She gently put her arms around my neck. After the brief thrill of passion after the liberation of passion, there was a long silence between the two of them facing each other, like a stream of cool water flowing between their limbs, like
This kind of relationship that is currently popular in society cannot always last long. After further exploration of human nature and sexual experience, they will part ways and become incompatible with each other.
"Let's go..." I said such meaningful words after a long time, just like let's go home.
She said: "You go first. I will lie down for a while."
Then I got dressed, and the messy crime scene made me feel a sense of shame, or a feeling of powerlessness and indescribable fatigue.
Then I went out like this, simply, directly, without any suspense, leaving her sleeping alone in the room.
I drove away. The blurry orange light on the roadside made the whole night so unreal. Like dust floating in the air, it rubbed into her tired eyes. She lost the direction of progress and was completely in control of the moment.
All lack of rational judgment.
My off-road vehicle got mixed up in the traffic flow of countless overlapping colors. When I got home, I didn't know why, but I suddenly felt an extreme regret.
I received a call from Ning Xiangru early the next morning. Her voice was full of resentment, "Feng Xiao, you should have stopped me. Now I regret it so much."
I suddenly felt guilty in my heart, "Xiangru, I regret it too. Let's not do this again in the future. We must never drink again when we are alone together."
She said: "But, I feel the need. What do you think I should do?"
I never thought she would say this, "Xiangru, I feel very sorry for your man. You should communicate with him more in the future. I don't want any more problems in your marriage. We are friends, and I really don't want that."
She hung up the phone, and before the phone was hung up, her long sigh still lingered in my ears.
At this moment, I suddenly realized something: maybe she didn't really need it last night, but it was a kind of temptation, because she was once again dissatisfied with her current marriage, and now I am single.
Perhaps, this is just my guess. I hope so.
This year's admissions process is approaching day by day. This is the first time I have experienced such a thing, so I inevitably feel a sense of excitement, which makes me a little picky about many details.
The old director came to advise me, "You can just let the people below do some things. If you control things too carefully, the people below will be at a loss."
Only then did I realize that I had indeed gone too far.
The old director added: "You only need to take care of big things. During the enrollment period, many leaders will come to you to do things. You just have to implement them one by one. Those things are more tiring than the work itself. The enrollment and admission work is carried out every year.
, nothing big will happen.”
I nodded.
Later, the old director also reminded me of one thing, "When it comes to charging, you must ensure that you have a pen. This is very important, otherwise it will be a mess, and the deputy directors below will sign for fee reductions, and then there will be no
If you set unified standards, once a conflict occurs, all dissatisfaction will be directed at you."
His reminder was very important, so I emphasized this point at the office meeting before the official start of the admissions process.
Not long before the restaurant incident, the owner had gone with me to complete the transfer procedures, and I transferred all the money to his account. In other words, those two floors are now completely my personal property.
I never thought that one day I would own so many properties, including my current villa. Even before I finished handling those other properties, I never had the idea that those ways were my own, because that was just me.
an investment behavior.
Now, I really have a sense of pride and accomplishment in my heart. Because I know that not everyone can do what I do.
Then I went to find a decoration company with a high level of design, and then outsourced all the decoration matters of the restaurant to this company. I knew that this would cost me a lot of money, but it would
I feel much more relaxed.
After the design drawings came out, I asked Zhong Feng to give me some suggestions. The most popular suggestions she made were Feng Shui suggestions, such as burying copper coins from the Kangxi or Qianlong era in every corner. She said that would help me accumulate wealth. Anyway,
I don’t understand either, I just ask the decoration company to do exactly what she said.
Zhong Feng even blamed me privately, "You are so extravagant. How much will it cost you? I don't care about the cost at all."
I smiled and said, "I can't help it. I'm not a business person, and I don't want to make my parents too tired. I just want to finish this place and hand it over to my mother directly."
Then she smiled and said: "That's true. But you are lucky. I handed over my old restaurant to you, and you didn't close it, and it became so profitable. Maybe you are the only one in the world who can do this.
.”
I laughed and said, "I am called a hands-off shopkeeper. The key issue is to choose the right person. Once you choose the person, I don't need to take care of anything."
She said: "That's because you are sincere to others, so the people who help you will not cheat you. But there are still too few people like you. Take me for example. Even if I have a good relationship with someone, I will worry about whether they are cheating on you."
What kind of tricks were done in it? It’s something that can’t be helped, because I can’t help myself not to doubt it.”
I laughed.
On this day, I had just hosted a mobilization meeting for this year's province-wide enrollment and admission work, and I received a text message from Lin Yu, with the same question mark. After I replied, I drove to the stone house.
She came quickly, and since it was daytime, there was a lot less emotion between us. After finishing the conversation, we went to drink tea.
I hesitated for a long time before telling her that I suspected someone was following me, because I was really worried that this relationship between us would bring trouble to her in the future.
After hearing this, her expression suddenly changed. She immediately opened the door and went out to look around. When she came back, she said to me, "Feng Xiao, it seems you are still suspicious. It's very safe here."
I was a little embarrassed and said, "Sister, I'm just worried. Because I really don't want anything to happen to you."
She said to me softly: "I know. But you reminded me that we must pay attention to it at all times in the future."
Later, I told her about my real estate disposal, and then said to her: "Sister, I'd better give you the money you and Hong Ya have. It's useless to keep it here anyway. I originally thought about putting it
I can use the money to invest abroad or something, but I don’t think it’s necessary, after all, I haven’t thought about immigrating now.”
She said: "You can use part of the money to let Hong Ya take care of it for you. Anyway, she is abroad now."
I said: "But, is she willing? Has she started doing business abroad now?"
She immediately laughed and said: "That's right, now she is traveling around the world. Let's see in a few years. Feng Xiao, I think your idea is right. We are Chinese, why should we immigrate? I remember Lao She said
After a sentence, he said: You knew that country was a word before, but only when it was gone did you realize that it was so closely connected to you, just like skin and flesh. Feng Xiao, this kind of tearing
We may never feel the pain of splitting flesh, but we don’t need to feel it. Do you understand what I mean?”
Her words made my heart tremble, because it was the first time I heard someone have such a profound understanding of the country. Although such language is simple and unpretentious, it is so shocking to a person's heart.
She then stretched out her hand for me to see, "Feng Xiao, look at my nails, why did they become like this?"
I immediately noticed that there were uneven vertical lines on the nails of several fingers of her hands. I touched it and I did feel a raised feeling.
She had a worried look on her face, "I heard that if someone's nails look like this, it's a sign of a serious illness coming. Is that right?"
I nodded, "This is what Chinese medicine says, but this statement is still very scientifically based. In the final analysis, it is a statistical law. But sister, you don't have a big problem."
She looked at me, "You are comforting me, right?"
I smiled and shook my head and said: "Your health is a big thing, how could I not tell you the truth? What's more, it's a sign? Signs should be treated in advance, so I won't lie to you. Sister, have you been suffering from insomnia recently?
?And you still have many dreams at night?"
She looked at me in surprise, "Yes. How did you know?"
I put down her hand and said, "Sister, the vertical lines on your fingernails show that you have been suffering from a nervous breakdown recently. That's why you suffer from insomnia and dreaminess."
She immediately breathed a sigh of relief, "What should we do?"
I smiled and said, "Sister, you have to ask yourself this? Are you too busy recently? Or are you worried about too many things?"
She sighed and said, "Yes. I have been too busy recently. The province is preparing to adjust county and city teams next year. There are so many provincial cadres in the province, and it is annoying to start making plans now. It is all related to all aspects, and everything needs to be done.
Take good care of me. Hey!"
I said: "Aren't there so many people below you? Just let them do more work?"
She shook her head, "How can the leader's intentions be known to ordinary people? They must be controlled by me. There is no way, I was born with this kind of hard work."
I smiled and said nothing.
She looked at me, "Why are you laughing?"
I smiled and said: "Sister, I told you not to blame me? I was laughing just now, but you were enjoying it and suffering. How much power do you have? It's not okay for others to be as busy as you."
She immediately laughed, "That's true. Feng Xiao, let's not talk about this. Tell me, how can I solve this problem now? I wake up after only two hours of sleep every night, and then I can't sleep anymore. The next day
I was feeling groggy. When I had free time, I said I should go to sleep, but I still couldn’t fall asleep. I was so anxious.”
I asked: "How many times do you get up a night?"
She shook her head and smiled bitterly: "You can't drink water before going to bed. If you drink water, you will be in trouble. You will have to go to the toilet at least three times a night. Oh!"
I asked again: "Sister, do you often feel thirsty?"
She shook her head and said, "That's not true. You only feel thirsty when you eat something salty. What? What do you suspect about me?"
I smiled and said: "That's good. I have to rule out the possibility of diabetes in you."
She smiled brightly and said, "There is no such disease. I go for a physical examination every year. It's normal."
I said, "Well, I'll go buy the medicine for you. I'll deliver it to you when the time comes."
She shook her head and said: "From now on, it's better for you to go to my house less often. Now that I'm the leader, there are many people coming to my place. It's not good for others to see it. Tell me, what kind of medicine is it? I'll just buy it myself."
.”
I said: "Sister, you may have some kidney deficiency, so you should take some kidney-tonifying medicine. In addition, you should also take melatonin for a period of time to help you sleep."
But she immediately said angrily: "I'm not a man, why do I need to replenish my kidneys? Melatonin is something that old people eat, right? Do you really think that I am old?"
I hurriedly said: "Sister, tell me slowly when you hear it. When it comes to replenishing essence and kidneys, most people will think that this is a man's business. In fact, most of women's diseases are also caused by essence deficiency and kidney deficiency. Especially
Postpartum and women during menstruation often feel backache and pain. If there is no trauma or organ disease, it is mostly caused by insufficient essence and Qi and blood. In people's traditional concept, tonifying the kidneys is to strengthen yang, which is inseparable from men. In fact,
, as the "innate foundation, the root of life", the kidneys are equally important to women. As the saying goes: men are afraid of hurting the liver, and women are afraid of hurting the kidneys, which shows that the kidneys are more important to women than to men. Strong kidneys,
People have energy and spirit, and they appear radiant in appearance. On the contrary, the decline of kidney function will lead to physical weakness and endocrine disorders. In fact, the health of the kidneys is closely connected with the person's mental state. As the three treasures of life, essence
Qi Shen is the beacon of kidney health. Only when the essence is sufficient, the Qi is sufficient, and the spirit is strong, can women be energetic, healthy, rosy, and active. Once a woman is over thirty years old, kidney qi begins to decline.
When it declines, various symptoms of kidney deficiency will appear, such as fatigue, dull complexion, rough skin, increased spots, and blue eyes. Therefore, it is very necessary to take care of the kidneys."
She touched her face and said, "I seem to have a lot of spots recently. I'll understand when you say that."
I then added: "The active ingredient in Melatonin is melatonin. I seem to have told you this before. Melatonin is a substance secreted by the pituitary gland to promote sleep. It's just the promotion of Melatonin.
The positioning is only for the elderly, because the elderly suffer from insomnia more often."
She smiled and said: "I remember, you seemed to have told me before. That's okay, I'll buy it myself. By the way, Feng Xiao, you must not have anything happen to you within this year. Sister wants to take advantage of this
This opportunity to adjust cadres in the province will put you down here to experience it."
She had told me about this before, but now that I heard it, I still felt a little bit surprised. I said, "Sister, I'm doing my job well here, why should I change my place again?"
But she immediately glared at me and said, "You, other people don't have such a chance. You are good at everything, but you are too lazy. Go work in the local area for a while, become familiar with real government affairs, and then take charge of
On the political side, this is the fun of being in politics. You are a man, you have to show off your manly courage and do a good job. Do you hear me? I like men who are ambitious and do not like those who are greedy for enjoyment. You should
I understand my sister’s hard work on you.” (To be continued)