Only then did I realize: she was referring to the questions I asked her earlier.
I took a good pose - sitting pretending to be relaxed, smiling, and looking at the lens of the camera in her hand.
She pressed the shutter, and then said to me angrily: "You, why are you so unnatural? You look like you are a leader. For such a handsome person, why can't you be more casual? Be more natural and sunny.
Come, let me take some more pictures for you."
I couldn't help but smile bitterly, "How can it be called nature, and how can it be called sunshine?"
She smiled and said, "Just think of yourself as your original doctor."
I immediately adjusted my condition, but I don't know why. The more I adjusted, the more I felt that my hands and feet were out of place. I couldn't help but said with a wry smile: "I'm not an actor. It's better this time, I don't want to."
You know what’s right.”
She laughed. At this moment, a gust of river wind blew by, blowing up her long hair, making her beautiful face suddenly more vivid. At this moment, I suddenly became obsessed.
But her continuous shutter sounds suddenly woke me up, "Hey! I haven't posed yet."
But she laughed and said, "You looked so cute just now."
I smiled bitterly in my heart: It's over, she took a picture of my most natural appearance. Then I reached out to her and said, "Here, let me take some pictures for you."
But she didn't give me the camera immediately, "Come and take a look, I just took the photo for you."
I went to her side and immediately saw the photo she had just taken on the digital camera screen. I saw me above as calm as water, with deep eyes. There was no trace of artificiality anymore. My whole expression was as pure as when I was studying.
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I smiled bitterly and said to her: "If you knew that I became so obsessed with you just now because I saw you were so beautiful, you would definitely not call me cute."
She looked at me, "Am I really that beautiful?"
I nodded, "Really."
She ran away immediately, and I saw her go to a tourist on the same boat and say something to that person. I immediately understood: she wanted that person to take a photo of us.
Then she quickly ran to my side and took my arm. Her head also leaned on my shoulder affectionately. I immediately put my arms around her waist. The person was choosing the photos for us.
angle.
Zhong Feng whispered in my ear: "Feng Xiao, you are so kind."
I was suddenly startled: Why am I so good?
"Come, look at the camera. Smile!" The person who took the photo for us was actually Chinese, and he said to both of us in Mandarin.
Zhong Feng's head leaned closer to my shoulder. I looked at the camera and smiled, naturally, because she gave me a warm feeling next to me.
After a soft "click" sound, the two of us were instantly frozen in the camera.
"Please take some more photos for us," Zhong Feng said to the man.
The man smiled and said: "Okay!"
Afterwards, Zhong Feng made several affectionate gestures beside me, and finally came behind me and asked me to carry her on my back.
It wasn't until this moment that my heart was completely opened. At this moment, I no longer wanted to think about those annoying things. Without pretense and scruples, she and I became truly casual.
"Come, take a look at what we just took." She went to thank the man and took the camera for me to see. I also thanked the man.
Not to mention, these photos are really good. In the photos, Zhong Feng and I really look like a couple, or a newlywed couple.
She came and hugged my neck, "Look at how stupid you are!"
I immediately laughed and said, "Zhong Feng, these photos are really good. I rarely took pictures before, and I couldn't help but get nervous when I looked at the camera lens. So it's still unnatural."
She smiled and said: "You look much cuter than you did before. You were fine when you were in the work, but now you should relax completely when you come out. I know it's not easy for you to go out now, even if you are on a business trip on weekdays.
It's impossible to be so relaxed and casual. People, when playing, should return to their own nature, otherwise how tiring it would be? Feng Xiao, I hope you can feel truly relaxed after coming out this time. This is called a real vacation.
Woolen cloth."
I felt extremely warm in my heart, "Thank you, Zhong Feng."
She leaned towards me and said, "I should thank you. I have been completely disappointed with men. I always feel that you men will soon get bored after getting a woman. But I found that you are not like that."
I sighed: "It seems that your previous husband hurt you too much. No, maybe you loved him too much. In fact, there are still many good men in this world. I am not a good man, because I
This person has very little self-control. The woman I am with must not take her too seriously, because I don’t know when she will cheat."
She immediately let me go, "Are you worried that I will entangle you? Don't worry, I won't. I've been through this before. I know that things between two people must be consensual. I don't want to encounter marriage again."
fail."
I hurriedly said: "That's not what I meant. What I said was the truth. What I meant was that there are many good men in this world, and you should have confidence."
She sighed faintly: "To be honest, it's just you. If it were anyone else, I really thought you wanted to get rid of me and said such things."
I suddenly felt that I could no longer continue this conversation, otherwise I might be involved. I said, "Come on, let's not keep talking about these sad things here. Didn't you just tell me
Did you pass? You want me to forget these things for a while. As a result, you see, you also started. Let’s go and have some fun.”
She smiled brightly at me and said, "It's not you. Such a beautiful scenery, but you look worried there... Okay, let's go over there and have a look."
From this moment on, the two of us truly integrated into the charming scenery of this foreign country, not only our appearance, but also our souls.
The real beauty of the Danube lies in its clarity. It gives me wonderful memories of the small river in my hometown when I was a child, because the river in my hometown was also such clear and transparent water at that time. Unfortunately, that is now a thing of the past.
And such memories also brought me back to a state of innocence. I found that I really missed the past and remembered everything about the past: Zhao Menglei in middle school, she was so beautiful and pure, and let
What I didn't expect was that she actually became my wife. I can completely guarantee that I was still pure when I first got married to her, but when our marriage began, I slowly became corrupted.
Is my fall because of her? I have to ask myself this question. No, no, it is not because of her, but because of my own dissatisfaction and so-called inner regret. And once people's desires are opened,
I am no longer under the control of reason. Perhaps it is too easy to cheat, or more likely because I have never paid a heavy price, so I still feel like this to this day.
Therefore, I am still very grateful to Nursery Rhyme in my heart, because she reminded me in time to prevent me from slipping to the most dangerous edge. At the same time, I felt even more inferior in front of her: people like me simply don’t
I'm not worthy of her. Thinking of the days and nights she gave me, I feel even more guilty for her. (To be continued)