The place she chose to eat was in a five-star hotel not far from the hospital. Being an official is good, but I have never been to a place like this.
When I got to the floor she told me, I realized that it turned out to be a Western restaurant. Not many people came to eat here, but the environment was really nice. After entering, I heard the sound of music gurgling like a stream in my ears, and I suddenly felt something in my heart.
There was a feeling of spring breeze, and my steps began to become brisk.
There is a big beautiful white piano, and a beautiful girl with long hair shawl is playing the piano with her slender hands and her eyes closed. She is completely immersed in the sound of her own piano. I looked at her and couldn't help but feel a little crazy -
-What a beautiful girl. She is so beautiful and so incompatible with this world. Perhaps she has already forgotten all the world around her and is wandering in her own fairy tale world...
I couldn't help but stop and tried to enter her music world with her. I found that I was once again captured by the beauty of art.
"Doctor Feng..." I heard a voice calling me. I looked towards the voice and saw that it was Director Lin. She was waving to me. I sighed slightly in my heart.
"Thank you for coming." She said to me with a smile after I sat down.
"I won't refuse a friend's invitation." I smiled slightly at her, and then said, "We all need friends, don't you think?"
She was startled, then sighed and said, "Dr. Feng, you are so right."
"Director Lin, I only know your surname is Lin. I don't know your full name or which bureau leader you are." The waiter brought me coffee. She must have ordered it long ago. I
He took a shallow sip and asked immediately.
"From now on, please call me Sister Lin. I work in the Civil Affairs Bureau." She smiled at me.
"You are still so young, how could I call you eldest sister?" I laughed.
As we chatted, she and I started to become casual.
She ate Western food very gracefully, but I seemed a little clumsy. But I quickly mastered the skills of using a knife and fork. I found that eating Western food was similar to surgery - use a fork to fix the food, and then use a knife to cut it.
However, elegance cannot be developed in a short period of time.
"Dr. Feng, do you know why I trusted you in such a short period of time?" She ate a small piece of medium-rare steak, then put down her fork, dipped her lips in a paper towel, and asked me with a smile.
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I continued to cut the steak in front of me, cutting it into many small pieces. "Why?" I asked her.
"Because you are a very qualified doctor. There is tenderness in your eyes for your patients." She said, "I was in a very bad mood that day and wanted to teach that girl a lesson. But, I
After arriving in your department, I saw you showing a natural warmth to Yu Min. At that time, I thought you had fallen in love with her. Later I found out that was not the case. It was a pure warmth that a doctor has for his patients. You
Your eyes are very pure, without a trace of color. You are a very decent person. Rather than saying that my anger disappeared at that time, it is better to say that I was infected by your purity. After leaving the hospital that day, I thought
, maybe you are a trustworthy person."
I was secretly ashamed in my heart. Because only I knew that I did have some expectations for Yu Min at that time.
"My profession demands this." I said.
But she shook her head, "No, professional requirements are only one aspect. The most important thing is that your heart is pure."
"Thank you." I said, finding myself feeling even more ashamed.
"Dr. Feng, do you think women like me are ridiculous and pathetic?" she asked me suddenly.
I shook my head, "No, in my eyes, you are a patient who has encountered a problem. And I am a doctor, and my responsibility is to solve your problem. That's it. Director Lin, I don't know what I should say.
Shouldn’t I tell you directly?”
"Just tell me, I'm listening." She said in a low voice.
"I don't think you came to the clinic to vent. I think you were torturing yourself. Director Lin, you are a woman, and women are always beautiful. You shouldn't be like this." I sighed.
She was stunned.
"I'm sorry, maybe I shouldn't say such things to you. But, what I said is the truth." I continued.
"Dr. Feng, you are right. Thank you. It seems that I am right to accept you as a friend." Her voice became fainter, "He and I were classmates in college, and we were assigned to the provincial capital after graduation.
It was really hard for us at that time, and we only had enough money to eat every month. But I think we were very happy at that time, because we always encouraged each other and supported each other to face difficulties one by one. Later, our situation
Slowly things changed, and our talents were slowly recognized by our superiors. However, he changed, completely changed... You are right, I am torturing myself. In the eyes of others, maybe
I am a successful woman, but they don’t know that a woman who has been abandoned by her man will still be a loser no matter how successful she is in her career. For me, I simply cannot face everything I have now. Only
Yes... only in front of you can I feel free to fully open myself up, because you are a doctor I feel I can trust. Dr. Feng, sometimes I find it incredible.
You have such a good impression, and all shame will be forgotten in front of you..."
Listening to her voice echoing faintly in my ears, it even sounded like weeping, and I suddenly felt uneasy.
Yes, I was very nervous because I heard something different from her words. "Director Lin, thank you for your trust in me."
"Don't get me wrong." She glanced at me, "I have no other meaning. Many people say that there can be no sincere friendship between men and women, but I don't think so. Over the years, I have spent all my energy on
At work, I have almost no friends outside. But after meeting you, I feel like I have found someone I can trust and even rely on. Isn’t this a strange idea? "
I shook my head. "Director Lin, actually I don't have many friends. My life is very monotonous and simple, and I really long for the care of friends. However, I am a bit introverted and don't like to take the initiative to make friends."
My words comforted her and were sincere. I also understood her somewhat: as she said herself, she had never had many friends around her, and when her life changed dramatically, especially
When she encounters something embarrassing and shameful like that, her only choice is me. Because I am an obstetrician and gynecologist, I can solve embarrassing things like that for her, and she thinks I am more worthy of her trust.
I believe that there will never be friendship for no reason in the world. That day, she found me and I solved the problem for her, and the solution was satisfactory to her. Now, she has further shown her kindness to me and further enhanced our relationship.
Trust me. She is an official, and her privacy can only go as far as me.
I am a doctor, and it is one of my responsibilities to eliminate her worries and let her live a relaxed and happy life in the future. Therefore, I will not reject her as a friend. Because the consequences of rejection will be unknown. Although an obstetrician and gynecologist is not a psychologist
Doctors, but we have one thing in common: keeping the patient's secrets, and at the same time, we need to gain the patient's trust.
"Dr. Feng, let's not be so polite to each other. From now on, I will call you Xiao Feng and you will call me Sister Lin. Is that okay?" She was already very happy.
"Okay." I smiled.
That day, the two of us talked happily, as if we had known each other for many years. However, we both avoided the incident with Yu Min during the last outpatient clinic.
She asked me about the situation in the hospital, including income, etc. But I asked more about the job responsibilities of the Civil Affairs Bureau. Only after we broke up did I feel like I was a bit stupid.
I regard my meal with Lin Yu as a kind of communication with the patient. At the same time, I think it is very meaningful to communicate with a woman who is weak in marriage and also has an elegant temperament. For
For me, there is a more important reason: I want to know something about women’s views on marriage and family from her. Because from a certain perspective, Zhao Menglei and her have some similarities.
Although Zhao Menglei has become my wife now, it is not convenient for me to understand her psychology. It is a scar of hers that I cannot bear to uncover, so I can only carefully avoid her past as much as possible.
When Lin Yu and I came out of the western restaurant, we found that the beautiful girl playing the piano was no longer there, leaving only the beautiful piano alone at the entrance of the western restaurant.
I suddenly felt a slight regret in my heart.
I find that I have changed, and I pay special attention to the beautiful women around me. I am an obstetrician and gynecologist. I used to only treat women, but rarely paid attention to their beauty. But now maybe it is because of Zhao Menglei, or maybe because
Zhuang Qing, the happiness they gave me. I think it was the wonderful thing like sex that made my understanding of female beauty begin to revive.
That day, Zhuang Qing and I went to the suburbs. At the beginning, I was in a conflict between fear and expectation. Later, when we entered the hot spring waterfall, my passion was completely aroused by her, again and again.
.In that place, I felt extremely happy...
So, on the way back, I began to regret it, because I found that physical satisfaction is like the instinct of animals. The faster it comes, the faster it goes. Because of this, I proposed to her to spend the last time together.
Night request.
It was completely different in the hotel at night. There was tenderness in my heart. Before our first meeting in the hotel, I stroked her beautiful calves with my hands for a long time.
I found that when the visually thrilling feeling suddenly becomes a reality, it will give people an indescribable excitement, and it will suddenly give me a sense of satisfaction of "owning".
That night, I had this feeling when I held Zhuang Qing's calves in my hands.
"Feng Xiao, what are you doing?" Zhuang Qing asked me in surprise, her calf struggling.
"Don't move, let me take a good look." I said, and couldn't help but kiss her calf.
She giggled coquettishly and kept shaking her legs, "Oh! What are you doing? It tickles me to death. What is this habit of yours? Why do you like your relatives' homes?"
"Zhuang Qing, maybe you don't know, right? Your calves are so beautiful. Really," I said.
"What's so pretty?" she said, her calves no longer moving.
I kissed them greedily, and she immediately went limp... (To be continued)