She smiled at me and then stood up. She reached out and took my hand, "Come on, let's go dance."
I took another look inside the dance floor and found that they were still swaying slowly in the darkness. I couldn't help but stand up.
In fact, I can leave now because I don’t want to be tempted by her again. But I think this is not good, because doing so will probably make Secretary Luo unhappy. I am thinking in my heart, if I were him, I would definitely do the same.
Therefore, I am not happy, because leaving like this can easily be misunderstood as a disgrace to the atmosphere inside.
So, I stood up and followed her to the dance floor. Again.
I really don’t want to know the specific details of her last time. Not only do I find it meaningless, but more importantly, I worry that I will become even more disappointed and hostile towards Lin Yi because of this.
There is a wish in my heart that it is best to maintain the current state with Lin Yi. In fact, isn't this a kind of balance? Now I know very well in my heart: Once the current situation between me and him
The relationship changes, and once this balance is broken, the result is difficult to predict. Although I have Lin Yu and Governor Huang behind me, I know very well that if the relationship between me and Lin Yi appears,
cracks, then the relationships behind me may become very fragile.
As such a high-level leading cadre, they care more about their current position, and I will probably become an abandoned chess piece like Kang Demao. Because Lin Yi is too powerful, although he is not a member of the officialdom.
But the wealth he holds in his hands is equally powerful.
Governor Huang's attitude fully illustrates this point, because he once told me very clearly: Don't break the current balance unless it is absolutely necessary. Lin Yu also expressed this in what he said to me.
mean.
The two of us entered the dance floor, but we were in another corner of the dance floor. Peng Hui deliberately kept us farther away from the two couples.
Her body came into my arms again, and her face was close to mine.
In the gentle music, we once again hugged each other and shook our bodies. Her hands were guiding me, guiding me...
"Let's go to the bathroom." Her voice echoed in my ears.
"Do you really want it?" I asked her softly.
"It's been a long time since I've had sex," she said, her light voice full of temptation.
Of course I wouldn't believe it, "You are so beautiful, how could you do this?"
She came and took my earlobe in her mouth, "Yes, maybe I am too self-admired. Do you know why I am willing to do something like that with you today?"
I sneered in my heart: Isn't it because of that project?! Then I heard her say: "First, you look very clean, and second, you make me feel. You can already feel it on your hands..."
..."
I shook my head, "No, it doesn't work here. I do it for a long time every time, and I don't want them to know."
She came to kiss my lips, and then parted again, "Really? Then, we'll contact you after we're done, okay?"
I still had a hesitation in my heart, "Let's talk about it later."
At this moment, the lights in the private room suddenly turned on. In the dazzling light, I saw Secretary Luo at the switch of the room.
The moment the light was turned on, I took my hand out of her skirt.
"Let's go. We have to go to work tomorrow." Secretary Luo was saying.
I understood immediately: his reason finally defeated his inner desires.
He is much better than me at this point.
Then we drove away separately. The three girls got into Boss Xia’s car.
On the way home, my mind was filled with the face of that beautiful woman named Peng Hui and the feeling she gave me on my hands.
I couldn't help but gently lift the foot that was stepping on the accelerator...
Later, she really called me and said, "I'm going back to my place. Are you coming?"
At this time, I had not yet arrived outside the community where I lived, and my car was still driving slowly on the road at midnight.
To be honest, since I got in the car, I have been thinking about it and I have been looking forward to her calling me. But at this time, when her call actually came and she said it so clearly,
I immediately changed my mind.
Because I suddenly became sober.
I suddenly thought of two questions: She is such a beautiful woman, why is she so proactive? Doesn't she need a man? Obviously, if I think "yes", it only means that I am stupid. Secondly, is there something wrong with this?
A conspiracy?
Because the answer to the first question can only be "no", the second question should be very valid, so I suddenly became scared.
I said: "I have already gone home. Haha! I drank too much today. Some things and some words only appeared after I was drunk. Please forgive me."
She immediately hung up the phone.
I don't know why, but I felt a little regret at this moment. I know the reason for my regret is because of her beauty.
I have experienced a lot of women, and most of them are beautiful. In terms of appearance alone, Tong Jiumei and Ruan Jie are the most beautiful among them, but they are still a little worse than this woman named Peng Hui. Maybe they are
They are all equally beautiful, but my personal aesthetics are different. However, this also makes me have an uncontrollable attraction to her beauty.
But after all, I have experienced so many beautiful women, so I still have the minimum immunity, and I can restrain my desires in time under such circumstances, because I know very well in my heart: once I am safe
If something goes wrong, everything will be lost. In addition, I think that knowing that there is danger but taking such risks is something that only a fool would do. No matter how beautiful a woman is, she is just a woman.
Emotions are the basis, and you will definitely get bored quickly after the things are done. In the end, that's how women deal with things.
I used to be an obstetrician and gynecologist, and I know that all female organs are actually the same. They are all circular channels with folds. From a histological point of view, they are composed of three layers of tissue: from the inside to the outside.
It is composed of mucosal layer, muscular layer and fibrous membrane layer. The mucosa forms annular folds.
Normally, this channel of a woman is like a shrunken rubber tube. Its length and width vary from person to person. The general length is about seven to ten centimeters, and when it expands, the width can reach about five centimeters in diameter. When the fetus passes through, it will expand even more, which can
It reaches a diameter of twelve centimeters, which shows how elastic it is.
In addition, you can detect moisture when you touch the inside with your fingers. This is because secretions and mucus from its inner wall and cervix flow into the channel.
Therefore, some things are just that. In fact, as men, all desires and impulses come from our psychology. Men have a natural possessive desire for beautiful women. This is actually the purpose of animals to reproduce.
An instinct of excellent offspring.
Because I used to be an obstetrician and gynecologist, I used this reasoning to convince myself. Because at this moment I have to convince myself, otherwise my sanity will collapse.
I convinced myself, so I rejected her immediately. Although there was still a trace of regret in my heart, it at least allowed me to sleep well at night. (To be continued)