and loneliness. Coupled with the abbot's hint, it seems that it would be relatively simple for Lin Yi and him to capture her.
If I were Lin Yi, if I really liked Xia Lan, then I would definitely chase Xia Lan to Jiangbei Province when he left our Jiangnan Province, and then use all the means of a rich man, in this way
There are few women who are not tempted by such circumstances.
Isn’t every sweet-looking singer made by someone using a Ferrari sports car? Women sometimes think very strangely. They like to use value to measure the depth of a man’s feelings for them. Because of this, many
Men can almost always succeed in showing love by using 990 roses. The 999 roses express more of the power of money. However, women like to regard the 999 roses as love.
To some extent, this is just them anesthetizing themselves.
Wait... that abbot! Suddenly, I immediately thought of a way - to alert the snake.
If the abbot really did that under the instruction of Lin Yi, then if I do it like this, I can achieve two effects: First, I can let the abbot pass some words to Lin Yi, and Lin Yi
That means I already understand everything. Secondly, I can also use this to verify all my guesses. Why don't I do it so that I can kill two birds with one stone and kill two birds with one stone?
Then I came out of Nanyuan Restaurant. I took the door at the back, which was equivalent to sneaking out quietly.
When I got to the roadside, I took a taxi home, then drove my car and headed towards Kuzen Temple. After entering the temple, I went directly to the abbot's Zen room. I won't be so polite and polite today, because I just
I need to ask the abbot a question.
But the abbot was not in his monastery. I left there and went to the main hall. It happened that the person who collected my money was on duty that day to give it to the monk, so I asked him: "Where is the abbot?"
Maybe he thought I was here to give money again, so he treated me very well. He said: "The abbot is meditating on the back mountain. I will take the donor there."
I said, "No need." Then I turned around and left. When I turned around, I saw a kind of scorn in the monk's eyes. I couldn't help but feel funny in my heart.
The back mountain that the monk mentioned is just behind the abbot's Zen room. It is just a small mountain. There is a small pavilion on it. I have never noticed this place before.
When I got there, I saw the abbot and a middle-aged man in a small pavilion. There were two wooden benches. There was a small table in the middle of the wooden benches. There was a pot of tea and two teacups on the small table.
I vaguely saw that middle-aged man somewhere, he looked like an official.
When the man saw me, he stood up immediately, saluted to Abbot Heshi and left quickly without even looking at me.
I know that this kind of thing is taboo for any official. But today I didn’t come to the abbot for advice. Instead, I came to punish the abbot. After this middle-aged man left, I
I realized I was being reckless - how could anyone know what I was doing here?
But after thinking about it, I feel it doesn’t matter, because I believe that he, like me, will not tell this matter. Even if we meet on a certain occasion in the future, we will definitely pretend not to remember what happened today.
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The abbot looked at me and smiled, "Donor Feng, please sit down. I'm sorry, I didn't prepare a teacup for you today. Today the benefactor came to our temple to find a poor monk. Did you encounter any problems that the poor monk can help you solve?"
I went to sit where the middle-aged man was sitting just now, and then asked him calmly: "Abbott, I have a question that has been puzzling to me in the past few days: I don't know how the abbot knew about my female companion last time.
It’s a secret? Can the abbot tell me?”
The abbot smiled slightly, then waved his hand and said: "Donor Feng, there is a saying in Buddhism: Don't say it, don't say it!"
I looked at him and smiled, "Abbott, if you really figured out those things, then you must be an eminent monk."
The abbot smiled faintly and said, "I don't dare to take it seriously. Monks have already abandoned their reputation and wealth, and whether they are eminent monks or not, everything is an illusion."
At this time, I stared at him closely and said, "I also heard that monks don't gossip. If a monk lies, he will go to tongue pulling hell in the future!"
The abbot's expression suddenly changed, and he clasped his hands together and said, "Amitabha!"
I already understood in my heart, so I stood up immediately, sneered "hehe" a few times and left.
On my way back in the car, I suddenly thought of something: that day, when Xia Lan and I went to Kuchan Temple, the abbot seemed to have told me that the money they spent to repair the temple was donated by the Jiangnan Group. Why did he
You want to tell me this? I think there is only one explanation for this: Although the abbot is greedy for money, he still has a basic heart to worship the Buddha. If he is really the kind of person who commits great crimes and evil, he will not do it just now
The color on his face immediately changed, which showed that he was not particularly good at disguise.
In my understanding, monks should belong to a group of people who have a heart that tolerates all things and use their own heart to forgive and forgive all living beings. Every concept of learning Buddhism should never look at the faults of all living beings.
It is actually the monks themselves who are forever polluted by their faults.
Monks should see through the world of mortals, no longer be attached to everything in the world, and should keep their six senses pure.
Red dust represents the various temptations in the world, symbolizing the pursuit of life and the desires of the world; red actually means the world; dust means dust and filth.
In the past, monks were truly free from emotions and practiced hard. However, in today's materialistic world, monks have long since changed. They have been completely integrated into today's business society, and their greed may be even greater.
We common people.
The Kuchen Temple used to be in a dilapidated condition with few believers. After the Jiangnan Group donated money, the place was renovated and now it is crowded with pilgrims. From the perspective of the abbot's pursuit and career as a monk, it is understandable that he did so.
, although he is very greedy, but looking at today's world, he should be regarded as a relatively competent monk.
I am so indulgent to myself, why would I speak so harshly to a monk? Thinking of this, I can't help but feel a little guilty for what I just did.
But I believe one thing: if it was really what Lin Yi ordered the abbot to do, Lin Yi would know about it soon. Because I know that the abbot’s greed will not disappear immediately, and
Today's events may make him nervous.
Later I drove directly home.
After having dinner with my parents, I went to the study to read. I didn’t tell them that I was going abroad because I didn’t know what the outcome would be. I gave them hope and then...
It is impossible for me to do such a cruel thing to dash their hopes.
I was reading a professional book. What Shang Longxing said when I was drinking last night still had an impact on me. In fact, I also thought about it. Now I put almost all my energy into it.
Now that I am working, I am doing things that have nothing to do with my major every day. Although I am very busy sometimes, when I turn around after the busy work, I will find that many of the things I have done do not seem to be very practical.
The meaning of it, and when I think about how much time I have spent in it, I suddenly feel a sense of emptiness and emptiness.
Therefore, what Shanglongxing said last night still made me feel: It would be a pity and inappropriate if the project I once worked on was thrown away like this. Besides, my workload is not heavy now.
, many evening entertainments can be completely cancelled, and now I am living alone, so I don’t need to spend time having sex with a certain woman. The free time can be used to continue research on that project.
There is also the issue of my qualifications to recruit graduate students. You know, that was my biggest dream many years ago. Now that I have such an opportunity, I actually want to give up like this. This cannot be justified in any case.
This is what I really should do. Maybe that kind of thing is more meaningful to my life now.
But I found that I couldn’t read the book at all!
Maybe it’s because I haven’t read a book for a long time. A professional person is actually like a monk in many cases. Once he falls into desire, it is difficult to return to the previous peaceful state. There is a saying that goes like this:
It is easy to move from frugality to luxury, but it is difficult to move from luxury to frugality. In fact, this sentence is the same as my current situation.
The words in the book in front of me always become blurry, and I always lose my mind. As I look, I unknowingly think of other things, and unknowingly the words get louder and louder.
As we got further and further away, when I suddenly woke up, I realized that more than ten minutes had passed since I had been thinking so wildly. (To be continued)