Liu Baobao took the initiative to contact me again, which I didn't expect. Did she really like me? She even liked me to the extent that she didn't care about my two marriages and children?
Of course, I also understand that I should be relatively good in the eyes of others, but this further illustrates one point: girls today have undergone great changes in their concepts. In the past, men in my situation would definitely not
It will be considered by so many unmarried women.
But the situation has obviously changed now. As a single person, there are many girls who like me. Of course I know what they like about me: status and wealth. I never believe that any girl will fall in love with me at first sight.
.There is a saying: the so-called love at first sight is not love, but desire.
And I just had that dream last night, so when I heard her voice, I immediately had an instinctive thought in my heart that wanted to refuse.
In the dream last night, she certainly played the role of desire in my subconscious mind, but it also illustrated a basic understanding of her deep in my heart. Of course, each of us has different values, and there are also
There is no right or wrong, but I don't like this.
Her beauty is indeed unique, but it is impossible for me to choose her as my girlfriend. Not even for fun, because I have deeply felt the purpose of this girl. A girl like this may not be able to do well in the future.
It will cause trouble for me.
I've studied psychology and know what types of girls I shouldn't mess with.
In fact, Zhu Dan couldn't be messed with in the past, but she at least knew how to be grateful, so I was able to escape. And she also knew that I actually liked her very much, but she didn't know about me until now.
The fundamental reason why she cannot be accepted.
But even so, she did not make any more demands from me. Perhaps it can be said that it was my sincere kindness to her that moved her.
At that time, I was a person who could not restrain my inner desires, but now I am different. After experiencing so many things, I began to truly reflect on myself. Although I had impulses that night, they were only
It was just a momentary impulse. Afterwards, I immediately became sober and rational. Especially now, rationality has taken over in my heart.
But I can't refuse people forcefully, that's not my style, and no matter what, it's not wrong for people to have a good impression of me, and I should also thank them. I said to her apologetically: "Xiao Liu,
Sorry, I'm very busy recently and really don't have time."
She said in a very disappointed tone, "Oh. Let's talk about it then."
I felt sorry for her in my heart, and I still felt a little ashamed about what happened that night, "Xiao Liu, I drank too much that night...I'm sorry."
She said: "You've all drunk too much. Mayor Feng, I know that you are actually under a lot of pressure at work. If you want to go to that place again in the future, please call me and I will call my friends."
.”
Now I was a little curious, "Do you often go to that place to play?"
She smiled and said: "Where can we go often? We don't have that much money. That is, everyone wants to go, and then AA will go there. Or go to that place on someone's birthday."
I thought to myself: So that's it. I said: "I really don't have time recently. I often work overtime on weekends. If I have time, I have to spend time with my child and mother. I'm sorry."
She said: "I understand. Mayor Feng, I will celebrate my birthday next week, can you come to attend?"
I was stunned for a moment, and then I thought: I can't go to such an occasion. How should I answer if someone asks about my relationship with her? I hurriedly said: "Let's see if we can arrange it at that time. I wish you the best first."
Happy birthday to you."
She said: "Thank you. Okay... But I would be really happy if you could come. There is no one else, just the few from last night."
My heart suddenly moved: It doesn't matter if this is the case. But I have already said what I said just now, so I can't change my attitude immediately, right? I said, "We'll see what happens then. I'm really too busy recently."
She seemed a little happy, "Then, I will send you a text message then. I will send it to you one day in advance."
What else could I say? I said, "That's okay."
After hanging up the phone, I suddenly felt something was wrong: I seemed to be being led by her just now. And she seemed to be fully aware of my concerns, so she basically convinced me.
But to be honest, I still really hope to play with them. Although I was drunk last night, my heart was greatly released, and I felt young when I was with them.
Feel.
What are you afraid of? As long as you can control your desires and be alert at all times not to do anything excessive, that's all. I said to myself.
Of course, I won’t struggle with such things for too long. I am a person who does big things. I have a lot of things on my hands, and there are many problems that I need to think about on a daily basis, so things like this are quickly eliminated by me.
Forgot. In the next few days, I continued my previous work every day. I held meetings, inspected the construction sites of large projects, went to state-owned enterprises for research, and made a trip to the provincial government on the way. Within one day, I went to the provincial finance department, development and reform commission and other departments.
, we also invited the director of the Finance Office to dinner in the evening to discuss financing-related issues.
I received a text message from Liu Baobao on Thursday, and then I remembered that she had invited me to attend her birthday party. The text message she sent me was just one sentence: Mayor Feng, are you free this Saturday night?
? If not, then Sunday.
I suddenly felt a feeling in my heart: It was her birthday, why did she come to treat me instead? I thought about it and immediately called her, "Xiao Liu, is your birthday this Saturday?"
She said: "It's tomorrow. But I thought you might not be free."
I smiled bitterly and said, "You should celebrate your birthday on your own time. Don't think about me."
She said: "My friends all think you are a very nice person. We don't usually make friends, so they all hope you can come."
If I completely believed her, I would be too naive. Now, I clearly feel that her birthday seems to be aimed at me. This at least shows that she is very bold. After Kangdemao told her the introduction
After getting to know me, she actually expressed her affection for me time and time again.
I think it's best to explain things like this to her clearly. Many times, problems arise in misunderstandings. I have already experienced a lot about such situations.
I said: "Xiao Liu, thank you. Actually, I also think your friends are very good, and I also want to make friends with you. But to be honest, I feel a little awkward as the only male in a party like that."
She said: "Of my friends, two of them have boyfriends. Can I ask them to call me?"
I couldn't help but smile bitterly in my heart: Are you true or false and don't understand what I mean? I said: "Xiao Liu, actually I feel a little stressed. We are just ordinary friends. I'm worried that others will misunderstand me. That's fine with me, but you
You are still so young, if others misunderstand you, it will affect your reputation."
She said in a low voice: "How could it be? They all think you are a good person. We are all young people and don't understand many things. We all hope that you can teach us more so that we can learn more useful things from it.
.You are a successful person and you will definitely give us a lot of experience. Don’t you think so?”
Her words made me breathe a sigh of relief: Could it be that I made a mistake? Maybe that's the case, maybe I'm just being pretentious. I smiled and said, "Then tomorrow night. Since your birthday is tomorrow, it's best."
Don’t postpone.”
She asked me very happily: "You are free tomorrow, right?"
I said: "It should be no problem. I'm going to put some things aside. Well, I'll treat you and your friends to dinner. This can be considered a little bit of my appreciation. I won't buy you a birthday gift. Is that okay?
?”
My idea is very simple. Buying birthday gifts is actually a very troublesome thing. The trouble is that I don't know what to buy her, and I am also worried that she and her friends may misunderstand me.
She said: "How can I ask you to treat me? It's my birthday, so of course I have to treat myself."
I smiled and said, "You have just started working, and your salary is not much. It is not easy to save some money. It is better for me to do it, but don't worry, I will not use public funds to deal with it."
She still said: "It's really not possible. In that case, how can I be embarrassed?"
I smiled and said, "That's it. I'll make a reservation at the place where we had our first meal. How about that?"
She seemed to hesitate, and then said after a while: "Okay. Thank you. I'm so sorry."
I felt relieved immediately. In fact, I had another thought in my mind: I was really sorry for her last time, so I hoped to compensate her in this way.
Now that I think about what happened that night, I still feel ashamed and terrified. But it has happened, and the only thing I can do is to make up for that mistake.
I did have something to do the next night. Yu Yong planned to treat me to dinner and talk about the issues related to the five-star hotel on Binjiang Road. Originally, this kind of thing was not something I, the mayor, should be responsible for, but after all, that project
It is a state-owned enterprise investing, and it also involves the issue of future returns. More importantly, he wants to get some policy support from me, such as whether the reception in the city can be arranged as much as possible in the future, and whether it can be arranged in the future.
Problems with leasing out part of the assets during business operations, etc.
A problem like this seems simple, but it requires me to handle it carefully.
On the one hand, this is a necessity, and it is also a guarantee to ensure that this five-star hotel will not suffer huge losses in the future. On the other hand, this matter will ultimately form an unfair competition. Maybe it is not good.
If it does, it will be discussed by ordinary people and other hotel operators.
Therefore, I once promised Yu Yong that I must take the time to sit down and study this matter. At least I must come up with a reason that I can explain, and the most important thing is to find a way to get Secretary Rong's consent.
Secretary Rong should agree, but she needs us to come up with a reason, because she also has to face the citizens and businessmen. (To be continued)