The matter was completely confirmed. At this moment, my heart was full of guilt for Kang Demao.
Principal Wu didn't know what I was thinking in my heart at the moment, so he immediately said to me: "Xiao Feng, there are three main reasons why I invited you to come to my office just now. First, I think it's a bit strange that you went directly to Director Song today.
So I wanted to ask you privately. In fact, I also thought that it might be this matter. But it doesn't matter now. You said it yourself. After all, you were single at the time, so it didn't matter. This second matter is my own matter.
I recently visited Minister Lin once, mainly to report to her about my work and also to talk about my own ideas. Now there should be no big problem with me serving as secretary of the school party committee, but I still hope that you can
Under the circumstances, say a few words for me in front of Minister Lin."
I nodded, "Don't worry, I will definitely find an opportunity to tell her about this matter. I will also tell her about Director Song."
He immediately came to look at me, "The third thing... Haha! I want to ask you, what is the relationship between the girl who opens the music bar in our school and you? Haha! If it is inconvenient for you
Just answer me and forget it."
I was a little surprised, "Didn't I tell you before? Why did you suddenly come to ask me about this matter again today?"
He smiled and said: "I'm thinking, if she is your girlfriend, or the girlfriend you are chasing, then you should pay attention. As far as I know, there is currently someone in our school who is chasing her.
There are quite a few. There are our undergraduates, masters and doctoral students, and even young teachers who have just graduated."
I was stunned for a moment, and then said with a smile: "She is really just an ordinary friend of mine. She is so beautiful, and she has made such a popular music, so it is natural for her to be pursued by others."
He looked at me strangely, "Is this really true?"
I nodded, "Why did I lie to you? But you can't just increase her rent."
He laughed, "No. Don't worry."
Later, after I left his office, I didn't know why, but I suddenly felt a depressed mood in my heart.
But I soon felt relieved: I wasn't good enough for her anyway, so what did it have to do with me that so many people were pursuing her?
But then I discovered that even though I thought about it like this, the depressed mood still lingered. I couldn't help but think: Do I really like her?
In fact, many things are like this. It may not attract too much attention if it is there peacefully, but when you suddenly think that one day something will no longer exist, regret will arise spontaneously in your heart. It may even be painful to the bone.
Just like a flower that is always blooming in front of you, when you think about it being picked by others, a kind of sadness or even pain will arise in your heart.
Although I feel that I am not worthy of Chenchen because there is a big gap between us, Principal Wu’s words still make me feel a pain in my heart——
That look that looks exactly like Zhao Menglei may soon belong to someone else...
However, I can only sigh and feel sad in my heart, because I know one thing very well: there are many regrets in this world that we cannot make up for, and there are also many wishes that cannot be achieved.
Life is a kind of forward movement that cannot be turned back. The things we have experienced will never be erased from the course of our lives. My two marriages and countless records of adultery will always be in my memory.
, self-esteem is not about what others will think, but that I myself cannot face it one by one.
This is the price of indiscriminate love - it makes me unable to look back and makes me unqualified to pursue true love.
But there is still a small piece of innocence in my heart, which I left for myself during the struggle - my marriage. I told myself that without pure love, I would never consider my marriage again.
, always keeping that small place vacuum.
Because I know very well that once I decide to get married again, I must abandon everything I have. It must be like this, and it can only be like this.
So it must be worth it. And whether it is worth it or not can only be weighed with two words: true love.
After being sad, you have to face reality, because reality is something you can touch, not a hazy illusion. When I left the medical university, I found that I was drunk. I only drank two bottles of beer at noon, but
But it actually made me feel like this, and I also had an uncomfortable feeling of being hot inside.
I went home and rested for nearly two hours before going to the office. The discipline of the unit is only for the general personnel below. There is nothing wrong with this. It is just like the difference between commanders and soldiers in war. Soldiers must go
Fight and fight, and the commander's responsibility is only to strategize.
Especially as the head of the unit, all I need to take care of is major issues, so that the entire unit can operate normally, and at the same time create a better future for the unit. Other than that, anything else is not particularly important.
In fact, the most common things I do in the office on weekdays are to review and approve documents and sign various invoices. However, such things do not take me much time.
After finishing the work, I wanted to sit with the old director several times. The purpose was of course to find out some things about Chenchen from him, but I immediately felt that I was bored, and I felt like a toad wanted to eat swan meat. I shook my head.
After giving up the idea with a wry smile.
I couldn't help but think about the matter of Principal Wu and Director Song. I thought to myself: I have to find an opportunity to do the best for Lin Yujiang in this matter, and try to do it "by the way." At the same time, I thought of Yu Min's matter.
I feel that I should give her some help immediately, which is also my responsibility. No matter what, she will always be the mother of my child. Although I cannot give her and the child some help in a high-profile manner, as a father
As for me, I have to fulfill my responsibilities.
Yes, it is a responsibility. To be honest, I have no feelings for that child, and until now, I still feel that this thing is incredible in my heart, and even has a dreamy feeling. But suddenly in my mind
The child's special appearance emerged, and it suddenly felt so wonderful——
How could a child who looks so much like me not make me feel close to him?
After thinking about it, I finally decided to call Tang Zi because I believed she would be able to provide me with a very reasonable suggestion.
The call was dialed, but she hung up immediately.
She was still angry with me. I couldn't help but smile bitterly in my heart.
Immediately, I sent her a text message: Tang Zi, I want to talk to you about something. About Yu Min and the child. Please give me this opportunity.
But she still didn't reply to me. I thought to myself, this must be because she hates everything I have, so she doesn't want to pay attention to me right away. This is an emotional reaction that anyone may have. If this is really the case, then she is not willing to pay attention to me right now.
She must be hesitating, or waiting for me to call her again.
She should still have some feelings for me, otherwise she wouldn't have slapped me like that last time. (To be continued)