I was surprised in my heart by her straightforwardness, but I also had to admit that what she said was quite right. She actually had another kind of understanding.
Then I heard her continue to say: "Feng Xiao, do you know? When I came to see you for the first time, I was actually very embarrassed and taboo because you were a male doctor. But I don't understand.
The patients said that they said that your attitude was very gentle, your examination was not only meticulous but also caring for the patient. Later, after I passed your examination, I felt that this was indeed the case, and what surprised me even more was that you didn't recognize me afterwards.
When you came to my place for dinner for the first time, I told you that I was your patient, but you looked like you didn't recognize me at all. I think I am a relatively beautiful woman, right? I knew from this.
, you are really a very good doctor. By the way, you seemed to have brought a beautiful woman with you that time..."
I sighed and said, "She was my middle school classmate and later became my first wife."
She said: "That's it...but I really respected you at that time, because I could completely see that you weren't just pretending that you didn't know me. At that time, I thought to myself: A person like this who only has patients at heart but not
It’s really rare to find a female doctor. Haha!”
I smiled bitterly and said, "I am an obstetrician and gynecologist. If I had thought about those messy things while examining the patient, I might have been beaten to death by the patient's family."
She laughed, "That's true."
I immediately felt that my gloomy mood had become much better, and then I smiled and said: "Zhong Feng, don't you think we still have this kind of relationship?"
She said: "This is completely different. Now I am not a patient, but a woman, a normal woman, okay?"
I smiled and said, "And it's very beautiful."
She tilted her head and looked at me, "Really?"
I smiled and said: "Of course. Definitely."
In fact, I understand in my heart: in the final analysis, she and I got together because of her gratitude to me. There is no love between us.
As soon as we arrived in the room, we couldn't help but hug each other tightly. Her tongue was swimming in my mouth, and her hands were tightly wrapped around my neck.
…
I don't know how long it took, but I opened my eyes and saw her head resting on my chest, and she was smiling softly at me.
Early the next morning we went to the Vienna Woods.
The morning light shines on the Vienna Woods and the nearby green lawns. The forest has just woken up from the moisture of the dark night, stretching out countless branches and leaves, bathing in the morning sun. The leaves are glowing with green light, and the fog is dissipating in the forest. We open our arms
We shouted with our arms, embracing the morning in the Vienna Woods, breathing deeply the fresh air. The golden sunshine and boundless green reflected our clothes and faces particularly brightly, and we seemed to be much younger and full of vitality. We
It adds vitality to the quiet and peaceful forest in this Vienna morning, and the morning in the Vienna Wood also adds brightness to us.
The Vienna Woods is a natural forest that maintains its natural appearance. It is mainly composed of mixed forests and hilly grasslands, covering a total of more than 1,000 square kilometers, and part of it extends into the city of Vienna. Next to the Vienna Woods is the Meilen River Valley, with clear water and green forests, giving this ancient city
It adds infinite charm. At the same time, the Vienna Woods plays an important role in purifying the air and has the reputation of "the lungs of the city". "The Story of the Vienna Woods" composed by Strauss made it famous around the world. Like the Danube River,
The Vienna Woods is a gift from nature to Vienna.
There are many clear streams, hot spring castles, medieval architectural ruins and ancient temples in the forest. The most attractive ones are some beautiful and quiet small villages. Many musicians, poets and painters spent a long time here and created many works.
An immortal work that will be famous for generations to come. Johann Strauss spent his youth in a country house covered with ivy in the Vienna Forest. Birds were singing in the forest, the springs were wailing, the breeze was humming, and the air was
The fragrance and the sound of the carriage all inspired him to create, and the waltz "The Story of the Vienna Woods" was born.
Viennese people care for this forest as much as they care for their own eyes and hearts. Every holiday, Viennese people will go out with their families to the forest to absorb the gifts given to them by nature. Although there are many tourists during the holidays, in such a large area
In the forest, you will never see waste such as scraps of paper or empty cans.
There is a huge gap between our people and people in Western countries on this point. I think this may be because many of us are too selfish. Many times we only think about ourselves.
Last night Zhong Feng said to me: As long as you are happy, that's fine. In fact, this is also an extremely selfish manifestation.
Thinking of this, I was shocked: How could you treat her like this?
In fact, I know it myself. I have been suspicious of her since she started asking to come out with me. After all, she is so close to Lin Yi now, and I once heard Lin Yu say that she tried to seduce her.
Governor Huang’s affairs.
However, I don’t want to doubt her in my heart, because after all, she dedicated herself to me. It is cruel to have doubts about such a woman. Moreover, I feel like I am suffering from paranoia.
disease, so I have been trying my best to restrain my doubts about her.
But I have already told myself in my heart that I must find a suitable opportunity to ask her about the matter between her and Governor Huang. This matter is too important to me and to Lin Yu.
The key to the problem is to find a suitable opportunity.
This is definitely not the right time. After all, we are in the midst of such a beautiful scenery, and I certainly can't do something that would disgrace the scenery.
That night we stayed in a hotel in the forest, which was another wonderful feeling.
In such a place, such a night, there are no peepers, no noise, only the mountain breeze and the whispers of birdsong. Having sex in this primeval forest hotel naturally sublimates many wild thoughts.
This night, our love reached its peak.
The next morning we took a yacht to the Danube River. This is a legendary river that is actually blue!
The gauze-like mist gradually dispersed.
The Danube River has woken up. The blue river water flows steadily and leisurely in the early spring dawn, singing a song of the Danube River softly.
On the shore, the greenery was woven, and the dewdrops were crystal clear and shining like gems under the sunlight. An unknown bird flew from a distance and landed on a tall tree by the river.
There are endless beautiful scenery in front of you. The feeling on the Danube River is completely different from that in downtown Vienna, because everything in front of you is full of natural beauty.
Compared with the beauty of nature and humanity, I prefer the beauty of nature. When I was in China, I went to Zhangjiajie, Yangshuo, Tibet, Beijing, Confucius and other places, but the ones that shocked my soul were those fairyland-like places.
natural scenery.
In my heart, humanistic things have too many constraints, but nature can release the freedom in my heart.
I have also traveled to the Yangtze River, the Yellow River, and other major rivers in the motherland. In fact, I think the scenery in those places is not much worse than here. The main difference is the exotic customs.
But the most worrying thing in our country now is the pollution problem. So many of our big rivers are now polluted to a terrible extent. Look at the blue river in front of you, look at its rippling blue waves, and the birds flying in the river.
Soaring above the sky, I suddenly realized: in the final analysis, this is still a matter of concept. The concept of a nation.
I can't help but wonder: Don't we have Zhuangzi? He was an ancient philosopher who advocated the harmonious coexistence of man and nature thousands of years earlier than the West. Why is this concept slowly disappearing in our country?
I think it is the immediate interests and desires that are at work. Politicians pursue their own political achievements too much, and those who serve the people are greedy for small profits and lose public ethics. In fact, everyone is killing the goose that lays the goose to lay eggs.
She was beside me, and we were both immersed in the beautiful scenery in front of us. Her hand was in my arm, and her head was on my shoulder. I wanted to hear her slow breathing and smell it.
To her breath like orchid.
"It's so beautiful..." she praised softly.
I hugged her waist and said, "Yes."
And at this moment, I suddenly had an impulse in my heart: Should I ask her about that matter right now? Since I have to ask, it will be the same sooner or later. Caring too much about the other person's feelings may also be a kind of falsehood.
.
But it was still a little difficult for me to really speak. In such a picturesque scene, with her leaning against me tenderly, I suddenly thought of asking her such a question,
Isn’t this too disgraceful?
However, I felt really uneasy.
I know that she is grateful to me from the bottom of her heart, including her dedication to me as a way of thanking me. But the thing Lin Yu once told me always comes to my mind.
What I'm more worried about is that I'm afraid that Lin Yi played some role in it. I clearly remember that Lin Yi once asked to take back the Nanyuan Restaurant, so Zhong Feng may have been threatened by him because of this.
Hard to say.
What happened to Shangguan Qin is still a kind of pain to me, and it has buried a deep shadow in my heart. I was thinking in my heart, if Zhong Feng was really hijacked by Lin Yi, what will happen in the future?
The situation is likely to be very scary.
If that's the case, this woman who I once saved from death is likely to face a terrible danger again because of me.
I don't want to see this happen. (To be continued)