Tong Yao left, and before leaving, she glanced at me. I felt a complicated element in her eyes.
In fact, I didn’t expect that my child would like Tong Yao so much, and I was thinking in my heart that Tong Yao didn’t come to my house that many times on weekdays. I thought that the reluctance to leave her just now might have touched Tong Yao’s heart.
The complicated look in her eyes when she looked at me may be because of this.
But I don't dare to have hope in her anymore, because she changes her mind too many times. This is not just a matter of the number of times, but the most fundamental thing is that it shows her inner hesitation, and the result of her several hesitations is
My rejection.
In fact, I don’t blame her at all. After all, my own life is too dissolute. Of course, her status in my heart is completely different. I am willing to give up everything I have for her, including breaking off my relationship with Lin Yu.
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Because I think she is worthy of me doing that. Only I know best how important she is in my heart.
It's a pity that she can't forgive me for my past. In fact, I also have some doubts: maybe she is fully aware of my current living situation, and maybe this is the most fundamental reason for her rejection of me.
So, all this is caused by myself, no one else is to blame. Now I no longer feel as much sadness as before, because I know that if I have gained all this, I should lose it in other ways. This is also
Balance is also a kind of justice from God.
At night, when I was lying in bed, I started to think about another thing, Ning Xiangru's matter. As for the matter between Tong Yao and me, I no longer want to think too much about it, because I know that the more I think about it, the more I will think about it.
The more it is, the more painful it will be. It is no longer possible between her and me.
I was wondering what Ning Xiangru was feeling in her heart.
According to Kang Demao, Ning Xiangru seems to have figured everything out now, and she also regrets not cherishing her marriage. But I am thinking in my heart: Is this really the case? It may be true. But I believe in her heart
There must be a kind of helplessness in it. You know, this is her hometown, and all her career was here. So, I think she is just forced to adapt to everything.
But I think she is a smart woman. She knows that she cannot compete with certain forces, so she chooses to give up without hesitation. In the face of such forces, she can only play the role of the weak, and the weak must choose without hesitation.
give up.
In this month, she finished everything she had planned to do before giving up, and then took her husband and children to settle abroad. The bottom line was that there was no place for her in the country.
Therefore, I think she must have left with a helpless and sad mood.
Kang Demao also said: Ning Xiangru's satisfaction is only relative. In fact, I understand the meaning of his words very well, which means that he suspected that Lin Yi was taking advantage of Ning Xiangru's matter. I didn't say much at the time.
, and now I don’t want to dwell on this matter anymore, because I don’t hope that Lin Yi is really that kind of person. Although it may be understandable from a purely business perspective, but from a person’s conscience and nature
It's totally inappropriate to say that.
Now I just want to think about this question: It was Lin Yi who helped Ning Xiangru, and it was he who allowed Ning Xiangru to come out safely. This is a fact.
Thinking of this, my mood suddenly became much better. Sleepiness also began to come towards me. A person's peace of mind is the most important thing. Whether it is Zhong Feng or Ning Xiangru, they have chosen such a way to give themselves peace of mind.
road.
In the next period of time, four major things happened around me.
The first thing is that Jiangnan Group and Shangjiang Municipal Sports Bureau signed a formal agreement to jointly build a stadium. This matter is of course a big deal for me, because Lin Yi took over Ning Xiangru’s company and also fulfilled Ning’s promise.
Xiangru's promise to the Shangjiang Municipal Sports Bureau. Based on this alone, Lin Yi should be respected. Therefore, I no longer doubt that he took advantage of Ning Xiangru's matter.
The second thing is that the reconstruction work of the temple has been started, and Jiangnan Group is responsible for the construction of this project. The design drawings have been completed, and Mr. Liu has devoted a lot of energy to the design plan of the temple. The key to the problem is that Zhong Feng has no idea about the design plan.
very satisfied.
The third thing is about Yang Shuguang. He was really tough. He didn't tell anyone about his interests until the end. In the end, the amount of bribes he accepted was determined to be 500,000 yuan, and he actively withdrew.
The stolen goods. Now his case has entered the judicial process and is awaiting trial.
His family hired a senior lawyer for him, and I asked the lawyer privately. The lawyer told me that based on the current situation, Yang Shuguang may only be sentenced to seven to eight years in prison.
In fact, I know that it is impossible for him to stay in prison for that long. In the future, he can be released as soon as possible through medical parole or other methods. His toughness has earned him a higher reputation in certain circles.
I don't know how to evaluate Yang Shuguang.
From a personal emotional point of view, I still admire him very much in my heart, because not everyone can see the situation as clearly as he does, and not many people can carry it to the end like him. This person knows very well
His situation faced serious consequences, so he was able to grit his teeth and persevere until the end.
But from the perspective of national law, his situation is actually a tragedy for our laws. For me, I shouldn’t think about this issue from this perspective, because I have also trampled on the law. But in my case
There is still a kind of guilt and sadness in my heart. My heart is no longer pure, but it doesn't stop me from thinking like that.
The fourth thing I didn't expect at all: Shi Yanni was officially wanted. And Lin Yi was once again called by the police for investigation.
What I never expected was that the cause of this incident actually started from the mouse nest found in my home.
That night, my nanny did not dare to touch the mouse nest. She said that there was a person in their village who died after being bitten by a mouse. And she also said that the person who died was guarding the farm for Jiangnan Group. The nanny also said
, Jiangnan Group’s farm there is to grow some very precious Chinese medicinal materials.
To be honest, the nanny's words did not attract my attention at that time. On the one hand, I felt that some of the things Lin Yi did were beyond our understanding because some of his ways of thinking were difficult for people like us to follow. On the other hand, at that time,
My attention was not on that matter. Tong Yao's arrival made me excited. At the same time, Ning Xiangru's incident also made me feel sad. In addition, I suddenly thought
When she got up, Tong Yao seemed to say something immediately after the nanny's words: Who knows what these rich people are thinking in their hearts?
It turned out that her words were not said casually, but on purpose. She was deliberately diverting the topic from my attention.
Moreover, Tong Yao left my home very quickly. At that time, I offered to drive her back but she refused. She said that she would also go to a friend's house near my home to sit there.
I later learned that after she left my house, she immediately arranged for people to go to my nanny’s hometown. And the police who went there found the farm a few days later.
The farm is located deep in the virgin forest. The police made a major discovery there——
All the opium grown on the farm is opium, and there is also a heroin refining factory there.
There was a gun battle between the police and the people inside. It was said that those people were desperadoes. As a result, most of the desperadoes were shot dead on the spot. But they captured one person, and that person was the murderer of Doudou.
While investigating the cause of Doudou's death, the police discovered traces of that person in the hospital's cameras, and after comparison, they confirmed that this person should be the murderer.
Moreover, after interrogation, this man confessed to the fact that he had committed the murder, and also confessed to the method of killing him - first anesthetizing Doudou with a handkerchief soaked in ether, and then using a large syringe to inject Doudou into Doudou's blood vessels.
Lots of air.
Moreover, this person also revealed the person behind it: Shi Yanni.
This matter was told to me by Tong Yao, who came to find me specifically.
"Feng Xiao, now you know why I was so firmly opposed to you asking Lin Yi for those cigarettes? I have always suspected that Jiangnan Group is related to drug trafficking. Now it seems that they not only sell drugs, but also produce,
Making drugs." Tong Yao said to me.
I was already stunned by her story, and my heart was filled with extreme fear, "You mean, these things are all related to Lin Yi? So, have you arrested Lin Yi now?"
"
But she was shaking her head, "The police are just suspicious, because the arrested people confessed that they listened to Shangguanqin's instructions before, and then Shi Yanni. Shangguanqin is dead, but now all the evidence points to Shi Yanni. Yes.
Therefore, Lin Yi can completely say that he knows nothing about all this. Moreover, when the police summoned Lin Yi, he also said the same thing."
This is of course illogical. But I didn't dare to ask Tong Yao, because my heart was already full of fear. I couldn't believe that Lin Yi would do such a thing, because he didn't have to. But now everything
Logic is clearly pointing to him. (To be continued)