There were few pedestrians on the sidewalks next to the streets in Jiangnan Provincial City. I walked there alone, as if the air was fresh after the rain and the sky cleared, so I felt extremely happy.
However, next I met two people: Secretary Luo and Zeng Yufang. The two of them were walking towards me affectionately. I was about ten meters away from them, but these two people completely ignored me.
Seemed like nothing. I was a little angry but then I thought it didn't matter - or were they worried about being embarrassed by me seeing them?
But then I was suddenly surprised and angry, because I suddenly saw Zeng Yufang taking off her clothes all at once. What I saw in front of me was her beautiful and healthy body with graceful curves, especially her legs.
The flash of black in between is even more shocking and heart-stopping.
Secretary Luo tilted his head to admire it, and said "tsk-tsk" in his mouth: "It's really good, so beautiful!"
Now I had to intervene, because their behavior had reached a level that I could bear. I walked towards them and said, "Hey! How could you do this? Zeng Yufang, are you too shameless?"
Zeng Yufang was smiling shamelessly at me. At this time, the person next to her was looking at me in surprise: "Who is this person?"
I suddenly laughed, because I suddenly felt that the world was too ridiculous - I was already so damn shameless, Zeng Yufang seemed to be even more shameless than me, but what I didn't expect was that there was someone more shameless than the two of us.
people.
So I left quickly, laughing the whole time.
After I woke up, when I thought about this dream, I still felt a little ridiculous: Yes, in my heart, Zeng Yufang and Luo were more shameless than me, and in my heart, I no longer regarded Zeng Yufang as my own.
She is a woman. In other words, from now on I will never do anything for her sincerely, because she makes me feel sick.
After this dream, the scene suddenly changed. I seemed to be in a certain county in our Jiangnan Province. I was in a beautiful county government building. When I passed by a certain conference room, I found that the deputy county magistrate of that place was giving a special lecture.
When talking about poverty alleviation, when he mentioned that a certain elementary school was destroyed by floods and needed a sum of money to rebuild it but the county was unable to do anything about it, I impulsively went in and said: "I will pay for the money."
The deputy county magistrate, who was full of official appearances, suddenly became furious, "Who is this person? Get him out of here right away!"
As a result, I was immediately kicked out by a group of vicious-looking people.
I immediately became angry and felt that I had been greatly insulted. Then I couldn’t remember who I called. Not long after, the deputy county magistrate came with a smile on his face, as slavishly as possible.
With humility, "Ah, I'm sorry, Director Feng, I didn't know you were the leader..."
I walked away.
Later I understood that I still have a kind of pride and strength in my heart, and I care so much about my current position and face, and I also have some contempt in my heart, looking down on the lower officials. Maybe in my subconscious
The person you really look down on is Kang Demao?
Then, my dream suddenly shifted to ancient times.
I am a general guarding the city, and there is a foreign army invading outside the city. The foreign troops are all brave and good at fighting, and are not afraid of life and death. But the soldiers under me are greedy for life and fear of death, and they have already been invaded by the foreign troops.
The news of the invasion scared them out of their minds. They were even discussing preparing to surrender the city.
No one can understand the desolation I felt in the dream as a general defending the city. But I still stood at the top of the city to supervise the battle. When I saw the dark enemy troops swarming outside the city, my heart began to tremble.
The enemy army arrived and broke through the city gate in a moment. My soldiers were immediately bloody and bloody. I stabbed the enemy with my sword, but found that I was quickly surrounded. The enemy was grinning at me, with sharp swords.
The sword blades were stabbing at me from all directions... I suddenly woke up.
After waking up, this is the dream I remember most clearly, because it just happened. I know why I had such a dream, because in my heart, I have long been disappointed with the city I have been holding on to, and it is no longer there
Confidence. Although I still insist on resisting, I know that my resistance has no effect at all.
This city is my reason, and those enemy armies are my desire.
After waking up, I sighed for a long time.
In the next two days, Zhong Feng and I did not continue walking down the Danube River because she said she was tired, "No matter how good the scenery is, it is just like that. I just want to stay in this room and linger with you."
Who knows if you will be willing to be with me again after you go back?"
That's what she told me.
I immediately understood that her worries came from what happened to Secretary Luo this time. She knew that after experiencing this incident, I would definitely be wary of myself from now on, and I would definitely not let myself be like before for a long time.
Bohemian. At the same time, her words should also be a test for me.
But I can't answer her, because I don't know how I will treat my city next. Maybe it will be like what she worries about, and the possibility of this is extremely high. Because I definitely don't want to be like this now
Under such circumstances, you will risk your life.
So, I didn't say anything else, I just said to her softly: "Okay. I'll listen to you."
Afterwards, we bought a return ticket and really stayed in this city. (To be continued)