But she was still looking at me. At this moment, her whole person suddenly became dazzling.
Her beauty also fully bloomed at this moment. At this moment, I suddenly felt an uncontrollable intoxication.
The shock she gave me at this moment was like a shooting star passing by, like fireworks blooming. Someone once said that the beauty of a moment is eternal. I didn't really understand this sentence until this moment.
I know that her beauty comes from the flow of light in her eyes. Only a beautiful and emotional woman can shine with such dazzling brilliance.
She chuckled at me and said: "I don't mean anything. My sister is so beautiful, it's strange that you don't like her. And you can forgive her after she did such a big thing, which makes it even more clear. I
I know this sister, and she relies on you to like her, so she is so courageous. Why don't you find someone to supervise her when it comes to things like this? Aren't you indulging her in doing that? "
I couldn't help but shake my head and smile bitterly, "Ashamed. Forget it, stop talking. I just said it, and I didn't mean to blame her in particular."
She looked at me and smiled softly, "You are so good to women. In this way, when I meet her, I will hit her from the side. This girl is indeed too courageous sometimes. Even your money
She's too embarrassed to do anything. If she reaches out and asks you for it, won't you give it to her? Why is this girl so stupid?"
I was stunned for a moment, thinking that what she said was true. If Ruan Zhen really reached out to me and asked for money, I might definitely give it to her. But I immediately felt that there seemed to be another layer in what she just said.
He hurriedly asked her: "Ruan Jie, what do you mean by this? Could it be that she would deliberately embezzle my money?"
She shook her head, "I didn't say that. Anyway, I'll talk to her when I take the time. It's impossible for me not to talk to her about such things. It's right for you to tell me, so don't have any scruples. She and I are
Sister, some things are much easier to talk about."
I thought for a while, nodded and said, "That's true."
Now I really understand the true purpose in my heart. In fact, the reason why I asked Ruan Jie to meet is to ask her to ask Ruan Zhenzhen. In my heart, I have doubts about Ruan Zhenzhen’s statement, but I still
I can't confirm it. Therefore, the best way is to ask Ruan Jie to come forward and ask her. Of course, I have no plans to get back the profits this year, otherwise I will not tell Ruan Zhenzhen that I will take the rest.
Partly as her salary.
But I don’t want to be taken advantage of, and I don’t want Ruan Zhen to think that I’m a fool. But before I met Ruan Jie today, I really didn’t think about this issue as carefully as I do now, because I didn’t really want to pursue it in my heart.
Ruan Zhenzhen really means that, not to mention that I have to be careful in everything recently, and I don’t want anything to happen out of the blue.
But now after hearing what Ruan Jie said, I immediately felt that her method was good. In that case, it could at least prevent such things from happening. Of course, this matter is not in my heart.
It's not a big deal, so I think it's fine as long as Ruan Jie knows about it. It would be better if she could come forward and talk to Ruan Zhenzhen.
After finishing the meal, I asked her to take her back. She glanced at me and said softly: "I haven't been with you for a long time. Let's stay a little longer."
The meaning of her words was so clear that of course I understood it immediately. I asked her: "Where do you want to go?"
She shook her head slightly and said, "Just tell me."
I thought for a moment, "Then let's go."
Then I drove to the place where Zhu Dan lived before. When I got there, I found that it was very neat and tidy. Because the windows were closed, it looked relatively clean inside.
Ruan Jie asked me in surprise: "Is this your house? Why is it so small? No, why does it smell like other women?"
I had to admit that women have extraordinary sensitivity in this regard. I smiled and said to her: "This is a small apartment I bought before. A relative of mine used to live here. Now she has moved away."
When I was thinking about coming here just now, I suddenly found that there was not much sadness in my heart. After talking to Zhu Dan on the phone that day, after a period of self-torture, I gradually recognized this reality, and
At the same time, I also had a bad impression of Zhu Dan.
It was only then that I suddenly felt that Zhu Dan was actually a very purposeful woman. From the moment we met and broke up, her interactions with me had a very clear purpose. And her subsequent breakup with me also had a very clear purpose.
So suddenly, this further illustrates her purpose: once she feels that she can't get what she needs from me, she immediately breaks up with me and quickly finds her next target.
When I thought that she turned out to be such a woman, the pain in my heart suddenly dissipated. But then I also thought of something: maybe I am wrong. But I need my own mistakes, because I need to use a full
Convince yourself with reasons so that your pain will no longer exist.
In fact, we are often like this. We always have to find a reason for ourselves to do something or not to do something. In fact, each of our lives is full of such self-narcosis.
I went to take a shower first, then her. After I came out, I suddenly felt very tired and immediately lay down on the bed.
When she came out, she saw me lying there limply, and immediately asked me, "What's wrong with you?"
I said lazily: "I feel a little tired."
She came to my side and said to me softly: "Let me give you a massage."
I said: "Yeah."
I closed my eyes and lay on my stomach, feeling itchy and very comfortable. I had to admit that her ability to serve others was really extraordinary.
Suddenly, her voice seemed to come from the horizon, "Turn around and I'll press it for you again."
Her voice was soft and soft, very lazy, with a hint of desire.
!When I turned over to face her, she immediately smiled at me and then reached out to touch my chest. I rested my head on my hands and closed my eyes comfortably.
Her fingers were drawing circles around my chest, feeling the changes in my body. A numb feeling suddenly spread throughout my body...
She woke up and reached out to touch my chest, "You're so kind."
She nodded, "Yeah."
An evil thought suddenly appeared in my mind, "How do you solve this problem on a daily basis?"
She patted me gently and said, "I hate it..."
My curiosity has not disappeared, "Ask you."
She whispered to me: "Hand..."
I sighed in my heart and felt ashamed of the evil thought I had just had. I said: "You'd better not use your hands from now on, as it's easy to get infected. You can go to a certain treasure, which contains various artifacts."
She hit me gently again, "I won't tell you anymore. How is that possible? I won't buy that thing. Wouldn't it be embarrassing if others saw it?"
"How about I go buy one and give it to you?"
She laughed all of a sudden, "Forget it, that thing is impractical and not as good as yours. If you have this heart, just stay with me more."
I gently hugged her body and said, "Okay."
She immediately said: "You used to be an obstetrician and gynecologist. It is said that 95% of us women have experienced self-eating. Is that right?"
I was stunned for a moment, "I don't know about this. I haven't done any statistics on this. Maybe."
She said: "It was probably when I was six or seven years old. In fact, I didn't know that I was having sex before. I just liked the feeling of rubbing my legs together. The house used to be very small, and I always slept with my mother.
My mother also knows that I have this habit. I used to do this every night.
I was still young and didn't understand things at that time, so my mother lied to me and said: If I do this too much, the place where I urinate will be rotten in the future. I cried all of a sudden and stopped such activities. It was really stupid to think about it at the time.
Once you are lied to, you will believe it.”
I was very surprised, "You were like that when you were so young?"
She said: "Yes. I was ignorant at that time, so I felt so comfortable. I grew up later than most girls. I remember that when many girls had their periods, I didn't understand what menstruation was. I only remember seeing my mother when I was a child.
During menstruation, I always ask strange questions: Mom, why are there blood down there? Mom will say: You will understand when you grow up.
This explanation made me make a big fool of myself later. When I was in the fourth grade, a girl downstairs had already menstruated. She was the same age as me, but her development was earlier than mine. One day during summer vacation, she mysteriously
asked me: Do you have your period? I heard it as: Do you have a bath towel? I raised my voice and said: We have bath towels at home. My mother happened to be nearby. When she heard this, she laughed and said: Idiot, she is not talking about taking a bath.
She used a bath towel. She still didn’t explain it at that time.
Until the second day of junior high school, most girls had menstruation, but I still didn't have menstruation. I already knew it was called menstruation, but I didn't know it had another name: old friend. At that time, my deskmate always complained about stomachache.
I asked her: Why do you have a stomachache? She said that my old friend is here and I want to ask for leave from the teacher. I said: Your old friend is here, do you want to welcome him? She looked at me strangely and said: You
Don’t know what an old friend is? I shook my head in confusion, and she explained it to me.
When I was in the third grade of junior high school, I had my period for the first time, and my body suddenly developed and I grew taller."
I was even more curious because it was the first time for me to hear a woman talk about their growth history. Then I asked: "What happened next?"
She said: "When I was sixteen, many girls started to fall in love. I didn't pay much attention to it at the time, but I was really curious because I liked reading novels at that time. There were often scenes of kissing and how intoxicating it was.
, I was curious about how good kissing is. At that time, I had a short relationship with a male classmate in my class. In fact, I didn’t like him, but I was curious about the feeling of kissing. It’s a bit silly now that I think about it. I remember in the park.
corner, he kissed me.
I didn't know how to do it at the time. My mouth was still closed. The first two kisses didn't work, so he asked me to open my mouth. But I was inexperienced, and it wasn't until the third time that I succeeded. Once during the kiss
At that time, he reached into my skirt and wanted to touch my breasts. It was summer at that time, and I was still wearing a drop skirt. Because I was standing, I was frightened and stepped back. He almost fell off, and finally he
Didn't succeed either.
I didn’t know about kissing at that time, and I felt that kissing was totally different from what was in the novel, and that the novel was all a lie, haha! But maybe because I’m good at kissing now, I still like the feeling of kissing.”
I couldn't help but laugh, feeling a little funny, because I didn't expect that girls would go through such a process. I couldn't help thinking: I wonder if Zhao Menglei was like this in middle school? It's a pity that I have never been there before.
I asked her about such things. Now, I can no longer ask her, she has gone to another world.
She continued: "Actually, I still sympathize with my ex-husband. It can be said that the first time with him was simply unsightly. Because it was my first time, he was very miserable, very miserable, even worse.
Just a little bit, the whole life will have to..."
She stopped talking and gave me a "you know what" look.
Her charming little eyes made me have the urge to execute her on the spot.
Fortunately, my endurance was strong enough. I bit my tongue gently to keep my peace of mind. I asked, "Then how did you change this situation?"
She said: "I later had my first sex. That man was my boyfriend in middle school. One night he suddenly called me. It was already midnight and he said he wanted to meet me.
I.
I was a little curious, a little excited, and a little adventurous. My husband went to play cards that day. Normally, he wouldn't come back until dawn. I was a little excited that day and went out quickly.
It was winter and very cold. We met in a place. When he saw me, he immediately hugged me and kissed me. I don’t know why, but I suddenly became soft that day..."
I stopped asking her because I knew that she later had such a relationship with two leaders of the Provincial Education Commission. It would be very embarrassing for me to ask her about such things under the current circumstances.
But she continued: "Now I know that actually I am most comfortable when I am with you. It is a pity that I am not blessed to be your wife. But I can figure it out, like me
You won’t want me to be your wife with such a woman. I still know a little about your inner thoughts. Hey! Excellent men look down on me, and I look down on bad men. I don’t want to continue the way I did before.
Life, forget it, just live like this for the rest of your life."
I still didn't speak, because I could understand her inner helplessness. And what she said was also a fact. Of course, I could also understand her words as a kind of temptation.
After a while, I finally spoke, "Ruan Jie, no one in this world is nobler than anyone else. There must be a reason why you and I can't be together, but it's not all the reasons you said. From now on.
Let’s be together often until you find the right man.”
At this time, I found tears falling from the corners of her eyes... (To be continued)