I had some breakfast downstairs and then went to the hospital. On the way, I called Chen Yuan. I don’t know why, but I didn’t feel guilty about her. I thought maybe it was because my life had been chaotic before.
And it has become a habit, right? Or is it because she never blames me? Sometimes I think that we men are like children. If no one strictly controls us, we will tend to do whatever we want and be unruly.
Now, I was walking towards the hospital, but I began to feel uneasy in my heart. I was afraid of meeting Su Hua later. I was thinking that we just did that last night, and it would be very embarrassing if we met today.
But I could only bite the bullet and go to the hospital.
It was still early when we arrived at the department. The first thing we saw when we entered the doctor's office was Su Hua, who was sitting alone at her desk in a daze.
I almost quit, but was stopped by her smile. She noticed me, raised her head and smiled at me, but her smile was awkward and a little sad. I had to say something, "Have you had breakfast yet?"
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She shook her head, "I drank too much yesterday and my stomach feels uncomfortable."
"Why don't you eat breakfast?" I blamed, feeling relieved because we were both avoiding what happened after drinking last night. "I'll go to the cafeteria to get you some porridge."
"No. My stomach feels bad." She shook her head.
"Then I'll buy you a bottle of yogurt. Yogurt is the best for your stomach." So I said again.
"Feng Xiao..." she suddenly called me, "Why isn't Jiang Zhenren as good as you?"
My heart suddenly felt sour, "Senior sister, don't think about that thing anymore. It's meaningless to think about the past." Suddenly, I remembered something, "Senior sister, are you right now?"
Need money very much?"
"Yes. Are you willing to lend it to me?" she asked.
"How much do you want?" I asked her.
"One hundred thousand to two hundred thousand. Do you have that much?" she asked.
I was shocked, not because I thought the amount was huge, but because I didn't know why she wanted so much. "What do you want to use it for?"
She sighed, "Now that something like this has happened to me, I no longer have the dignity to stay in the hospital. So I want to go out and open a clinic myself."
I was even more surprised, "Opening a clinic by yourself? Isn't it difficult to get a license? And what if there is a medical accident?"
"I open a gynecology clinic by myself, and I don't know how to perform major surgeries. What kind of medical malpractice could happen? I already have a license issue, and Director Dong helped me get it done," she replied.
I felt very uncomfortable: Did Director Dong go too far? He even ordered her to leave the hospital after something happened. Such a man is so irresponsible. "Okay. I will go back and bring it to you at noon. But senior sister, I think
You still have to think carefully, after all, it is very risky to go out on your own. In the hospital, there are so many people getting divorced, why don't they leave because of this?"
"Do you think I am willing? I studied this major and managed to stay in this hospital. Hey! What else can I do now? I have nothing left and I am still looked down upon by others." She sighed.
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"Hey! Think about it yourself. I'll buy you yogurt." I also sighed.
This time she didn't stop me. On the way to the hospital canteen, I suddenly felt uncomfortable. I also studied medicine and knew what it would be like to leave this hospital. Su Hua was not Zhuang Qing after all, because
Zhuang Qing is a nurse. Not only the work of a nurse is hard, but the salary is also very low.
When I returned to the office, I found that other doctors had arrived, but there was no trace of Su Hua. Did she really leave? So anxious? I thought to myself. Then I thought: Maybe she did leave because she was afraid of seeing the department.
colleague.
Just as I was sighing, I suddenly received a call from the hospital office, "Dr. Feng, President Zhang invites you to go to his office."
Director Zhang? What's going on? I was stunned and hurriedly ran to the administration building of the hospital.
As soon as I arrived at the entrance of the administration building, I ran into Su Hua and said, "Senior sister, I put the yogurt on your desk." Today, I kept calling her senior sister, because in my heart I wanted to distance myself from her.
"Thank you. Feng Xiao, I don't need the money for now." She said to me. I looked at her in surprise, "What? The hospital doesn't agree with your resignation?"
She nodded with a smile on her face, "The leaders in the hospital said that the infertility center needs me."
I was very happy for her, "That's great. Senior sister, but you have to spend money recently, right? I'll give you some? I'll pick it up in a moment."
She looked at me with strange eyes, "Feng Xiao, do you regret what happened yesterday? Are you going to compensate me with money? What kind of person do you think I am?"
I hurriedly said: "No, didn't you say you don't have much money on you? I'm worried that you may have trouble with your hands recently."
She immediately laughed, "Have you forgotten? My salary will be paid today, and the drug rebates will also be paid out in the next few days."
"Oh. Okay then." I said, suddenly remembering it.
She looked at me and smiled, "But I still have to thank you. Don't worry, I won't stay at your place for long."
"It's okay. You can stay here. Zhao Menglei, her matter will not come to an end soon, and she may be imprisoned for several years. Anyway, I won't go back to live now. You just live there," I said.
She stretched out her hand towards me. "What for?" I didn't understand.
"The key," she said.
"Oh, yes, yes!" I hurriedly took the key off my keychain and handed it to her.
"Just this one? What if you have to go back in an emergency?" she asked me.
"I can call you." I said.
She gave me a charming look and said, "Feng Xiao, you are so stupid." I was startled, but found that she had already left, and I walked upstairs confused.
Dean Zhang was still very polite to me. When I entered, he asked me to sit down and poured me water himself. I was immediately flattered, and when I took the cup, my hands were shaking. I was very angry at myself for being in this state.
It is said that many Chinese people have a servile nature and become nervous and frightened when they see officials. Even the ancient tiger-fighting hero Wu Song was like this. When he first served under Zhang Dujian, he obeyed orders and was equally flattered.
Just like I am now.
"Don't be nervous." Dean Zhang noticed my state and said to me with a smile.
"Yes." I said, still feeling uneasy.
"I came to you today to ask you two things." He said to me with a smile.
"You tell me." I said hurriedly.
"Director Qiu will retire in two years, and the Department of Obstetrics and Gynecology needs a successor, so the hospital wants you to practice in advance and let you be the deputy director of the department first, so that she can take care of you first. No.
Do you have any opinions on this?" He asked me with a smile.
I was shocked, "Dean Zhang, how long have I graduated? There are so many senior doctors in our department. I am not suitable."
He waved his hand to me and said: "This is not a problem. Although you are young, you have not worked for a long time, and you have just been promoted to associate professor. But you have advantages. First, it is precisely because you are young. Young people are active in thinking and pioneering.
Strong. Secondly, you treat patients very well, and your medical ethics and medical skills are very good. Thirdly, you are currently the only male in our obstetrics and gynecology department, which is conducive to your future work. As far as I know, you are very good in our obstetrics and gynecology department.
She is quite popular in obstetrics and gynecology."
"Dean Zhang, I feel that I am still a little underqualified. Su Hua is one year above me, she..." I said. But he immediately interrupted me, "She will go to the infertility center soon.
Went to work. She came to me just now and said she wanted to resign. I didn't agree. Although she is one grade higher than you, patients have had objections to her many times, and her relationship in the department is not handled so well.
That's good. Besides, she didn't pass the professional title evaluation. We are a tertiary hospital, a teaching hospital, and the deputy director of the department must be at least an associate professor, right? Dr. Feng, let's not talk about this matter. The hospital has basically decided it.
Talking to you today is just a routine matter. Okay, let me ask you something."
I felt inexplicably excited, Deputy Director, I actually became an official? But I was not so excited that I got carried away, so I hurriedly said: "Ask me."
However, what he said next shocked me, "Dr. Feng, please tell me, what is the relationship between you and Zhuang Qing?"
"She and I are good friends." I stuttered immediately because his question caught me by surprise and made me panic.
"She is my niece, but I have never taken good care of her. I didn't know everything about her until she resigned. Hey! Doctor Feng, can you tell me? Where is she now? What is she doing?
"What happened to Song Mei's death?" he continued to ask.
"Dean Zhang, do you really know nothing?" I asked. Now, I have realized it, and I felt something from his words: he didn't seem to know the true relationship between me and Zhuang Qing.
He sighed, "You young people nowadays are unwilling to tell us anything. People of our generation have no idea what you are thinking about all day long. The same is true for Zhuang Qing. I don't know about her marriage, and even more so about her divorce."
She didn't tell me anymore. Later, I found out everything after I heard that Song Mei died in a fight. That day she came to me and said she wanted to resign, and ran away after just one sentence. Hey! I don't object to resigning. The question is, where is she now?
What are you doing? Later I asked the people in your department and they said that Zhuang Qing has a good relationship with you. Dr. Feng, can you tell me everything about her current situation? Now that things have reached this point, how can I tell her parents in the future?
Explain it?"
"Dean Zhang, she went to Beijing. Didn't you call her?" I asked.
"She has set my number on the blacklist. I called her from the landline, but she hung up as soon as she heard my voice." He smiled bitterly. (To be continued)