Now the child can speak basic Chinese, but sometimes some English words are mixed in, which sounds weird. The child likes this little nanny at home, mainly because she is very patient.
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One day I said to the little nanny: "Xiangxiang, if you have time in the future, you should read more books. You can go in my study room at any time, and you can read the books on the bookshelf as you like. You are still young, so you should study more now.
These things will be good for you in the future."
She looked very happy, "Really?"
I nodded to her and smiled: "Of course it's true."
She said sheepishly: "I used to be too ignorant and didn't know that I should study hard. I always thought that I was a girl from the countryside and didn't need to read so many books. It was only after I arrived in the provincial capital that I realized that people like me
You will never achieve anything in your life."
I smiled and said to her: "It's not too late for you to realize this now. Just look at it. If you need any other books, just tell me and I will buy them for you."
She immediately came to me and asked: "Uncle Feng, I heard that you are a high-ranking official? And you are also in charge of university admissions?"
I guessed that this was what my mother told her, so I nodded, "What? You don't think I look like it?"
She immediately said coyly: "No. Then, Uncle Feng, do you think I can go to college in the future?"
I immediately understood what she was thinking, "Yes, but you must pass the exam. You can study for an adult self-study college or undergraduate degree, but you must lay a good foundation first."
She suddenly looked a little disappointed, "Oh."
I couldn't help but feel a little funny in my heart: It seems that she also wanted to get a diploma or something through the back door. However, it was not as easy as she imagined?
But later I went to get her a set of adult self-study textbooks, but after briefly flipping through them, she smiled bitterly and said to me: "Uncle Feng, I really can't understand."
I can only sigh: her foundation is indeed too poor.
After she completed her first month of work, I gave her a bonus of 1,000 yuan in addition to the salary we had agreed upon. This was mainly to reward her diligence and patience in teaching children.
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She was so happy.
But I found that my father's condition was getting worse and worse. Not only did he become more emaciated, but he also often suffered from abdominal pain. I knew that the cigarettes Huang Shang brought last time could no longer cure him.
What does it do?
So I went to Huang Shang's place.
In fact, I have always had a kind of expectation in my heart. I hope that my father will continue to be in this state and smoke the same cigarettes that Huang Shang brought last time to stop the pain. I even still fantasize about it.
A miracle like Zhong Feng will happen.
I also thought about trying to treat my father in the same way I treated Zhong Feng, but I felt that the risk was too high. First, I had to tell my father his true condition, and second, my father’s situation was completely different from Zhong Feng’s.
If there was just a single lump in my father's liver, I would definitely try it without hesitation, but his was not like that. There were multiple lumps in my father's liver, and one of them was near the porta hepatis. A situation like this
, a careless move will cause the cancer to spread and lead to unstoppable systemic metastasis.
Besides, that kind of experiment itself is just an experiment. If it were used on the father, what would it be like? Wouldn't it mean that the father is regarded as a kind of test subject?
My father's condition is getting worse. Although it is not developing particularly fast from the current situation, the gradual deterioration has become irresistible. The miracle that I once imagined has not appeared.
Having a Smoke King Sanwu no longer has much effect, so I can only find Huang Shang again.
I didn't call him in advance this time because the situation was different this time, completely different.
After he saw me, he immediately understood everything, "It needs to be changed, right?"
I nodded.
He sighed, "I've prepared it. Every cigarette is included this time, but the quantity is not very large. You can take four cigarettes first. If he consumes one pack of cigarettes a day, it can last for a month."
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I nodded.
Then he handed me the four cartons of cigarettes, which were still three to five. On the surface, they seemed to be no different from the last time. But I completely believed him, so I didn’t take a closer look.
I took the cigarettes back home and found that there were one carton and several packs more than what I had left last time. I took the remaining carton and quietly threw it into the trash can outside. After thinking about it later, I felt uneasy.
, then secretly picked it out from the trash can and put it in my car.
The next day I went to the admission site, and when I got to my office, I took out the carton of cigarettes, opened them one by one, crushed them one by one, and flushed them in the toilet.
I have to be careful.
After changing cigarettes, I found that my father's condition had improved significantly, and his energy and appetite suddenly improved a lot. Of course, his improvement in the final analysis meant that his pain was temporarily stopped.
Now it can only be like this, all other fantasies are unrealistic. Now, I no longer dream about this unrealistically like a child.
This year's admissions process has ended. Except for the sit-in by the candidates' parents last time, everything else went very smoothly.
Then there was the work summary meeting, where this year's advanced workers were selected, and everyone was given a generous subsidy. In short, this year's enrollment and admission work finally ended with a round of applause. The leaders of the Provincial Education Commission and Governor He also personally
Participated in our work summary meeting and gave important instructions.
Their instructions are nothing more than the following: affirm the work, praise the achievements, point out the shortcomings, and raise hopes.
Of course, what they talked about is not important. What is important is that they came to participate in person. This actually expresses the high importance they attach to this work, and it is also a strong affirmation of my personal work. This is very important to me.
, because this is actually equivalent to a non-written comprehensive affirmation.
But no one knows the shame in my heart, because only I know how such an honor came. In fact, sometimes I think that, compared to Ruan Jie, Zeng Yufang and other women, I
How noble. Maybe the reason why I was able to say those words and make that gesture in front of them was because of my current position and because I had the last bit of dignity as a man.
Also, I have been trying to regain the dignity I lost with Governor He and Chang Bailing from Ruan Jie, Zeng Yufang and other women. That's all.
Perhaps this is also the fundamental reason why I am becoming more and more depraved? (To be continued)