I immediately knew the real reason for the uncomfortable feeling in my heart - Secretary-General Li once had the idea of introducing Su Wen to me. Although he refused, in my heart I regarded her as a good person.
A girl, so in my heart I don’t want her to be desecrated by other married men.
Men are extremely selfish in this regard. In fact, many men have such thoughts in their hearts, but they are unwilling to speak out. In fact, women are the same. As human beings, we are selfish in our emotions and treatment of the opposite sex.
Yes, most people have the selfish mentality of "whatever I can't get, others can also get some rest." And it seems that the greater the power and the more successful the individual, the stronger this selfish mentality is.
This song finally ended. It was a military song sung by Political Commissar Liu. His singing voice was even worse, and he was also a little tone deaf. I almost missed the beat several times. Of course, this was also related to my absent-mindedness.
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Next, Chief of Staff Zhang went to invite Ou Qing, and I immediately went to invite Su Wen. Political Commissar Liu went to invite the female comrade from the Organization Department.
Chief of Staff Zhang is today's protagonist. He has the highest level. Including things like asking for a dance, he can only choose first and then we can continue.
After the music started, I took her to the dance floor, but she didn't speak. What I could reach was her waist and hands. Her hands were very small and gentle, and the skin on her waist was very soft. My hands
The place is exactly at the curvature of her curves. She has a good figure. It gives me the feeling that there is no trace of fat on her body, and the muscles under her skin are very tense. Most unmarried women are like this.
I didn't want us to be so dull. After all, she was my subordinate. Dancing and talking at the same time was normal in the eyes of others. So I spoke immediately, "Xiao Su, thank you for today."
She shook her head slightly, "Actually, I don't like such occasions the most. You men actually don't respect us women very much in your heart, and you have to let us women go drink and dance with others. Mayor Feng, I drank.
Wine, just say whatever you want, don't be angry."
I smiled and said: "Xiao Su, I don't agree with your statement. Men and women are equal, but this society is dominated by men. Men want women to participate when eating, drinking, singing and dancing. This is
A kind of nature. This is just like you women having men when you have a party. Our world is inherently balanced, and men and women are harmonious when they are together. Isn’t it just eating and drinking together, then dancing and singing? We are not blaspheming your
Meaning. On the contrary, every gay man here respects you. Xiao Su, is that right?"
She said: "Don't we know what you men are thinking?"
I couldn't help laughing, "Xiao Su, your idea is even more wrong. Men like beautiful women, just like you like handsome men. This is a very natural reaction. But as human beings, we all have ethics and morals.
Restraint, what's wrong with people thinking in their hearts? As long as you don't put your thoughts into action. We can only control other people's behavior, but we can't control other people's thoughts, right? Also, as a person who is in love, actually
For two people, the first thing that attracts each other is appearance. It is the hormones in our bodies that work, and then feelings. So, there is nothing surprising about this."
She immediately laughed, "Mayor Feng, what you say as a medical student is different, but why do I feel something is wrong? I feel like we humans are like animals in your eyes."
I smiled and said, "Humans are just animals, just advanced animals. In addition to animal nature, we also have reason. This is the only difference between us and other animals."
She also laughed, "That's right."
I said: "Xiao Su, you are not young anymore. The past has passed. I think you should face your new life bravely and find a suitable person to get married and have children. This is the most important thing for a woman."
A perfect life. You can't do this now. Why do I think you have an instinctive rejection of men?"
She pouted and said, "I don't have one."
I smiled and stopped talking, because I had already heard that the song had come to an end.
We continued drinking until nearly 11 o'clock in the evening, when Chief of Staff Zhang proposed to end it. I think he was already too drunk, because he was besieged by everyone throughout the night. But everyone used a respectful or flattering approach.
Besiege him, and the tool of siege is beer.
Su Wen said she wanted to send me off, but I didn't agree. In a place like this, I had to be extremely careful. In fact, in my heart, drinking tonight was regarded as part of my job. It was originally the same.
Before going to bed, I sent Xia Lan a text message: Where is my child? Is he at your place?
After a while, she replied to me: We will take him back to Jiangnan Province tomorrow afternoon.
I was overjoyed immediately, but I only replied to her with two words: Thank you!
This kind of gratitude cannot be expressed in words, it can only be kept in my heart. Moreover, I can't call her because I don't know if Lin Yi is by her side at this time. After all, Xia Lan and I
We have a past, so the relationship between us also makes Lin Yi feel sensitive.
Now, I am even more grateful to Lin Yi. He really helped me a lot. Regarding Tong Yao's suspicions against him, I feel even more that it was a misunderstanding on her part.
This is not just because Lin Yi helped me, but more because I feel that Lin Yi has no need to do such a thing. It is still what I asked Tong Yao: crime requires a motive, but Lin Yi's
What is the motive? Since he has no motive, Tong Yao's suspicion is very ridiculous.
I was excited for a long time that night, and later I even dreamed of my child. In the dream, he was laughing and running towards me.
The next morning I finished all the matters, and then took my secretary to the city art troupe. Before going there, I asked my secretary to call Ou Qing and ask her to accompany me to visit the place.
Ou Qing was very happy after seeing me, "Mayor Feng, I didn't expect you to arrange time to inspect the cultural troupe so quickly. You are really a good leader who is resolute and decisive."
I couldn't help but laugh, "Xiao Ou, you are so flattering, why do you sound weird to me? First, I just went to take a look, not for inspection. Second, I happen to have time today,
So I arranged this time. As for the next thing, I didn’t think about anything. I told you yesterday that I don’t care about this, I just went to take a look.”
She said: "You can take the time to watch it, which shows that you attach great importance to culture in your thoughts."
Her words really touched my heart. I smiled and said, "Xiao Ou, you are really good at talking."
The Municipal Art Troupe is located in the center of the city, but they are all relatively old buildings. This unit has a unique advantage, that is, it faces the street. Therefore, all the facades of this unit are rented out, and I guess the rent is not cheap.
I secretly rejoiced: Fortunately they have such a facade, otherwise this unit would have collapsed long ago.
After entering the unit, I found that it was actually a courtyard surrounded by dilapidated houses. Judging from the architectural style, it should have been built in the 1980s. There were already people waiting for us inside, I thought.
It was Ou Qing who called in advance.
Standing here, I suddenly thought of Sun Lulu, and my heart suddenly started to feel sad. I was thinking, if the situation of the Provincial Song and Dance Troupe was not so bad at that time, she would not come out to earn extra money, and she would not know me.
If she would not have gone to work in my company, she would not have known Tong Yangxi, and all the subsequent tragedies would not have happened. Unfortunately, this is just a hypothesis, and the reality is so cruel. She who was once so beautiful is like this
He disappeared from this world at a young age.
"Captain Zhu, this is Mayor Feng. This is Commander Zhu from our city's cultural troupe." Ou Qing introduced one of the women, who looked to be in her fifties, to me.
I stretched out my hand to shake her hand, smiled and said to her, "I'm just here to take a look today. I want to briefly understand the situation here."
Captain Zhu looked very excited, "Mayor Feng, I've heard about you a long time ago. We haven't had a leader here for a long time..."
I smiled slightly at her and said: "Take me to see it. Take a look at it casually. At the same time, please introduce to me the current situation of your unit and your advantages, such as the current actors and so on."
She promised repeatedly, "Mayor Feng, our unit has almost no performances now. We only occasionally participate in county celebrations. There are currently more than 20 actors in the unit who can perform general performances. There are five solo performers.
There are more than a dozen dancers and two acrobats. Although there are two comedians on duty, they are usually doing their own things. Our unit is like this now. The leaders don’t pay attention to it, and we can’t find it ourselves.
When you get to the way out, just drag it like this."
I nodded.
She then took me to see their rehearsal hall. The place was also very shabby, and there was a lot of dust inside. It was obvious that no one had been in it for a long time.
I couldn't help but sigh and said: "Although your unit is very difficult under the current situation, you should also do a good job in management. Look at this place, no one has come in for a long time, right? I think, your
Actors have long been rusty in the business, right?"
Captain Zhu said embarrassedly: "It's not easy for us to have enough food now. How can we think about other things?"
It's hard for me to criticize her, because people of her age actually have a kind of rigid mentality, and it's very difficult for her to maintain this unit until now.
I slowly looked at the situation inside, then went outside to look at the facades, and then went to the other side of the road to look at the location of the cultural troupe. This place will definitely be demolished in the future, and this is their opportunity. I
I was thinking this in my heart.
"Go back." I said to my secretary Xiao Xu and the driver.
"Mayor Feng, are you finished reading this? You don't want to talk about your thoughts?" Ou Qing asked me in surprise.
I smiled and said, "What kind of thoughts can I talk about? The current situation in this unit is that there are so few actors and they are all unfamiliar with the business. Can such a situation be solved with just one sentence?"
She immediately asked me: "So, Mayor Feng, do you have any specific ideas?"
I looked at her and my heart suddenly moved, "Xiao Ou, what level of cadre are you now?"
She looked at me doubtfully, "Mayor Feng, why are you asking me this question?"
I smiled slightly at her, "Xiao Ou, I'm thinking, if the organization lets you be the leader of the cultural troupe, what will you do next? Do you have the confidence to pull it off?"
She shook her head hastily, "I can't. Unless the city gives me a sum of money."
I shook my head and said, "It's impossible for the city to provide money, but it can provide policies."
She became even more confused, "Policy?"
I immediately stopped and said: "I'm just talking. Let's talk about it later. I'm going to the provincial capital in the afternoon. I'll think about this issue again and then discuss it with the mayor in charge of culture. But I think there is still hope for the cultural troupe.
Yes, after all, this is an industry.”
She looked at me inexplicably at first, and then laughed, "Mayor Feng, although I don't know what your specific thoughts are, but I know that since you said so, there must be no problem."
I pointed at her and said, "You, this is called blind worship."