"There is no scientific reason." I said, and then laughed: "There seems to be this saying in rural areas, but it is quite a general rule. Special circumstances will inevitably occur. The most accurate one is B-ultrasound examination. However,
People who do B-ultrasounds in the hospital won’t tell you easily.”
"You are a doctor in a hospital. It seems that your obstetrics and gynecology department has B-ultrasound specifically for fetal examination, right? They will always tell you, right?" she asked.
I nodded, "Of course. But I don't want them to tell me. Some things are meaningless if you know the results in advance. In fact, most of us are like this. On the one hand, we are very concerned about our future, and we always quietly go to those people."
Fortune tellers predict our future, but if we really know our future, we find it boring. The beauty of life actually lies in our ignorance of the future. Do you think this is the case?"
"Brother, you are almost turning into a philosopher." She smiled.
"What I'm talking about is this truth. It has nothing to do with philosophers." I laughed and threw the book aside. "Go to bed. I'm tired today."
"Brother, did I affect your reading? From tomorrow on, you don't want to watch TV with me. You go to the study and read. Then I'll wait for you to sleep together," she said.
I felt warm in my heart, caressing her hair and said: "Silly girl..."
I saw Zhuang Qing. She was wearing a long red dress. The long dress completely covered her beautiful legs. The hem of the long dress was long dragged behind her, and the skin of her exposed arms was so fair.
Dazzling, her waist is very straight, her face is confident, her hairstyle is different from her previous one, and she looks like an international superstar. She is walking towards me, but she is walking sideways to my side, but
Her face was facing me, allowing me to completely and clearly see her proud figure and expression.
She walked to my side, then turned around and faced me directly. She was smiling at me, "Feng Xiao, am I beautiful?"
"Beautiful. You are so beautiful." I said, suddenly waking up from the shock of her beauty. "Zhuang Qing, you have really become a big star. I didn't expect you to develop so fast, and you are getting more and more beautiful."
Especially your temperament, it’s completely different from what you used to be.”
"Really?" she said, smiling charmingly at me, "I'm still me, and I'm still your Zhuang Qing." Then she lifted up one side of the hem of her skirt, revealing her beautiful pair of eyes that I was once familiar with.
Slender legs, "Feng Xiao, look, they are still the same as before. You used to like my legs, right? Kiss me here again and see if it feels the same as before?"
I hesitated, "Zhuang Qing, you are different now, I can't do that anymore."
"Come on." She smiled, then held my head, and then put my face on her round and beautiful calf. I started to kiss her there. It really felt exactly the same as before.
I suddenly felt the passion inside me rising suddenly, and that part of me began to react suddenly.
"Come on, Feng Xiao, come and love me." I heard her say from above my head, still chuckling at the same time. Then I let go of her beautiful calf, looked up, and found that she had already touched her at some point.
Lifting up one side of her red skirt, a pair of extremely beautiful legs was completely displayed in front of my eyes. Moreover, she was not wearing underwear. She lifted up her leg and said, "Come on, come love me."
she says.
My blood immediately boiled and I quickly entered.
The moment I entered, the familiar feeling suddenly reached the bottom of my heart. The depth, the feeling and strength of being rubbed, and everything else were exactly the same as when I was with her before.
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"Zhuang Qing..." I couldn't help but moaned.
"My name is no longer Zhuang Qing. My name is Xia Xiaodan." She said, moaning at the same time.
Xia Xiaodan? I was a little surprised. I woke up suddenly. It was already bright outside the window, and it was dawn. Suddenly I felt that the part of me was swollen and uncomfortable, and I had a strong need to urinate, so I hurriedly got up and ran to the toilet.
Chen Yuan was still asleep, so I gently got into bed. I didn't want to get up right away because I thought the dream I just had was so strange.
Generally speaking, the dreams we have are in black and white, but the dream I just had was in color. What I saw in the dream was the bright red dress on Zhuang Qing. In fact, I know that in the dream
The color is related to the emotion in the dream at that time. If there is a dream with color, the color in the dream will be particularly bright and vivid, and it will be beautiful. This means that my mood during the dream is particularly good and full of energy.
Romance and beautiful fantasies, just like fairy tales, represent that my inner world is filled with beautiful fantasies and longings.
This is not surprising. What I find strange is why I would have such a dream. Am I still looking forward to cheating? Still have such expectations for Zhuang Qing in my heart? And the name she said in the dream
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I lay in bed and started meditating. This is a necessary way to interpret dreams, because only in this way can we discover the real things in our subconscious.
After a while, I suddenly understood——
What I dreamed about was Zhuang Qing after she became a star, which expressed my inner hope. I hoped that she would succeed. Then I dreamed about making love with her, and she said that she was the same as before. This expresses
is also my hope. I helped her, but I don’t want her to forget me. And the name she said now is Xia Xiaodan. A small pill in the summer, red and very red.
Her cute appearance can relieve the heat and eliminate all diseases. I hope she can relieve all my worries at any time. No, there should be another meaning, that is, I hope she can forget the past, forget the pain she once suffered, and become a brand new person.
In addition, there is also a worry of mine hidden in this, that is, her past relationship with Song Mei and her relationship with me, because all these will block her future. In the final analysis, this dream of mine is full of
Hope and worry are very contradictory, and this contradiction represents the most real thoughts and worries deep in my heart.
Zhuang Qing... I called her in my heart and got up with a sigh. I found that I could no longer sleep.
After breakfast, I went to the hospital. When I left, I told the nanny not to wake Chen Yuan, "Let her have a good rest, and let her drink milk when she gets up. I also reminded her to take medicine. I took her to the hospital in the afternoon."
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Then I went downstairs, and when I saw the car, I suddenly remembered that I could drive to the hospital. So I hurried home to get the car keys. I couldn't help shaking my head and smiling bitterly: I was really not used to the reality that I suddenly had a car.
After getting in the car, I started the car carefully and then slowly drove forward. A few minutes later, I arrived outside the community. When I merged into the traffic, I suddenly became excited. It turned out that driving alone was so enjoyable.
This car is really easy to drive, like a toy. I found that I have a different talent for driving, and I quickly started to become proficient in it.
When I parked the car in the hospital parking lot, got out of the car, and stood there looking at the car, the more I looked at it, the more I liked it.
"Hey! Director Feng, did you buy a new car?" A physician passed by me and asked me. Then I felt embarrassed and smiled at him, "No, I borrowed it."
Then left in a hurry.
Director Qiu was surprised when he saw me, "Why did you come back so soon?"
"My wife showed signs of pregnancy-induced hypertension, so I had to bring her back. I planned to come to the hospital in the afternoon," I said.
"You have to be careful. The hospital bed you are in charge of seems to be full. I will transfer a patient to another bed for you," she said.
I hurriedly said: "No, just wait for two days until the bed in my charge becomes available."
"That's okay. You are a doctor anyway, so you can treat yourself at home first." She said, "You are now the head of the department, so you really have to pay attention to the impact. Although the doctors will understand, the impact will be severe if the patient makes trouble.
Oh no."
Although her reminder came a little late, I am still very grateful. However, she may not know what I think because the bed I want is not an ordinary bed, but a single room.
"Then I'd better start going to work tomorrow." I said.
"Since you have already asked for leave, please continue to rest. You are now the deputy director of the department. Please work a few more days during the Spring Festival this year. This way you can use your next vacation. In this way, everyone will also
I have a special regard for you." She said.
I couldn't help but smile bitterly: It turns out that being a leader is very disadvantageous.
Then he went to find the head nurse and said, "Please call me as soon as the single bed in my charge becomes available. My wife is coming to the hospital."
"Your wife? She's not..." the head nurse asked me in surprise.
Only then did I realize that Director Qiu had not told the department about my second marriage. "I was divorced a long time ago, and later got married again," I said. For Chen Yuan's sake, I thought it was better to tell the matter directly.
Well, there is no benefit in hiding some things. Even if people think I am callous or unreasonable, everyone will know the matter sooner or later. Rather than letting them know later, it is better to tell them now, anyway, it is already
It is a fait accompli.
However, what I didn't expect was that the head nurse didn't mean to look down on me, "Director Feng, we are all talking behind my back. Everyone thinks it is boring for you to continue with your previous wife. Hey! You really are, too,
bad luck."
I didn't want to talk to her more about this matter, so I ordered her again before going to the hospital parking lot and driving home.
In the past two days, I have been staying at home and reading in the study. I always have the urge to drive out when I have a new car, but I still try my best to restrain myself. In the meantime, Dingxiang called me and asked
I was free recently, and she even asked me to treat me to dinner. I remember the promise I made to her: I asked her to drive the new car for the first time. I thought: Xiao Li drove this new car for the first time, so you don’t have it.
It was the first time, so I rejected her. I said that my wife and I were traveling abroad and we would talk about it when we got back. In fact, I was worried about whether my heart would be recovered after it was released, and I also refused to myself.
The determination of a beautiful woman is doubtful, so the only way is not to have contact. Try to have as little contact as possible. (To be continued)