The boss looked at me in surprise, "Are you not a student of this school?"
I nodded, "Yes, but I can't find it today."
He pointed in the direction of the main street of the county town, "Not far from this alley, on the left is such a big school gate. Didn't you see it?"
I thanked him profusely and hurriedly ran in the direction he pointed.
After exiting the alley, I ran forward for about a hundred meters and immediately saw the gate of my alma mater. Although I was surprised that I didn't see this place when I passed by it, I had no time to think about it.
, because at this time I suddenly remembered that I was going to attend a class reunion today, and the gathering place was in the classroom where we were in high school.
Here we are. In the former teaching building, there is still the old-looking classroom door in front of me. I seem to hear the voice of the head teacher talking inside.
Class teacher? I vaguely remember that he seemed to have passed away due to illness? But my curiosity still made me open the door and go in.
After entering, I was immediately surprised to find that what I saw in front of me were all the faces that I was very familiar with, but their faces were so immature, they clearly looked like they looked like when they were in middle school? This was the case with every classmate. The head teacher was also the one I went to school with.
That look like in high school.
At this moment, I immediately realized something: Have I gone back to the past?
At this time, what I was most concerned about was myself. Did I return to the past with my current appearance, or did I have an immature face like them? I immediately stood there and looked at the classmates in the class, "
Who has a mirror? Lend it to me."
At this time, the head teacher suddenly became angry, "Feng Xiao, what are you doing? It's okay that you are late, why are you still disturbing order here?"
I ignored him at all and continued to ask my classmates, "Who has a mirror?"
Maybe the head teacher was stunned because he didn't expect that I, who had always been honest and obedient, would become so strange today.
At this time, a female classmate took out a small round mirror and flashed it at me. I hurriedly took it and looked at my face...I was suddenly excited because I saw the reflection in the mirror.
It is clearly the young and immature look I had in high school!
Unable to help, I stood there and laughed "haha".
The head teacher was immediately furious, "Feng Xiao, sit down in your seat!"
I turned around and smiled at him and said, "Don't be angry. Let me tell you something that you may not believe at all. I came back here more than ten years ago, and I know the future of many classmates in our class."
.Including you.”
The head teacher looked horrified, "You're crazy. I'll call someone to take you to the hospital!"
Immediately, he left quickly.
At this time, I saw Ouyang Tong looking at me with a smile. I glared at him and said, "Don't laugh, you will die in women's affairs in the future because you are too sentimental."
Everyone laughed.
Then I said to a male classmate: "Ten years later, you will be a Ph.D. from Peking University and later work at Bell Labs in the United States." Then I said to another male classmate: "You will become a rich man in the future.
"
But at this time, I suddenly saw Kang Demao reading in his seat, completely ignoring my proud look. His seat was in the corner at the back of the teacher, which was very inconspicuous.
At this time, the classmates in the class were all laughing. They probably thought I was crazy. But at this moment, I found that the female classmates in the class were all so young and beautiful. Especially Zhao Menglei, she was looking at
When I saw my eyes on her face, her face suddenly turned red and she looked away.
At this moment, I suddenly thought of the tragic ending she would experience in the future, and my heart felt as if I had been hit by a heavy hammer. I looked at her and said, "Meng Lei, don't get married first in the future, just wait for me. Okay."
?"
At this time, the head teacher came back with a few people. He pointed at me and said: "He is crazy, send him to a mental hospital quickly!"
Huoran woke up. At this time, I found that it was already dawn outside the bedroom window.
How could I have such a dream?
The nostalgia for my past must be one of the reasons. There is also the desire to be strong. Now I am the deputy director, and I should be considered the best among my classmates, at least in my heart.
I even think that my future career is better than that of my classmate who will work at Bell Labs in the United States, because in reality, he is just an ordinary experimenter there, while I am an official.
None of this is important. What is important is, why didn’t I keep a low profile after I found myself back in the past, and then boldly pursue Zhao Menglei? In that case, wouldn’t she be able to avoid the tragic ending in the future?
Am I satisfied with the status quo or am I helpless to fate?
I have no idea.
At the current situation, I realized that I actually didn’t understand myself at all - when God gave me a chance to make a new choice, I was so high-profile, and faced Zhao Menglei and other classmates in a overlooking way. Although it was just
In a dream, but I don’t think that I am in a dream?
Maybe deep down in my heart I really don’t want to lose everything I have now, so I don’t want to change. I even do things like that to show off myself.
Feng Xiao, how could you become like this? How could you be such a person? After waking up, I kept asking myself.
I knew very clearly in my heart that it was not just a dream, that dream was the most real thing deep in my heart.
Only sigh.
After careful consideration, I called Yu Min over the weekend and said, "Yu Min, I want to talk to you. Is that okay?"
She said: "...Don't you think I've been lying to you?"
I was immediately surprised: isn't it? I said: "Let's talk about it when we meet. That day I saw that you were much more haggard than before. I guess your life may not be very good now, so I want to talk to you."
Let’s talk and see if I can help you in any way. What happened in the past has been a long time ago. Let’s not talk about it anymore, okay? Yu Min, I really want to help you. After all, we had a relationship before.
I'm not a heartless person, you should understand that about me."
After a moment of silence, she finally said, "Tell me, where is it?"
I thought for a while and said, "Just near your home. Is that okay?"
She immediately said: "No, let's go somewhere a little further away. Let's go to Binjiang Road. I'll be there in a short while by taking a taxi."
I was secretly surprised: Where is the car I bought for her? But it was hard for me to ask her at this time, so I immediately said, "Okay. I'll wait for you there right away."
Soon I was sitting in this teahouse by the river. I specially asked for a private room by the river.
The other side of the window is where I work, and between the building and the tea house is the turbid river water. Maybe there was a heavy rain in the upper reaches of the river last night, which made the river water so turbid.
There are birds in the sky hurriedly passing over the rooftops of the city under the light blue sky, flying towards the south. Now, the coolness of autumn has been injected, making people look like watered-out seedlings, or like dry grass.
The land that had been thirsty for a long time encountered a hearty rain. At this moment, I was suddenly surprised to find that my heart was already so calm, and I no longer had the disgust for the air and sounds in the city in the past.
The city is changing at an astonishing speed every day. When I came here, I saw that the lawn in the central square was still so green, making the city scenery become an oil painting, unchanging, beautiful but lifeless. I don’t know how the wind will change.
Whichever direction the wind blows from, you can only feel the seasonal changes in the entire city from the changes in temperature.
The air and sounds in this city bring me more of the rush and hardship of life. I often think that maybe I am just a sojourner in this city, a rush in the surging crowd of people in this city.
Passers-by, maybe that’s really what it is.
I am waiting for Yu Min here, thinking in my heart: There are always some things in this world that we cannot predict. Just like the fall of autumn, without any sound, not even disturbing a few old leaves, in the blink of an eye,
The weather has turned cooler.
I obviously like spring, but people rebel as soon as autumn comes. The autumn in this city is as short as a sudden death, as gorgeous as summer flowers, and the heart is always bright and dark, so soft that it feels like gain and loss. I have always felt that,
Autumn is a season worth singing in your heart. Everything and everything is immersed in a high and empty artistic conception. It is quiet, clear, and warm, making people think about it.
Sitting in this corner of the city, looking up at the sky, I saw autumn passing through the city. The clouds were light and clear, and my eyes were filled with a rare blue color, which was deep and bright that could not be carved in other seasons. On a windless day, the clouds were
Taking a casual walk over the city is unrestrained and enjoyable. When the wind blows, the sun shines all over the city and spreads warmly on the streets and alleys of the city. It is bright and transparent, and beautiful and delicious. The large and small trees on the streets of the city inadvertently climb up the pale yellow trees.
Or brownish-red, and some leaves stick to their original colors, making the whole city harmonious, beautiful and lively.
The city has an innate unique charm in the bones of this season, which is that unique and mature purity. Sometimes I look at the autumn of this city and feel that it has a rhythm of life, as if it uses insight to understand everything.
My eyes are watching everything in this city, especially those gray old alleys and ancient locust trees that have lasted for hundreds of years...
Wandering in the autumn of this city is like meeting a masseur's hands that know how to acupuncture when you are most tired, which makes you feel refreshed and transparent; it is also like a charming cocktail in a goblet under the bright moon, you can smell it before you even see it.
The aroma is overflowing and refreshing even before you enter. In such a season, no matter day or night, in the city or in the suburbs, there will be many moods quietly changing with the wind and leaves. Inadvertently, you walk into a road with two sides.
It is a street of ginkgo trees, and the golden ginkgo leaves everywhere can make people's hearts beat.
In such a season, there are willow shadows on both sides of the river under the sunset. At that time, when the cool breeze blows and the green waves are slightly ruffled, the lotus leaves in a pond in the city park will roll up in countless shapes, and a few lotus branches will be swaying.
, a vivid freehand painting jumped out. When the sunset faded, the dusk rose quietly, slowly and quietly spreading over the rows of weeping willows on the riverside, and over the white pagodas under the blue sky. Instantly, crimson
The setting sun is like a charming fairy, raising clouds all over the sky and dyeing the thin flowing clouds red. The flowing clouds are flowing with the Taiye autumn wind, throwing out long tassels, showing a stunning phantom that is rare in other seasons.
Standing in the bustling city and feeling the elegance and tranquility of the city's autumn, I am in an ideal place at this time. Because the autumn charm here is the most artistic.
Not far from the riverside is a street of preserved ancient buildings in the city. There, a few bunches of dead grass live in the gray corners, fallen leaves are scattered on the blue tiles and stone steps, and a group of whistle pigeons flutter around.
Flying through the narrow sky above your head, standing in the long and narrow alley and looking up, you can feel the sound of cracking and erosion in the gaps of time. Walking through the alley in autumn, you can still see people selling candied haws, and you can still see young people riding bicycles.
The bicycle whistling suddenly burst into the girl's shy sight, and you can still hear the adults calling the children home for dinner at the top of their lungs... The city is crowded and plain, and sometimes it can create a little romance. Maybe this is
The original color life in the alleys. In autumn in the alleys, there is a kind of indifference and tranquility but not cold and rigid. All the warmth, comfort and harmony are concentrated in these long, narrow or winding alleys, because the temperature of memory stays in them.
Inadvertently, I noticed the autumn of a city, and I was suddenly surprised. I loved the autumn of this city more than any other season.
In the prosperous metropolis, the hustle and bustle is still there, and the charm of autumn is alone. People, from beginning to end, are still the soul of the scenery. A, B, B, D and D passing by dot the autumn scenery of the city, with expressions that may be aloof, melancholic, complacent, or dignified.
...Everywhere you look, you will always see the most gorgeous ukiyo-e. It is misty and psychedelic, but it obscures the true splendor of the objects.
I really like this kind of season and this kind of place. Although life is full of joys and sorrows, it is definitely not boring. Now, look out the window, autumn is deepening step by step...
She came, but I was surprised to see her holding the child in her arms. (To be continued)