I just sat there like this, my mind blank. Until the nurse came to remind me, "Director Feng, where are your medical orders for today?"
Director Feng? I didn't react for a moment. It took me a moment to realize that I was no longer an ordinary doctor. "Oh, right away."
Go to the ward immediately.
Ding Xiang looked at me with a smile. Her condition was completely back to normal now, including her beauty. "Doctor Feng, can I be discharged from the hospital?"
I looked at her medical records and said, "Well, just these two days."
"Then when will I treat you to dinner?" she asked me with a smile.
Now I was in a state of confusion, "Let's talk about it later. I'm sorry, I still have something to do." After saying that, I hurriedly went to see other patients. Finally, I went to Tang Xiaomu.
"Dr. Feng, can you see if I can be discharged from the hospital?" she asked me.
I took out my cell phone and looked at it, and found that there was no movement on it. "You follow me to the examination room, and I'll take a look before talking about it."
She was in good condition and the wound was healing well. "It'll take two days. She can be discharged from the hospital within this week." I said to her, then threw the gloves into the trash can, turned around and left the examination room. This was my first time in the examination room.
Failure to wash hands after examining the patient.
Just after I finished prescribing a patient's doctor's order, the phone rang. Of course it was Tong Yao. "Come out right away. Please wait a moment." I said hurriedly, then hung up the phone. After taking a few deep breaths, I calmed down a little.
Come and start writing medical orders one by one.
"What are you doing? You made me wait for so long! Seriously, why are you not in a hurry? Weren't you in a hurry just now?" After getting in the car, she was criticized by Tong Yao.
"I'm sorry. I was examining the patients and giving them medical advice. So it took a little time." I explained hurriedly, and then asked her hurriedly: "What happened? Menglei..."
"I really don't know what to say about you. Hey! I don't know whether you are a good doctor or a bad man." She sighed and started the car.
I was very anxious, "Tell me, what happened?"
She stopped the car suddenly and looked at me immediately, "Feng Xiao, I'm telling you, you must not get excited. You must promise me. Okay?"
My body suddenly softened, "Stop talking. I know everything." Yes, do I need to say more? It must be Zhao Menglei, she is unfortunate. This news came too suddenly, and I can't bear it.
live.
But she was telling me, "She avoided the cameras last night and hanged herself with the bag on her cotton pants. I only found out this morning."
"Why? Why did she do that? Tell me, why did she do that? There is no reason?" I murmured. The scene in my mind when I met her that day was full of her crying eyes.
, and a sad look.
"We don't know either." She sighed.
"I know. I shouldn't have agreed to divorce her." My mind suddenly woke up, and I suddenly understood everything. I suddenly became excited, "I shouldn't have agreed to divorce her! No! She actually asked for a divorce.
To test me, but I fucking agreed! She has no hope, no hope of living! Feng Xiao, you bitch, you are such a fucking bad guy! Feng Xiao, you are such a fucking bad guy!
Bad guy... ow!"
"You, please don't be like this, okay?" Tong Yao's voice suddenly became louder, "Feng Xiao, now is not the time for you to get excited! You need to calm down, do you hear me?"
But, how can I calm down? How can I calm down! I suddenly opened the car door and rushed towards the flowing traffic on the road! My ears thought of countless harsh car horns, and I suddenly felt that I had been hit hard.
Hit it, and then you don’t know anything anymore.
When I woke up, I found myself in the hospital. My whole body was sore. In front of me was Tong Yao's concerned and worried face. I suddenly remembered everything and hurriedly struggled to get up. "What happened? Where is Zhao Menglei? Officer Tong, you're right away."
Can you take me to see her?"
"Feng Xiao, you disappoint me so much. I didn't expect you to do such a thing. Suicide? Can suicide solve all problems? What does your death mean to this matter? The dead are gone, and the living are gone.
You have to live a good life. Isn't your current wife already pregnant with your children? Are you just ignoring them like this? Feng Xiao, why are you so stupid?" She sighed.
"I...I didn't want to commit suicide." I whispered. "At that time, I didn't know why I did it. I just felt that I couldn't bear it anymore."
"You didn't think of committing suicide? Then why did you rush into the middle of the road? There were so many cars and the speed was so fast. Fortunately, you were lucky. The car that hit you was driven by an old driver. He stopped the car in time.
Stopped. The doctor looked at it and said your injury was not serious. Oh! Really, I didn't expect you to be so fragile!" she said angrily.
I really didn't think about committing suicide at that time, but my mind went blank. But how can I explain such a thing to her now? Moreover, this is not what I need to care about now. "Officer Tong, I'm sorry.
.Please take me to see her now. I will never do that again. Please."
"You should move your body first and see if you can walk." She sighed.
I hurriedly got out of bed, walked a few steps, and found that except for some pain in my legs, there were no other problems. I felt that there should be trauma on my legs. I quickly lifted up my pants and looked, and sure enough, there was a big ball of congestion.
"It's okay." I said, and then asked her: "What time is it now?"
"Noon," she said.
"At noon on which day?" I asked again, because I felt as if I had been in a coma for a long time.
She immediately laughed and said, "It's just today. It seems that you are really dizzy. I am really speechless when I touch you."
"I'm sorry for causing you trouble." I apologized to her, feeling very embarrassed.
"Hey! You are so old, why are you still acting like a child? Let's go, do you want me to help you?" She smiled.
"No need. I can walk by myself." I said hurriedly. She laughed again, "Well, I can't tell you are quite feudal. Come on, I will help you out." She said and came to hold my arm.
.
To be honest, I really have some pain in my legs, and I can’t help but grit my teeth when I walk. Now that she is holding me up like this, I feel a little better.
"What are you doing? Clinging to my shoulders? Really, you're an obstetrician and gynecologist." She glared at me. I suddenly felt ashamed, because my decision not to cling to her shoulders just now was actually in my heart.
I am afraid, and this fear is precisely because I am worried that evil thoughts will arise in my heart. I am restraining myself from having those evil thoughts. I know that the occurrence of evil thoughts is very simple: I am a man and she is a woman. So I am very worried.
Ashamed, because in this situation I still have such thoughts.
I climbed on her shoulders and immediately felt better. The evil thoughts in my heart did not arise.
She helped me get into the car, then looked at me and smiled, "Feng Xiao, the driver who hit you was frightened. But I helped you deal with it. I let him leave without asking him to compensate. How about it, you don't
Will you have any objections to me?"
I felt even more ashamed, "I should compensate him. His car wasn't damaged by me, right?"
"Okay, don't talk about this. Let's go." She said, and then went to the bridge. I suddenly felt sad, and the sadness in my heart hit me again.
"We have contacted Zhao Menglei's parents." She said to me, "Feng Xiao, have you not told them about your marriage?"
I shook my head, "Because this is her second marriage, she doesn't want to tell her parents. I haven't contacted them either."
"I've wanted to ask you about this for a long time, but I'm afraid you might misunderstand. We had contacted Zhao Menglei's parents when we were investigating her murder case. Alas! They don't recognize their daughter at all now. Now
She committed suicide. Her parents told us on the phone that they should just pretend they didn’t have this daughter. Feng Xiao, why didn’t you take the initiative to contact them earlier? You are a husband, how come you didn’t even think of this?
?" she blamed me.
I felt even more uncomfortable, "I, I am really... ugh!"
"Why don't you ask me about other things about her? For example, whether she left a will or something." She asked me.
"Does she have a will? I'm sorry, I'm so confused right now that I don't know what to ask you." I told the truth. Although I had said so many words to her just now, I was still thinking
Blank.
She sighed, "We didn't find that she left a will. However, we found a small note in her pocket. Judging from the color of the words, she shouldn't have written it last night. It should have been many days ago."
I suddenly became excited, "What's written on that note?"
"Five words." She said, "Feng Xiao, I'm sorry. Just these five words."
I was stunned for a moment, and then burst into tears.
"Do you understand what these five words mean?" Tong Yao asked me.
I cried loudly, "She, she always felt that I was at a loss for marrying me. Because, woo! Because it was my first marriage..."
"Hey!" She let out a long sigh.
Inside the detention center, there is an empty room. In the center of the room is a makeshift bed made of wooden boards, with a white sheet covering a body on top of the bed.
"Go and see for yourself. We'll wait for you outside." Tong Yao said to me, and then said to the two policemen who accompanied us to the house: "Let's all go out. It's okay, he is my friend."
Immediately behind my ears I heard the sound of their footsteps going out.
When I entered this room and saw the white sheet on the bed for the first time, I shed tears again, but I found that I was much more awake at that moment. "Meng Lei..." I said towards
She called out softly under the white sheet, then slowly went to her side, and gently opened the white sheet above her head... It's her, Zhao Menglei, my wife. She looks so scary
... Her face was covered in bruises, her eyes were protruding, her tongue was outside her lips, and there were deep bruises on her neck. If it weren't for the small mole at the corner of her mouth, and the scar on her ear
I wouldn't have recognized her if she had unique scars. She once told me that the scar on her auricle was scratched by her ex-husband's nails, and a small piece of flesh was scratched off in that area.