At noon, I asked her to stay for dinner, but she refused. She smiled and said to me, "I'm leaving. Can I call you at any time in the future?"
I smiled at her and said, "Not at any time. Just occasionally. I have too many things to do recently."
She blushed a little, and then there was a sad look in her eyes, "Okay."
I pretended not to see it and sent her out of the office immediately.
I couldn't help but sigh, because I felt like I had done something I shouldn't have done. Thinking of how she used to be so lively and cute, but now she has become like this, I felt like I had obliterated her nature.
Suddenly, I thought of her unusually agile tongue, and my heart suddenly fluttered. Then I sighed in my heart again: She no longer has the habit she used to have...
I feel like I'm becoming more and more obscene in my bones, because thoughts like this will come out of my heart unknowingly. Feng Xiao, why are you like this now?
Ruan Jie is still very capable, and she is willing to put in the hard work. In the next short period of time, she basically implemented all the municipal and planning matters one by one. During this period, I came forward to invite people from these two departments.
The leaders had a meal, but they all invited Secretary Luo to accompany them. So things went very smoothly.
I found that Secretary Luo is really a talented person. When he came into contact with these department leaders, he had no airs. Instead, he was very humble and always treated them as brothers. But the more he behaved like this, the more those department leaders became
The more you treat him, the more you betray him.
Now I discovered that his behavior in front of me was actually no different from his behavior in front of other people. So I immediately felt that the idea that I had thought he had a special liking for me was ridiculous.
He is in such a special position, and he has used the gold content of his position to the extreme. This is his real ability. Now it seems that compared with him, he still seems too immature. In this officialdom
Each person is more powerful than the other, and compared to them, I can really only be considered a novice.
However, our affairs finally went smoothly. The relevant report on the project was sent to the Provincial Education Commission and was quickly approved, and Governor He also signed it. Now it seems that Ruan Jie is really the best person to take charge of this project.
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The design units were also recommended by Secretary Luo. He recommended three companies in total. This was to facilitate us to negotiate the bid quickly. Anyway, my principle is to pretend that I don’t know anything, and then go to the meeting to study as soon as possible. Finally, we determined the technical strength and technical strength of one of them.
The most experienced in design.
In fact, I have also learned that the price quoted by this design company is not high, and is basically in line with the current market price. The subsequent environmental impact assessment report, geological survey and other bidding negotiations are much simpler. After all, the expenses of these projects are not large.
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I found that something was wrong with the old director recently. Firstly, he rarely spoke at meetings, and secondly, I often saw him reading newspapers in the office. The TV I asked the office to provide him with was often turned on by him.
You know, our project is the busiest time now, why is he so free?
So I went to ask him, of course in a joking way, "Old director, I don't know why you are so free. Do you think their work dissatisfied you, or do you trust them completely?"
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He smiled faintly and said: "Xiao Ruan is in charge of the project, so why should I bother you? And she did a very good job. Now the project team is fully staffed, so I will take the opportunity to enjoy my peace and quiet."
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I immediately felt that he seemed to have a sense of dissatisfaction, so I immediately said to him sincerely: "Old director, you have very rich experience in this area. I very much hope that you can give them more advice. Some things cannot be solved."
I need you to run it in detail, but there are still many places that need your guidance during the operation. What do you think?"
He sighed and said: "Now I realize that I am indeed a bit annoying. Xiao Ruan is also difficult to deal with, so I simply stopped paying attention to the things inside."
Now I was very surprised, "Why do you say that?"
He sighed and said: "In the beginning, Xiao Ruan and I went to contact the bidding units. I found that Xiao Ruan was asking for my opinions everywhere, but she was the real person in charge? This made me very embarrassed. In fact,
I also know that she behaves like this because she respects me, but I have to admit it myself, don’t I?”
So that's it. I thought to myself. Then I said: "Old director, I see it like this. You are mainly responsible for the design now. You and Director Liang are responsible for this together. At the same time, you should also seek more opinions from Director Ke. After all,
You are most familiar with the area of admissions. The design of the building must be based on how it is most suitable for future admissions work, that is, a practical issue in the future. Don’t you think so?"
After thinking for a while, he said: "That's okay. I think in the future, we must consider the separation of work areas and living areas in terms of use functions. The situation in hotels now is impossible."
I nodded, "Your opinion is very good. You, Director Liang, and Director Ke can study it as soon as possible and come up with a design key point. Is that okay?"
He agreed.
In fact, I know that for people like the old director, not letting him do things is more uncomfortable than anything else.
Then he looked at me, hesitating to speak. I hurriedly asked him: "Old director, you just talked about it if you have anything to do. Why are you so alienated from me now?"
He was startled for a moment, then shook his head and said, "It's okay."
I thought he wanted to tell me about Chenchen again, so I smiled and stopped asking him anything. But I suddenly felt that I should go to the Medical University to see how she was doing when I had free time.
Just to care.
I went that night.
After dinner at home, I chatted with my father for a while. I found that my father smoked much more than before, but he did a good job and never smoked in front of his children. Most of the time, he went to the terrace and smoked.
There is a pot of tea, a newspaper, and a pack of cigarettes.
That day I was chatting with my father on the terrace.
I smelled the scent of cigarettes in the air. It was a very special scent. Although they had already been dispersed in the air and diluted, I suddenly felt a faint sense of euphoria after smelling it. I seemed to understand.
Understand why there are so many people who know that this stuff is poisonous but can't restrain their desire to try it.
"Dad, I noticed that you seem to be giving up drinking recently?" I asked him. It is indeed the case. Recently when I was having dinner at home, I found that he no longer drinks much, and he doesn't want me to drink with him.
He shook his head and said, "I don't want to drink it anymore. I feel uncomfortable after drinking it."
My heart suddenly sank, because I knew that when a person suddenly feels that he doesn't like eating something, it means that his body has undergone great changes. It is actually a rejection of the body's instinct.
In other words, it is a sign that the disease has reached a certain level.
But I didn't dare to say anything more, "It's okay if you don't drink. Drinking too much alcohol is not good for your health."
At this time, my father suddenly said, "I feel like something is really wrong with my body recently. Look at me, I am getting thinner and thinner, and my appetite is not good. Also, I often wake up in the middle of the night.
I’ll break out in a cold sweat.”
I suddenly became nervous, and at the same time there was an unspeakable discomfort, "Dad, you have always been thin, okay? Isn't there a saying like this? It's hard to buy old age in life. Many elderly people are.
I envy your figure."
My father immediately smiled and said, "That's right. By the way, are the results of my last physical examination normal?"
I hurriedly said: "Haven't you seen it all?"
He nodded, "I've been feeling uneasy recently. I took that film to another hospital and had it looked at by a specialist. He also said it was normal."
I was immediately shocked, and then I understood that he might have gone to a certain hospital to register as a specialist, and then asked the specialist who was in the outpatient clinic there to take a look at the film. The outpatient clinic was already busy, so maybe the specialist didn't notice anything after looking at the film.
Abnormal, so we no longer conduct detailed inspections on him.
I secretly said "lucky" in my heart, and immediately said: "You too, just tell me such a thing directly? I will take you to a doctor to see it for you. After all, I used to work in a hospital."
He smiled and said: "You are so busy all day, I don't want to delay you."
In fact, I knew in my heart that my father might have thought that I was hiding my illness from him, because he knew best about his own physical discomfort.
I said, "Dad, no matter how busy I am, I always have time to accompany you to the hospital, right? From now on, you can call me anytime for such things."
The father then said: "Okay. You have been staying at home a lot recently. Is it because the child is back? Don't worry about the child. There is a nanny at home now, and your mother is also taking care of you at home. Don't let the child's matter affect you.
work."
I directly felt that he still had a kind of suspicion in his heart, and he was just testing me with the child. This is mainly because I have changed too much in recent times, because I didn’t do it as often as I do now.
He goes home to eat and often stays up all night.
In the final analysis, it was my abnormality that made him feel that something was wrong.
So, I immediately said: "Don't tell me yet, I was just about to go out. I made an appointment with a leader to have tea and talk about things tonight."
The father immediately laughed and said, "Go ahead. To be honest, I wasn't used to you not coming home often in the past, but now that you've come back to eat, I'm not used to it. Your mother and I are both worried that it will affect you because of us.
As for our normal life, if our grandson hadn't come back, we would have almost moved back to the county town."