I immediately understood Chenchen's intention, and then I relaxed and went outside the music bar with her.
When we walked down the stone stairs together and entered the dim light of the campus, she took her hand out of my arm. She whispered to me: "I'm sorry."
I smiled and asked her: "There are many boys pursuing you in this school, right?"
She said in a shy voice, "But, I have no feelings for them. They are too childish, and I think they are ridiculous sometimes."
I laughed "haha", "I am honored to be your shield today. But I think it is their right for them to pursue you. Of course, it is also your right for you to reject them. But Chenchen, have you ever thought about it?
?Will your words like this affect the future of your music bar? You should know that for boys of the age group of college students, they tend to go to extremes in their thinking. In other words, now they are here to support
You do it because they like you, but if you reject them in this way, they may stop coming to your music bar."
She said: "It doesn't matter. I just find it fun. What I hope is that people who really like music can come here. It's not like I can't find singers, and not every boy who goes to my place has that kind of idea about me."
Yes, you are right, they have the right to pursue others, and I also have the right to refuse, so there is no question of right or wrong here. Hehe! Thank you, I guess I will be much quieter from tomorrow on."
I couldn't help but smile bitterly, and then asked her: "Are you really hungry?"
She smiled and said, "If you really want to treat me to a late-night snack, I won't object."
I also laughed, "Well, what do you want to eat?"
She said: "Can we have a barbecue?"
I shook my head, "No. That stuff can easily cause cancer. I remember telling you before. And you have a bad stomach, and stuff like that hurts your stomach. How about I treat you to some porridge? Porridge is good for the stomach.
.”
She said: "I just listened to what you said before, so I haven't had barbecue for a long time. Just make do with me for once today, okay?"
I looked at her, "Really? You haven't had barbecue for a long time?"
She said: "Yes. Why should I lie to you?"
I smiled and said, "Well, it doesn't matter if you eat something like that once in a while."
Then we went together to the outside of the university gate, where students eat, and of course there is a barbecue.
We found a small table and sat down, and I said to her: "You can order it yourself. You can eat whatever you want."
She went with a smile.
Only then did I realize that there were many people watching me. I immediately understood why Chenchen had to come to this place to eat barbecue: it was still the same reason.
It seems that I have to serve as a shield for her today. I couldn't help but smile bitterly.
It turned out that all the dishes she ordered were vegetarian.
I immediately laughed, "What? Save money for me?"
She shook her head and smiled, "No. I don't want to get too fat because of eating late night snacks. Also, I remember you said that all protein foods that are burnt are carcinogens. Is that so? So I
I’ll just order vegetarian dishes.”
I nodded, "But I do want to eat grilled fish. How about one? Have one?"
She smiled and said: "If you want to eat, I'll eat some with you. Hehe! I know, you doctors are all like this. You have strict requirements on the patient's diet, and when it's your turn, you can do whatever you want. That's it.
Right?"
I couldn't help but laugh, "It seems that's what you said."
We were chatting while eating, and then I accidentally discovered that the boy named Sun Hao was sitting not far from us, and there were several boys and girls about his age next to him.
I pretended not to see it and didn’t tell Chenchen because Chenchen was sitting with his back to them.
Later, when we finished eating, she looked at me and said, "Let's go. Is your car parked inside?"
I nodded and then asked her: "What time do you usually go home at night? If it's too late, you have to pay attention to safety. By the way, do you need me to find a place to live in this school for you?"
She hesitated and said, "Forget it. That will cause more trouble."
I understood immediately: she was referring to someone annoying her. Then I asked her: "How much money can your music bar make in a month?"
She said: "I can't make much, just three to five thousand a month. After I pay my salary."
I smiled and said, "That's right. I can give you a suggestion. You can buy a car with a loan. If you don't have enough money for the down payment, I can lend it to you and you can pay it back slowly."
She shook her head, "How can I afford to sell it? And I don't like to put myself under pressure. It's good like this now. I can't spend all the money every month. I think life like this is quite relaxing."
I smiled bitterly and said, "That's fine."
But she suddenly asked me: "Do you often use this method to pick up girls? For example, agree to buy a car for a girl?"
I suddenly felt extremely embarrassed, "Isn't the cost too high?"
She kept laughing.
I felt very awkward, and at the same time I felt a feeling of inferiority pervading my heart. I didn’t want to sit down here anymore, “Let’s go. I have to go home, and I have to go back to Shangjiang City tomorrow morning.”
She stood up after me, and I went to pay. It was very cheap, only less than a hundred yuan in total, and it was mainly for the grilled fish.
After paying the money, I turned around to see her. I found that she was looking in the direction of Sun Hao. I couldn't help laughing in my heart: What will you do now?
"Go and sit with them. After all, he is your singer there." I said to her immediately.
She shook her head, then came over and held my arm again, "Let's go. By the way, I want to go back right away. Please give me a ride. But I have to go to the music bar first."
I immediately thought to myself: Why bother? But I still agreed to her.
Then she went to the garage with me, and then I drove her to the music bar. She went up for a while and then came down, opened the passenger door and got in the car, "Let's go."
I didn't ask her anything because I knew she had just gone to give instructions to other people inside.
When I drove to the school gate, I saw Sun Hao standing there looking around, but he immediately saw Chenchen in my car. I also noticed that Chenchen's body was actually leaning outwards on purpose.
, she did it deliberately to let Sun Hao see her.
I saw Sun Hao leave the school gate very quickly. I knew that this boy must be feeling very sad and disappointed at this time, because I also had a time when I was young. At this time, I couldn't help but think: What if I was in high school?
If one day I suddenly find Zhao Menglei and a boy affectionately together, how will I feel?
So I understand this boy very well. There is nothing wrong with him liking Chenchen. What is sad is that Chenchen has no feelings for him at all. In fact, many boys and girls have experienced such pain. Perhaps, many people have experienced this.
It becomes mature after the process.
"Chenchen, do you know? He will definitely feel very sad. I have had such an experience." I still said this to Chenchen.
She said calmly: "What does it have to do with me? Do I have to like him? How can there be such a truth in this world? I still like Leslie Cheung, so he has to marry me?"
I couldn't help but laugh, "Leslie Cheung? Doesn't he dislike women?"
She immediately said: "Is it okay that he is bisexual? Many girls like him."
I couldn't help but sigh: "I don't know what's wrong with girls nowadays. How could this happen? I don't understand."
She said: "It seems that you don't know Leslie Cheung well. I think he should be an impeccable person. His character is particularly good, sincere, kind, tolerant, dedicated, rigorous, diligent, frank, etc.,
He makes people around him feel like a spring breeze. Many people like him and learn from him, becoming better and cherishing life. In fact, I was also very curious about why he has such great personal charm. Later, when I got to know him a little bit, I found out that if
He has such a great personal charm, I'm afraid it can't be said enough. His appearance is even more beautiful. His appearance is the first among the most handsome male stars in the Hong Kong film industry. Also, his fans
There have always been many movie fans, and they did not appear after his death. He has been popular since the 1980s until now. There are indeed many older generation fans who like him. These fans happen to be the generation who grew up with him and watched him become popular.
Quit and then come back. Now, in the past few years, fans born in the 1990s have appeared. In a few years, you will find that there will be fans born in the 1990s. As for his sexual orientation, my brother said it himself
To be precise, he is bisexual, but the person he likes is not the point. The point is that the person he chooses has been with him for nearly twenty years, which is enough to win everyone's respect."
I smiled bitterly and said, "I still don't understand. Actually, I have never chased stars, and I don't understand why those who chase stars are so fanatical."
She said: "Chasing stars is actually chasing yourself, because stars are the vague shadow in your heart. Maybe everyone has a dream of becoming a star, but if you want your dream to come true, you have to work hard, and hard work requires a method. Some people choose Chasing stars, but this seemingly simple path is not practical. In fact, I don’t like chasing stars, because I think a person can only develop himself psychologically, intellectually, physically, etc., in order to dream Come true, instead of just waiting and watching like chasing stars. You want to become a famous star, but find that you are still far away from them. So I have always said this: chasing stars is worse than chasing yourself."
I was convinced, "That makes sense!"
But she suddenly laughed, "I found that I became a little old-fashioned when I was with you, and the topics we talked about turned out to be like this. By the way, you just said that you also liked someone, but
What is your experience of not being liked by others? Can you tell me about it? "
I said: "Actually, that's not the case. I'm talking about what happened when my first wife and I were in high school together... Didn't I tell you about it before?"
She said: "Oh, I remembered it. I think your story is very true."
I said: "What is true and unreal? What I told you is what really happened. So, I think it is not the best way for you to reject him in this way."
She immediately asked me: "What method do you think is best?"
I replied: "Have a good talk with him and tell him face to face why you are not suitable. For example, you don't like being younger than you, or you think he is not suitable for a relationship while he is still studying, etc. The principle is to
Be sincere. In this way, he may not be in so much pain, and only by being sincere can you impress him and prevent him from going to extremes."
She thought for a while and said, "Yeah."
I immediately laughed, "Girls are beautiful and talented, so this is actually a troublesome thing. Haha!"
She immediately said to me angrily: "You hate it!"