I never expected that she would look like this in front of me. The first thing I saw was her appearance. It was indeed her, the one I was familiar with, but she was much more haggard. She was wearing ordinary clothes.
clothes, but there was a light green cloth vest on the outside of the top. I recognized her at a glance, because her smooth face was underneath her neatly combed hair. But then, my heart suddenly twitched.
, because I saw that there were iron chain shackles on her hands and feet! Although the shackles were not as thick and exaggerated as those in movies and TV, they were indeed iron chain shackles!
I saw her, my mouth opened wide and I forgot to call her. She also saw me, and I saw a bright light in her eyes flash for a moment and then suddenly turned gloomy. Two female police officers stood beside her,
Poker face.
"Doctor Feng, go get an earpiece. Use that to talk to her. We'll go out and wait for you." Tong Yao's voice came from behind.
Only then did I wake up, because I discovered that there was no sound when she was walking around on the other side of the glass wall, including the chains on her hands and feet. Her side was soundproofed from my side.
I quickly went to the receiver facing her, took it off and put it to my ear. A female police officer next to her seemed to say something to her, and then she walked towards me.
.She was not excited and walked as usual.
She walked in front of the glass wall, and there was only a layer of transparent glass between her and me. I could clearly see her face. Suddenly, my heart began to tremble again, and I discovered that she already had white hair on her temples. This
For a moment, my tears couldn't stop dripping down, "Meng Lei..."
She picked up the receiver, and I was so excited that I asked loudly: "Meng Lei, it's me. What's wrong with you? Why don't you seem to recognize me?"
I saw her mouth moving, and her voice suddenly came from my ears, a very small voice, "Feng Xiao..."
"Menglei, great. How are you now? Are you okay? Have you met the lawyer I hired for you? He is the most famous lawyer in our province. You should communicate with him more." I was very excited.
, and said a series of words immediately.
However, I was suddenly stunned because I heard her asking me: "Feng Xiao, why did you come to see me? Who am I now?"
"I...I, Meng Lei, I can't help it. There are some things I can't tell you now, but I do it for your own good. Really." I explained hurriedly.
"We no longer have any relationship." She said, looking at me from the other side of the glass, her eyes looking at me closely. I saw that her eyes were full of sadness.
"Menglei, you will know from now on that I am doing this for your own good. I have no choice but to do this." My heart was bleeding and my tears were flowing again, "Menglei, you have to listen to me.
, even if you hate me no matter how much you try to cooperate with the lawyer, you are still young, try to get out as soon as possible..."
She whispered: "Feng Xiao, thank you for coming to see me." After saying that, she took the receiver away from her ear and slowly put it on the glass wall. I was shocked and said hurriedly: "
Menglei, please stop! I haven't finished speaking yet."
However, she had already put down the receiver. She looked at me again, then turned and walked towards the two female policemen. I looked at her leaving back with tears streaming down my face. On the way here, in my mind
I have been thinking about what I should say to her after meeting her. I was thinking that I must make her have confidence in her future life, and I must hint to her about the psychiatric evaluation, and tell her... But when
The moment I saw her, I suddenly felt that my mind went blank, and I completely forgot about the words that I had already organized in my mind when I was in the car. However, when I finally slowly
When the ground calmed down, she stopped talking to me, and there was no room to stop her. She left, and the chains under her feet were dragged on the ground behind her. She left, and I listened.
There was no sound as she left. Her back gradually faded away and disappeared from my sight. The lights suddenly went out, and everything in front of me was pitch black.
"Meng Lei..." I couldn't help but burst into tears. The shame, regret, and pain rushed up in my heart. I felt that my world had completely collapsed at this moment.
"Hey!" A sigh suddenly came from my ears. I was familiar with this sigh, it came from Tong Yao. I turned around slowly.
"Let's go. In that case, why do you agree to divorce her? Why do you men have to be so heartless?" She was looking at me, her eyes filled with regret.
I wiped my tears and walked straight outside, but the tears couldn't stop flowing outside. When I walked outside the door, I stopped, took a few deep breaths, and finally forced my tears to stop flowing outside.
outflow.
Tong Yao talked to me several times along the way, but I didn't respond to her. She sighed and ignored me. The car entered the center of the city, and I looked at the weaving crowd outside, and my ears filled with laughter.
In the hustle and bustle, I suddenly had an impulse, "I want to get off the car." I said suddenly, and found that there was a sob in my voice.
She stopped the car, turned sideways and asked me with concern: "Are you okay?"
I shook my head, "Thank you." Then I opened the car door and got out of the car, and immediately merged into the crowd of people.
I followed the flow of people in front of me and walked blindly. I didn't know what I was going to do. My only thought was that I didn't want to leave these people. I was so afraid of being alone in my heart.
Some of them were laughing, some were talking intimately, and some were walking in a hurry. Suddenly, I saw a man and a woman walking not far in front of me and arguing. The woman was aggressive, and the man occasionally responded.
I looked at them and suddenly realized that even then that man was much better than me now. At least there was someone who could quarrel with him. I stood up immediately, standing here in a daze. I was at a loss and didn't know where to go.
People around me kept passing by me, but I stood here at a loss. At this moment, I felt that I seemed to be far away from this world, and the person beside me seemed to have become an illusion.
The figures around me began to become erratic, and the voices in my ears also moved away from me. This world became my own world, and I was the only one standing alone on this empty pedestrian street. Is this my world? Me
I asked myself in my mind.
Just standing like this, I forgot about the passage of time, and even myself. My mind went blank, and my vision had already become blurry. Just like that, I don’t know how long it took.
Suddenly, I felt my own presence, and the noisy sounds returned to my ears, and the faces of the people in front of me became clear again. Because I suddenly felt that my body had suffered an impact, and it was this impact that made me return.
Come to reality. "I'm sorry, I'm sorry! I didn't notice you." A voice rang in my ears, and what appeared in front of me was a middle-aged man. He kept apologizing to me. I smiled at him.
, "It's okay. Thank you."
He glanced at me suspiciously, and then hurried away. He must have thought that I had a mental problem, and I smiled bitterly in my heart. But I really thanked him, because his bump brought me back to reality.
I sighed, then walked through the crowd to the side of the road. I waved, and a taxi quickly drove towards me and parked next to me.
"Where to go?" the driver asked me.
"Binjiang Road." I answered. I wanted to drink and get drunk.
I didn't choose a restaurant to eat in. After entering Binjiang Road, I casually walked into a restaurant that looked pretty good. I saw the location in the corner of the hall at a glance. I liked it there.
"Sir, are you alone?" The waiter greeted him enthusiastically. Now, the sky has just darkened, and it is still a little early before people are accustomed to dinner time. And then I realized that I had been standing still in the place in front of me for so long.
Now, when I heard the waiter asking me, I felt that I had really returned to reality, so I breathed a long sigh of relief, nodded and said: "I am alone, please arrange some snacks for me, and then come again
A bottle of Wuliangye."
The waiter left, and I took out my mobile phone to send a text message to Chen Yuan. I wanted to tell her that I wouldn't go home tonight. Yes, I wanted to get drunk tonight and stay alone all night. Being alone, as Zhao Menglei and I once did
That home.
Suddenly, she found a lot of missed calls on her phone. There were calls from Lin Yi, Chen Yuan, and Shangguan. The last one turned out to be from Su Hua. She called several times in a row.
I sighed and started calling back one by one. At this moment, I realized how difficult it is to be completely isolated from this world, unless you stay away from this world and throw away all communication tools. However, now the monks are all here
With the use of mobile phones and computers, it can be seen that there is no pure land in this world at all, and this world has become mundane everywhere.
"I heard you asked for leave?" Lin Yi asked me.
"Is something wrong?" I didn't want to chat with him.
"Commissioner Duanmu wants to treat you to dinner tonight, but you haven't answered the phone. Let's do it tomorrow. Okay?" he said.
"Let's talk tomorrow." I wanted to hang up the phone immediately, but thinking about his current relationship with Chen Yuan, I stopped my impulse.
"I'll contact you tomorrow. Are you okay?" he asked me.
"Okay. That's it." I said, and found that there was no sound in the receiver, so I hung up gently. He must know that I went to see Zhao Menglei today. I thought to myself, because from his words
I feel this.
"Brother, why don't you answer the phone? Are you undergoing surgery?" Chen Yuan asked me.
"What happened?" A warmth rose in my heart, but it disappeared immediately.
"Uncle Lin is looking for you." she said.
"I understand. Yuanyuan, I have something to do tonight and I won't be going home." I said, trying my best to soften my voice.
"Brother..." Her voice seemed a little dissatisfied, and I immediately cut off the call, sighing in my heart. I didn't want to reply to Shangguan's call, because I guessed that she was also the one Lin Yi was talking about.
Su Hua... what is she looking for me for? Now, I started to feel strange. I found that my brain's reaction was a bit slow today, and my nerves were no longer as sensitive as usual. Give her a call.
"Senior sister." The phone was connected, and I called her calmly, "I'm sorry, I didn't hear you."
"It's obvious that you didn't answer my call on purpose. Do you know what happened to me? Do you look down on me?" Her voice was cold.
"How do I have the right to look down on others? I'm still troubled by my own affairs. Senior sister, I'm in a bad mood right now. Let's talk about it later." I said with a wry smile. (To be continued)