Although I clearly knew that his words had secretly changed my concept and completely disrupted my logical relationship, I found that I couldn't defend myself at all, and at this moment I realized that I was still speaking during the speech.
I was so impulsive that he grabbed my braid and I couldn't defend myself.
Therefore, no matter how angry I was, I was helpless. I said: "Mayor Wen, I don't mean what I said. But I still stick to my opinion. First, I did not say that the conference center project should not be
If the construction continues. Secondly, I still think that there may be other better ways to solve the construction funding problem of this project, but this will take time. Of course, since Mayor Wen has made a decision on this matter, I will implement it
That is. Fourth, regarding the Shangjiang Winery, I have specifically gone to this company to conduct research. I still think this matter requires caution. However, I will not fail to implement the document just because of my different personal opinions.
The mayor’s final decision.”
Mayor Wen nodded and said, "Okay then. Let's move on to the next topic."
At this time, Jiang Shan'an suddenly said: "Mayor Feng, I would like to remind you, don't think that you have a background, rely on your youth and think that you have a bright future and go against the mayor. This is not good for you.
Mayor Feng, I don’t mean any harm. To be honest, I was similar to you when I was young. I never considered the consequences of doing things or the feelings of others. Mayor Feng, please don’t treat me like this.
Do you mistake your good intentions for a donkey’s liver and lungs?”
Originally, after Mayor Wen made certain concessions, I didn't want to continue to worry about the previous matters, but I didn't expect that Jiang Shanan would suddenly say such a sentence, and my heart suddenly started to get angry, "
Mayor Jiang, please tell me on which matter did I go against Mayor Wen? Isn’t the attitude I expressed just now the proper attitude for a deputy mayor like me? I have said it more than once, although I
There are different opinions, but I will still obey Mayor Wen’s final decision. So Mayor Jiang, please tell me, what should I say so that you will think that I am not going against Mayor Wen? Also, what do you mean?
I am a person with a background, so please tell me, don’t you have any background? How about this, Mayor Jiang, let’s report to the Organization Department of the Provincial Party Committee and request to resign? I would like to take a look,
Is it you who can’t let it go or I who can’t let it go?!”
He was silent for a moment.
Mayor Wen suddenly became furious, "What happened to you two today? Are you still talking like a deputy mayor of the Communist Party? You are not principled at all! This is unreasonable! Today's meeting
No more meetings! Dismissed!"
Immediately, he packed up his things and left the conference room with a livid face. Everyone in the conference room looked at each other.
Jiang Shanan went out next. He sneered a few times when he went out.
The deputy mayor next to me sighed and said to me: "Mayor Feng, why are you doing this?"
I said bitterly: "Am I wrong?"
He came and patted me on the shoulder, "Brother, are things in this officialdom as simple as right and wrong?"
I smiled bitterly and said, "I know it's not that simple, but I also know one thing, that is, I never take the initiative to attack others, but that doesn't mean I'm such an easy person to bully. Don't you think so, Mayor Yuan?"
"
He is the deputy mayor in charge of agriculture and a good man. He also sighed and said: "Yes, you are right. I was wrong."
Everyone who had not left laughed.
I immediately stood up and left. I didn't want some people to spread rumors that I continued today's meeting after the mayor left.
When I went out, I saw Mayor Yin smiling bitterly at me and shaking his head. I pretended not to see it.
After returning to the office, I sat alone for a few minutes. I felt very depressed. At the same time, I also felt that I was still a bit too talkative in the meeting today. At this moment, I remembered that I seemed to be the most talkative person in today's meeting.
, and as Jiang Shanan said, it seems that I am really putting forward different opinions on every issue today. So at this moment, I have to think about a question: Do I value myself too much?
This is the first government executive meeting Jiang City has attended? So much so that I have an excessive desire to express myself?
I feel that I do have a great desire for expression. In fact, my desire for expression is also a sign of low self-esteem. I am indeed not familiar with local affairs, but I don't want to be looked down upon.
From this, I can analyze that there is probably another reason why Jiang Shanan targeted me like that today: he can't stand my self-righteousness.
This seems to include Mayor Yuan, who said - Mayor Feng, why are you doing this? Doesn't his sentence also contain a well-intentioned criticism of me?
Thinking of this, I suddenly felt uneasy in my heart. Then I walked out of the office door and walked directly to Mayor Wen's office. After knocking on the door, he said "come in". When I entered, I found that Jiang Shanan was also there.
in.
Jiang Shanan ignored me and looked ugly. Mayor Wen, however, asked me calmly: "Mayor Feng, are you okay?"
At this moment, I suddenly had the urge to withdraw, especially when I saw Jiang Shanan's ugly face. But I restrained my urge and entered his office.
, and then walked up to the two of them, "Mayor Wen, maybe I said something too rashly at the meeting today, and my attitude towards Mayor Jiang was not very good. So, I apologize to both of you here.
.In addition, I also want to say something to you two: I, Feng Xiao, am only talking about things from a work perspective. I really have no other ideas, and I have no intention of quarreling with Mayor Jiang. Mayor Wen, Mayor Jiang
Sir, no matter what you think in your heart, these are entirely my inner words. If I did anything wrong or said something wrong, I ask you both to forgive me."
Jiang Shan'an still didn't speak, but I noticed that the muscles on his face twitched a few times. However, a faint smile appeared on Mayor Wen's face, "Mayor Feng, everyone is not particularly calm today. Maybe it's because of the recent lack of enthusiasm."
There are too many things that go well. I am the mayor, so I shouldn’t get too excited. Forget it, everyone should pay attention from now on. It’s okay, you can go and do your work, I will discuss something with Mayor Jiang.”
I immediately turned around and left, and suddenly found Secretary-General Lu standing at the door of the office at some point. He smiled at me and nodded. I gave him a wry smile and left.
When I was outside the office, I heard the phone ringing inside, and I hurried in to answer it. The call was from Mayor Yin, "Mayor Feng, I thought you were not in the office."
I am still a little annoyed because I feel that I have been too influenced by her today. Although I think she did nothing wrong and her integrity was shown in today's meeting, I still feel that I was in the meeting at that time.
I regretted not being calm enough at the meeting. I was happy to vent my lack of calmness during the meeting, but it was not good for such things to be spread, and it also seriously affected the relationship between myself and the team members. (