I was sweating profusely, and they were washed into the sewers with the water flowing through my body. An indescribable and refreshing feeling suddenly surged throughout my body. I really wanted to scream, I really wanted to let go of the depression in my soul.
It will be excreted along with the body's filth. But... I don't dare.
The heat mist dissipated, and I felt that my body was extremely refreshing from the inside of my bones to the surface of my skin. I shaved, rinsed my mouth, washed my face, put on my pajamas and pajamas, and sat on the small stool inside to trim the nails of my fingers and toes.
They were so long. I looked at my trimmed fingers and couldn’t help but blame myself: Feng Xiao, what’s wrong with you recently? You are an obstetrician and gynecologist. Such nails will scratch the patient’s part.
You are so delicate, how come you don’t even have the most basic habits of an obstetrician and gynecologist? I suddenly felt ashamed, because recently I have been too obsessed with my own personal affairs, so much so that I have abandoned something necessary for my career.
There are some things, and what is even more frightening is my numbness and ignorance. But now I am very satisfied, these are the hands of a pair of obstetricians and gynecologists.
Then go out.
Chen Yuan was no longer in the living room, and I went to the bedroom. "Brother..." Chen Yuan looked at me in surprise.
"What's wrong?" I asked her with a smile.
Her face blushed slightly, "It's nothing, you seem to have changed."
"Oh? Who have I become?" I asked her with a smile.
"You have become more energetic." She laughed softly.
"I wasn't energetic before?" I blew my hair with a hair dryer.
"Brother, let me blow dry your hair." She took the hair dryer from my hand. "A few days ago, I noticed that you were very depressed. You seemed to be worried all day long. It seems different now. It's different from what I saw before.
You are different when you arrive."
"I didn't expect you observed me so carefully." I said with a smile.
"I don't care about other people, you are different." She said in a low voice. Of course I understood what she meant, and I suddenly felt warm in my heart. I didn't expect that this little girl has such a tender and delicate side. Look at it.
It turns out that she is not completely ignorant of the world.
She put her hands on my hair and gently stroked the ends of my hair. The hot air from the wind blew on the ends of my hair, "Yuanyuan..." I hesitated and finally decided to tell her about Zhuang Qing.
"Well, brother, your hair is a little soft, so don't blow dry it too often," she said.
"Oh." I said, "Let me tell you something. Zhuang Qing is leaving. She is leaving our place and going to Beijing."
The sound of the wind suddenly stopped, "Brother, what did you say? Sister Zhuang Qing? What is she doing in Beijing?"
"Have you ever heard of the Beidiao family? She is going to Beidiao. She will leave tomorrow." I said, feeling depressed in my heart again.
"Are you with her tonight?" she asked me.
"Not at first. Then I went when she called me and said she wanted to leave here. No matter what, I should put it into practice for her." I said. Obviously, I felt that Chen Yuan was jealous. This
It was the first time she showed such emotion in front of me. Now I understand that in modern society, no woman is willing to share a man with another woman. Although the saying that love is selfish is old, it is
Absolute truth.
She turned on the hair dryer again and continued to blow dry my hair.
"Yuanyuan," I said, "I think you should give her a call. She also wants you to contact her often."
I felt that I had to ask her in this way, because Zhuang Qing's behavior tonight had already demonstrated her feelings for Chen Yuan. Zhuang Qing's words also told me something she didn't say. She said at that time that she and Chen Yuan
They are good friends. So she can no longer be like before. According to my understanding, the meaning of her sentence should include the following aspects: First, she and Zhao Menglei are not good friends, so it didn’t matter before. Second, she
The relationship with Chen Yuan is different. Now Chen Yuan has a real marriage relationship with me, so she must withdraw. From this, I directly feel that her decision to leave the local area and go to Beijing to develop this time should be consistent with me and me.
Chen Yuan's marriage had something to do with it. In the end, she was disappointed.
Therefore, I think Chen Yuan should make this call to Zhuang Qing no matter what, because I think true love between people is the most rare thing.
"Brother, I'll beat her in a minute." She said, still stroking my hair with her hand.
"Go and fight now. I'll do it myself." I said, stretching my hand towards her. She handed me the hair dryer, "Brother..."
I waved slightly to her, "Yuanyuan, go and fight. It's not easy for a person to meet a true friend in this life. Your sister Zhuang Qing really loves you and likes your friends. You must cherish it. Let's be together tonight
When we were drinking, she also said to me, she said you were too delicate and asked me to treat you well. Who do you think would treat you so sincerely?"
"I know." She said, and then walked out slowly.
I quickly blow-dried my hair. I don't like styling my hair because I think it's too oily and powdery. I'm an obstetrician and gynecologist, and keeping my appearance natural and clean is the most important thing.
I was a little excited after just taking a shower, so I was half-lying on the bed reading a book. I found that when a person abandons some worries and calms down, he quickly enters the state of reading. You know, what I have in my hand is not a novel, but a book.
It's a professional book.
My associate professor title has been approved a few days ago. Because of Zhao Menglei's incident, I did not regard the title as a happy event. The resolution of the title will be a matter of time, but my wife's matter is irreversible. There is no change in the department.
I take the matter of my professional title as a big deal, because our hospital is affiliated to a medical university, with a tertiary level, and the associate professor level is nothing. Even a full professor is just that. In a teaching hospital, doctoral supervisors and subject leaders are
He is a truly powerful person. For me, there is only one biggest change at the moment. From now on, my outpatient clinic has become a specialist. Of course, there will be a small increase in salary. However, in the hospital, the increase in salary is
It pales in comparison to drug rebates.
Doctors in teaching hospitals are no longer limited to the profession of doctors. They also have the mission of teaching and educating people. The evaluation of professional titles is also divided into two types. The teaching category is: teaching assistant, lecturer, associate professor, professor, and the medical category is
: General doctor, attending doctor, deputy chief doctor, chief doctor. When evaluating professional titles this time, I was assigned to the teaching series, which means that in the future I will take on part of the teaching tasks, and my teaching objects will be undergraduates.
A student in the clinical stage. So, from now on, I will be under pressure. Seeing a doctor is one thing, but teaching is another.
Chen Yuan came in not long after, and I noticed that her eyes were red. I thought to myself: Now you know why my eyes were like that when I came back just now, right?
"Have you finished the phone call?" I put down the book and asked her softly. She nodded, tears falling.
"Hey! Why are you calling? Why are you so sad? Come on, it's cold outside, come and sleep against me." I opened a corner of the quilt. She came over and immediately curled up in my arms, "Brother...
"
I patted her back gently, "Okay, please contact her often in the future. It's not easy for her. Her marriage failed, the person she loved died unexpectedly, and now she has nothing, and she still has to go out alone. It's really
It’s hard for her. Alas!”
"Brother, stop talking." She whispered in my arms, "I was wrong, Sister Zhuang Qing, she is really good to me... Wuwu! I feel so pitiful for her now. Wuwu! I
Now we have everything, but she has become like this. Woohoo! Brother, can you help her too?"
"She wants to go out and see the outside world and go out on her own. I think this is okay. After all, she is not old. Maybe her decision is right. Many people have gone through hardships.
It was only after that that she succeeded. I think she must have made the decision after realizing this. Although Beijing is far away from us, the transportation is so developed now, not to mention communications. If you want her, you can always
If you can contact her, you can even fly to Beijing to see her." I said to her softly.
"Yeah." She responded in my arms, and I could already feel my chest getting wet.
"You can go see her off tomorrow." I said again.
"I told her, but she refused. She said she was afraid that others would send her off because she might change her mind," Chen Yuan said.
I sighed. I knew why Zhuang Qing refused, because parting is a huge pain. "Go to sleep." I said. She didn't respond to me, but just pressed her body closer to me. I turned sideways to turn off the door.
Turn on the light and start to fall asleep.
I'm going to see Zhao Menglei tomorrow. I said to myself before falling asleep.
I started calling Tong Yao at ten o'clock the next morning. She told me that she would drive to pick me up at noon. She also joked that I would treat her to lunch, "You have to treat me to a meal."
,This doesn’t count as asking for a bribe, right?”
"Not really. It should be." I said, suddenly an idea came to my mind. Then I went to Director Qiu to ask for leave.
Director Qiu understands my current situation very well, and she sympathizes with me. "Feng Xiao, what are you going to do? Are you still waiting for her?"
I shook my head, "Let's talk about it later."
She didn't know that Zhao Menglei and I had divorced, and I didn't want to tell her. After all, such a thing was a bit immoral to me and also embarrassing.
"Hey! It's not easy for everyone." She sighed, "But Feng Xiao, as long as you are a human being, as long as God makes you a human being, you will not be so comfortable. Everyone has their own disasters.
, just get over it. Your senior sister, do you know what happened to Su Hua? It’s also a disaster. Alas!” (To be continued)