My heart suddenly felt stinging, and I was also a little sad at the same time, "Have you ever asked grandma this question? What did grandma tell you?"
The child answered me: "Grandma said that my mother went on a business trip to a far away place. But didn't we go to my mother's place during the Chinese New Year? That place is where the dead live. Dad, is my mother dead?
?”
My heart hurt even more: the child has grown up, and I can no longer deceive him. I nodded, "Yes. Your mother died when she gave birth to you. Your mother died because of you. So you have to
Be obedient, otherwise mom will be unhappy."
The child came and looked at me, "Can mom see me often?"
I nodded, "Yes. Mom is always watching you."
He asked me again: "But, why can't I see her?"
I was stunned for a moment, then answered him: "Mom is no longer in this world, but she can see you from the sky."
The child looked up to the sky, "I still can't see her."
I said: "Of course you can't see her, but mom can see you."
His face was full of confusion, "I don't understand."
I touched his face and said, "Son, you will understand when you grow up."
The child said: "Dad, grandma said that each of us is going to die, right? I'm so scared."
I said: "Grandma is right. Everyone of us will die, including me and your grandma. You will also die in the future. There is nothing to be afraid of, because everyone of us is the same and will die in the future. But we live
You should study hard and be obedient when you are young. You are still young now. Dad will tell you these things when you grow up. Okay?"
The child nodded, "Dad, I will definitely be obedient."
At this moment, my heart suddenly felt warm. The child is so cute.
His little hand was very warm in the palm of my hand. At this moment, I felt a sense of fulfillment that I had never had before. Of course, I also know that the child is still young, and the education process for him will be very long in the future. The child's
Education is a systematic project, and the fundamental purpose of educating children is to enable them to face everything in our world, including death.
At this time, I was thinking: If I really can no longer engage in politics, just taking my children to and from school every day would be a kind of satisfaction and happiness.
Thinking of this, my heart suddenly broadened and relaxed.
After sending the child to school, I asked the nanny to go back by herself, and then called my secretary Xiao Xu, "I'm doing something in the provincial capital today. If there's anything urgent, just call me. Normal things will wait for me tomorrow."
We'll deal with it after we get back. You can tell the secretary-general what I want to say, and don't arrange for me to attend general receptions."
Then I called the Director of Finance and asked him to seize the time to sort out the report materials and find someone to make a slide show. "The focus is on operations, as well as the achievements and effects we have achieved. It is best to be able to put the information inside
Content digitization.”
He asked me: "Mayor Feng, what is this thing used for?"
I replied: "The province will soon hold a province-wide financial work meeting, and I will make a special report at this meeting."
He was very surprised, "Reporting with a slide?"
I smiled and said, "Isn't this way better? I already asked Governor Huang for instructions yesterday, and he also thinks this way is best."
Then he hurriedly said: "Then I'll go get ready right away."
I said: "Hurry up and do it. I will definitely make changes after reading it. You must leave enough time and try to be fully prepared. By the way, this matter must be kept secret for the time being. After all, the official meeting notice has not been issued yet."
He responded repeatedly.
My idea is very simple. Under such circumstances, it would not be good if the information about this matter is made public, because it involves something that I have to report to Mayor Liu. The formal meeting notice has not been issued yet, how can I
Report? What should I report? Did I tell him that this was the information I got at Governor Huang’s house?
Some things can be communicated through other channels, but try not to be too direct. Too direct will give people a showy and shallow impression.
Then I called the driver and asked him to drive me immediately to the hospital affiliated to the Medical University. It was another affiliated hospital of the Medical University, and it was the hospital where my mentor worked.
In fact, some things are really boring to think about now. My mentor left this world only a few years ago, but she has been slowly forgotten by me. And only now, when I am going there to do things, do I suddenly think of her.
Come.
And her daughter Azhu.
Ah Zhu...is she okay now?
Yes, I almost forgot about her, but at this moment, she suddenly appeared in my mind. However, I suddenly found that my memory of her was so vague.
But suddenly there was an impulse in my heart, an impulse to call her right away...
Because I discovered that in my heart, I don’t really want to forget her. Maybe, I still have this urge for her to understand me now. (To be continued)