At this time, I suddenly felt a kind of sadness in my heart: In the officialdom, it is not just about being honest. There are too many variable factors in the officialdom. In the end, we are all just chess pieces, and our destiny
In fact, it is in the hands of the person playing chess.
Since I entered the officialdom, I have summarized some experiences like this: The most important thing for a person in the officialdom is how to quickly adapt to the environment, become familiar with the rules, stand firm, and jump out of adversity.
What does officialdom look like? What different people can see and perceive are very different. If you do your job well, the leaders will at best think that you have strong work ability, but they don’t know what you think or do... In today’s society, many words are often spoken
It was said at the dinner table, and the relationship was cultivated in a smoky place where people exchanged cups and cups. After a meal, a drink, and a massage, the relationship between the two parties gradually became harmonious.
The problems of the common people are like the "Emperor's New Clothes". Everyone sees it and knows it well. If you don't pay attention to the occasion, don't pay attention to methods and methods, and expose the truth, you may have stepped on a landmine, fallen into a whirlpool, and become the leader's eyes.
as a troublemaker, thus making the previous image and efforts in vain.
In the officialdom, nominations and voting are just formalities, and only the top leader has the final say! As a leader, he can be personable and humane, but this may not be a good thing for his superiors. Walking in the officialdom is like walking on thin ice, even if he is
Trivial matters from many years ago may also be the reason why a more senior leader secretly stumbles or even takes down someone.
In particular, it is unnecessary, irrational and cost-effective to argue with the powerful superiors. How to quickly grasp the situation, win over people's hearts, and conquer the territory in an unfamiliar environment is very difficult if you don't have the ability.
What officials think is: if they can be promoted on the spot, it will save trouble. If they can be promoted in another place, cross-department promotion can also be considered a success. Therefore, some people use connections to open the way, some use money to build bridges, some use sex to build platforms, and office politics are even more complicated.
It is complicated, and the situation in officialdom has always been ever-changing. There are many people who are trying their best to climb up. Let's see who can have the last laugh.
Being in the officialdom is like sailing against the current. If you don't advance, you will retreat. Even sometimes, you just want to stay in one position and do your job well, but others won't do it. If you don't move up, you will block the advancement of others. So,
, whether you are working hard to get a job, or you are trapped in the red dust, and you are in the officialdom, the only direction is promotion and promotion, there is no choice.
I didn't have such an understanding before, and it was just a vague concept at best. But now that I think about it, it is indeed like this - isn't Mayor Wu behind me always staring at my current seat?
Of course, I believe that he will not have bad thoughts towards me, but his desire for promotion is his true inner thought. This is actually very understandable. After all, he is a member of the officialdom, a person who takes being an official as his career, and he also regards being an official as his career.
This profession serves as a reflection of personal life value.
Now that this matter has been clarified, I feel at ease. I slept very soundly that night.
But what I didn't expect was that I received a call from Governor Huang's secretary early the next morning, and he said to me: "Governor Huang, please come to his office this morning."
I still asked him, "Do you know what it is?"
He said: "I don't know, the leader just told me to call you right away."
I thought to myself: This must be what happened. Then I called the driver and drove to the provincial capital.
When I arrived at Governor Huang's office, I noticed something was wrong with his face. I suddenly became nervous and asked him cautiously: "Governor Huang, are you looking for me?"
He had a dark face and didn't ask me to sit down. I had no choice but to stand in front of him awkwardly, feeling even more nervous: Isn't that what happened? Is it about Udon Mei?
I couldn't help but guess, and at the same time I was thinking about how to deal with it. He took out a cigarette from the cigarette case, lit it, took a puff and then said to me: "Sit down."
I hurriedly sat across from him as if I was receiving an amnesty, and then I still looked at him worriedly.
He looked at me, "Xiao Feng, you know why I called you here today, right?"
I hurriedly said: "Governor Huang, to be honest, I really don't know. I asked your secretary, and he said he didn't know. I saw you were in a bad mood just now. I couldn't have caused you anything.
Is it troublesome? No way? I have always been an honest person and do my duty, so I won’t cause any trouble for you, right?"
He immediately put the cigarette butt in the ashtray, "You haven't caused me any trouble yet! I asked Director Li to think more about your affairs in Shangjiang City and serve you well, but in the end you colluded in private to serve yourself
Seeking personal gain! Do you think I don’t know what you are doing?!”
I suddenly breathed a long sigh of relief: Sure enough, it was still the same thing! I hurriedly said to him with a flattering smile: "Governor Huang, you misunderstood. Our Secretary Rong of Shangjiang City talked to me about this matter last night.
Yes, I have told her the whole story. And I also said that I am willing to accept investigation by any department in the province because I have not violated any principles in this matter."
He looked at me, "Really?"
Since there was not much pressure in my heart at this moment, my courage suddenly became stronger, so I told him the mistakes I had made to Secretary Rong last night. Since I had already
I have said it before, so it will be smoother to talk about it today. After listening, he nodded and said: "So that's it... At present, I have a copy of the reporting materials on this matter. I was thinking, I have everything like this in my hand.
Other leaders should also have the reporting materials."
I said: "It doesn't matter. Anyway, I didn't violate the principles in this matter, and I didn't use my power for personal gain."
He looked at me with sharp eyes, "In your eyes, is this what happens in officialdom? Childish!"
Only then did I realize that I had just gotten carried away, and hurriedly said: "Yes, I was too naive in this matter. But anyway, I didn't make much of a mistake in this matter, so I don't mind checking it out.
, I can bear everything bravely."
He looked at me, "Xiao Feng, can you bear it? If you are really found here, can you bear everything?"
When he asked me just now, I actually realized that his problem was not the issue itself. I said: "Governor Huang, I can take responsibility for everything. As long as it is something I do, I will not put the responsibility on anyone."
I push others forward, whether they are my superiors or my subordinates. As a man, I should be brave enough to take on responsibilities like this. This is my consistent principle."
He glanced at me and said, "Xiao Feng, I have nothing else to do with you today. Since you have explained it clearly and have the courage to take responsibility, I won't say anything more. You go back first, and this matter
You are not responsible for the matter, I will speak for you on relevant occasions."
I stood up immediately and said, "Governor Huang, then, should I leave first?"
He didn't come to see me again, so I left knowingly.
After I left, Governor Huang’s secretary came to take me to the elevator and said many kind words to me. I knew that he did this because of my relationship with Governor Huang. This secretary was no better than his predecessor Kant
No matter how bad Mao is, he is very good at seeing people and things.
When I left the provincial government office building, my heart suddenly felt desolate, because I had completely felt that the purpose of Governor Huang calling me here today was not for me, but for himself. After all, he called me today
The purpose of coming here is actually to let me express that attitude.
In fact, I was only truly accepted by him after I had withstood the test, but I didn’t expect that he still didn’t trust me after so long. In fact, I felt that he shouldn’t completely trust my words on such an issue.
However, on the other hand, I thought, maybe he just learned more about me as a person. With his current identity and status, he is definitely not in a state where he can just believe what his subordinates say.
I know everything about myself. I am thinking in my heart that if one day the organization really investigates my relationship with him, especially on the matter of Udon Mei, I will definitely keep it secret and insist on it.
She said she was the nanny I introduced to Governor Huang, and I didn’t know anything else about it.
If I can do this, I will definitely do it with my greatest perseverance and perseverance. Perhaps it is Governor Huang's understanding of me that is why he warned me again in this way today.
Now, I seem to understand everything. However, when I understand all this, I can't help but think about a question: Is it worth it for me to do this?
When I suddenly thought of this question, I suddenly felt alarmed: What's wrong with you? Why are you wavering on this matter?
It was selfishness and personal desires that made me waver like this. I immediately understood in my heart. From this, I also thought of something deeper: perhaps, those people who rebelled during the Kuomintang era may have something like me.
This kind of psychological process at that time?
At that time, many people had lofty and firm beliefs, but now, there are very few people with such beliefs. Including myself, I don’t know what I really believe in. If I still have faith,
Then the only thing left is your own conscience.
Therefore, I think it is inevitable that I will waver on this matter, because I don't know whether it is worth it.
I really don't know if this is worth it. Maybe, if I really encounter that situation, I won't be able to persist.
Although I have studied psychology and know where my weaknesses are, I know that in my current situation, if I want to resist professional case investigators, it may not be effective. Because I have too many weaknesses.
, a weakness that I cannot overcome.
I have realized this problem now, and at some point in the future, I will actually face such a thing. I know that day will definitely come, because as a person in the officialdom, it is a very important thing.
It's possible. When you are in the arena, you can't help yourself.
I can completely believe that most people in official circles today have such fears, but many people are just taking chances.