It was already noon when I woke up, but I found that she beside me was nowhere to be seen. I suddenly had an ominous premonition in my heart, and I hurriedly shouted loudly, "Tong Yao!"
No response from her.
I was extremely anxious, and I suddenly felt empty and panicked. When a person has such a beautiful thing and then loses it in an instant, no one can understand this feeling.
I picked up the phone and called her. The call was connected, but she didn't answer. I continued to call, and after what felt like a long, long time, I finally heard her voice, "Feng Xiao, I'm sorry. I,
I’m going to Hong Kong today.”
I calmed down a little because she didn't say anything to me that we were not suitable. I hurriedly asked her: "When will you come back? Why don't you let me see you off? You have decided to go to Hong Kong a long time ago.
Right? Why didn't you tell me first? Tong Yao, I don't mean anything else, I really care about you."
She said softly: "I know. But Feng Xiao, I must have my own career. I don't want to be dependent on a certain man for the rest of my life."
I hurriedly said: "I don't object to you having your own career? I will support you in whatever you do. As long as you don't leave me."
She said: "I know. Feng Xiao, there are some things I can't tell you for the time being. You don't have to wait for me. I will stay in Hong Kong for a long time this time. I thought about it for a long time this morning and felt that I still have some differences with you.
It's a perfect fit. Feng Xiao, I am your woman, do you still feel any regrets?"
I hurriedly said: "Tong Yao, I want to be with you forever, not temporarily, not to get your body, but I really love you. Don't you still understand my love for you?"
Is this sincere?"
She sighed and said: "We'll see what happens after I go to Hong Kong. But I guess I won't be able to come back for the time being. Feng Xiao, each of us has a lot of helplessness, you and I are the same. So I hope you can
Understand me."
My heart was very heavy, but I still had hope. I said: "Tong Yao, I am willing to wait for you, as long as I want. I can also come to Hong Kong to see you next weekend. We will spend the weekend in Hong Kong together.
If you are willing, I will come to Hong Kong every weekend from now on. Is that okay?"
She suddenly became anxious, "No!... I'm sorry, Feng Xiao, I, forget it, there are many things I can't explain to you at the moment. I will change my number when I get to Hong Kong, and you can't find me
.Feng Xiao, that’s it, I’m about to board the plane. Now I feel that I have become a bad woman, and I feel very sad. Feng Xiao, this morning I suddenly thought of Fang Qiang, and I feel very sorry for him.
Let me think about it again and give me some more time. Okay? By the way, the car key is in your trouser pocket. Feng Xiao, goodbye!"
Then she hung up the phone. I felt lost.
After being dazed for a while, I suddenly remembered that I had to call her again to find out if she had real feelings for me. However, her phone was already turned off.
At this moment, I suddenly felt that my world was about to be lost again, but I was at a loss.
Suddenly I thought of a place.
I hurriedly checked out and drove down the mountain.
There was a severe traffic jam in the city, and I was in an extremely bad mood. I really wanted to step on the accelerator and hit the car in front of me! But I restrained my impulse because I knew it was a stupid and ridiculous behavior.
Finally we arrived at the restaurant where Tong Yao's mother was. It was already past two in the afternoon, and there were only a few customers in the restaurant.
I asked the waiter where the old lady was, and the waiter told me that she was resting in the office upstairs. I hesitated for a moment, but immediately went upstairs.
Knock on the door, knock hard.
After a while, the old lady's voice came from inside, "Who is it?"
I felt a little guilty, but I wanted to see her right away, "Auntie, it's me. I'm Feng Xiao."
"Oh. Just wait. I'll open the door for you right away." She was saying from inside.
After a while, she opened the door, and I saw that the old lady’s eyes were a little swollen, which was obviously because she hadn’t had a good rest. I said to her apologetically: “Auntie, I’m sorry, I have something urgent to ask you and disturb your rest.
Already."
She smiled at me and said, "Why are you so anxious? Look at you like this, you are sweating profusely."
After entering the office, I immediately asked her: "Auntie, do you know about Tong Yao going to Hong Kong?"
She nodded, "I know. She left today. This girl is getting more and more outrageous. She didn't go home last night. I asked her and she said she had an urgent mission. Oh! This child is so old.
If you have to travel so far away to work, how can you get married and have children? I'm so anxious."
She started nagging immediately, and it was not convenient for me to interrupt. But I felt relieved immediately, because the old lady's words at least made me understand something: Tong Yao did not lie to me.
She finally stopped nagging and looked at me sheepishly, "Xiao Feng, look at me, this is what an older person is like. Huh? Why did you ask me this? Didn't she go there?
Are you in Hong Kong?"
I hurriedly said: "That's what she told me too. I'm a little uneasy, so I came to ask you. Auntie, has she told you? How long will she plan to go to Hong Kong this time? Oh, I'm sorry, you just said that
She went there to work, and Tong Yao told me so. So, auntie, did she leave you her new contact information?"
But the old lady shook her head, "She told me that her work is confidential. She will take the initiative to call me in the future. I don't bother to care about her. Her job is like this, there is nothing I can do about it. Hey! How can a girl go?
What about doing a job like that? Now I regret it so much. If I had known this was the case, I would have refused to let her go to the police academy."
She started nagging again. After she finished nagging, I apologized to her and left.
Now, I feel much more relieved.
At the beginning, I was really afraid that she was lying to me, because we just discussed Tong Yangxi’s case together last night. I felt that with her usual style in the case, she would definitely find someone to go to the telecommunications bureau or mobile company today.
Find out what happened.
But she didn't, and she actually went to Hong Kong.
Now, I still feel that there is an incredible element in this matter.
At this moment, I feel both sweet and worried in my heart. What I feel sweet is that Tong Yao seems to have chosen me again. But I also have a kind of worry. Some people say that a man can win a woman's heart by conquering her body.
But Tong Yao is different. She takes her inner feelings too seriously. To be precise, she is a very rational person. In other words, she can know what she needs at any time. Therefore, what I am most worried about now is
One thing: She is more emotionally inclined to Fang Qiang, and now she is temporarily inclined to me. Maybe this is just her physical and ethical feelings. Because she told me that I am the only man in her life.
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Chinese traditional culture has a profound impact on women's psychology. Many women's hearts follow their bodies. In other words, many women believe that after their bodies belong to a certain man, they should marry this man.
Women in ancient times were raised in a boudoir, unknown to anyone, and never returned once they entered the husband's family. Before getting married, they were under the wings of their parents, and after getting married, they were under the protection of their husbands, away from temptation and danger. From the moment they lifted the hijab
, in her life and in her eyes, there is only this man who lifts her hijab. No matter how ugly, despicable, or unbearable this man is, as long as she gives her body to him, the woman will never leave him.
Life is his, death is his.
But women in modern society are more rebellious. Now more and more people are more inclined to Faye Wong's song "I gave my heart to you and my body to him." (To be continued)