In fact, what I have really missed in my heart is Zhao Menglei. She was my first love. Deep in my heart, the beautiful feeling she once gave me will never be forgotten. Of course, I am only referring to my time in middle school.
, that wonderful feeling when I was in my hazy youth.
Since Zhao Menglei left this world, I have often thought about this question: If I had not married her, or even never met her again, maybe the memories in my heart would have been even more intense.
good.
We are often like this: if we get it, the beauty in our hearts will fade. The first love of each of us is pure, that kind of extreme emotional idealization. If we get it, we will find that the other person actually has it too.
Many shortcomings are not as perfect as one imagines, and the good feeling will of course be greatly compromised due to this.
At this time, when Lin Yi suddenly asked me this question, I hurriedly said: "Uncle Lin, I'm not in a hurry. There are too many things going on in Shangjiang City now, not to mention that I don't have such thoughts at the moment.
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He looked at me with a serious face, "Feng Xiao, actually I have always felt that there is someone who is very suitable for you. After so many years, don't you think that she is your true love in this life?"
I looked at him in shock, "Uncle Lin, who are you talking about?"
He was still looking at me, "Zhuang Qing. I know that you and she are very affectionate, and she is also passionate about you. But I really don't understand, why can't you two live together?"
Woolen cloth?"
I couldn't help but smile bitterly, "It's impossible for me and her. We can only be friends. Uncle Lin, you also know that things between men and women are often like this. The relationship between the two people is too close and too familiar."
, you will be more aware of each other’s shortcomings. Under such circumstances, perhaps it would be better for us to be friends rather than husband and wife. Do you think so?”
He nodded thoughtfully, "Well, that's true. Then, among the people you know, isn't there anyone who is suitable for you?"
I shook my head, "I don't know. I think the biggest problem for me now may be that I already have a shadow in my heart regarding marriage, and now it's difficult for me to quickly get out of the shadow of my previous marriage.
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Uncle Lin, today's economic situation is the most difficult time for your company, and it is also the same for our government. Therefore, now I must concentrate on solving the problems in front of me. Shangjiang is the whole country
This is a key reform area in the province, so I can't let anything happen at work. As for my personal matters... I'll talk about it after this period of time has passed."
He sighed and said, "That's true. Now that Secretary Fang appreciates you so much, this is an excellent opportunity for you. Not everyone will have such an opportunity, and you should really seize it."
I said: "Uncle Lin, you may not know much about the real situation of this matter. In fact, Secretary Fang doesn't particularly appreciate me. Our work in Shangjiang City is mainly done by Rong Shuzhu. Without her,
, based on my work alone, it is impossible for our Shangjiang City to have such a good situation now. In the final analysis, I am just an executor, but from the perspective of doing things, I am still conscientious. "
He shook his head and said: "You are the mayor, so you can only do this. I also pay close attention to it on weekdays. I think that among the administrative leaders of so many counties and cities in Jiangnan Province, your work in all aspects is considered very good.
As Secretary of the Provincial Party Committee, Secretary Fang cannot be unaware of this. This is actually enough. Feng Xiao, work hard, and maybe the province will give you more responsibilities before long."
I smiled bitterly and said: "Uncle Lin, I don't know myself yet? I am still qualified to be the mayor. I am more confident about this now. Because to be the mayor, you only need to do things seriously.
, you don’t need to think about too many overall issues, and you don’t need to think about the operation of power. In fact, I think it’s easier this way, at least there won’t be so many worries.”
He suddenly laughed, "Feng Xiao, you are wrong. In fact, you know very well in your heart that as a person in the officialdom, as long as you have pursuit, you will one day sit in such a position. This is not only because
Our country’s officialdom system determines what everyone in politics pursues.
Now that you are the mayor, according to the conventions of the official system, you will inevitably advance through the position of municipal party committee secretary in the future. Organizationally, it is impossible for you to remain the mayor, unless you are incompetent in your work, or
You made a mistake. But it is true that your biggest problem now is that you are not politically mature enough. As far as your current situation is concerned, being the mayor is the most suitable one.
But you should consciously cultivate your ability to control the overall situation from now on. You can't wait, you can't wait until the organization arranges for you to be the secretary of the municipal party committee before you think about such issues.
When Chen Ping was a boy, he presided over the work of cutting up the sacrificial meat in the village festival. Because he was very disciplined, the elders praised him and said: Good! This boy from the Chen family is really good at cutting! Chen Ping's answer is very insightful.
Ambition, he said: If I have the opportunity to govern the world, I will be as fair as the distribution of sacrificial meat.
The elders decided that he was a prime minister. What happened later confirmed the foresight of the elders - this boy from the Chen family had indeed become a prime minister of the Han Dynasty. This illustrates one point: Opportunities always favor those who have good fortune.
Prepared people. Although this is a cliché, it is actually true. So, if you are prepared now, you will do better in the future."
I have to admit that his words are very reasonable, but I am thinking in my heart: Although his words are very reasonable, and I am always paying attention to such issues, I can only keep such preparations secretly in my heart.
, but absolutely cannot show it.
The most important thing for people in officialdom is not to be in their positions and not to pursue their own affairs, otherwise it will cause a lot of conflicts. The former Mayor Wen was imprisoned and Mayor Liu sadly retired because of this. In the final analysis, our country is today
There are still very deep feudal concepts and transgressions in the officialdom system and officialdom consciousness, which are always taboos for people in the officialdom.
Lin Yi was not a member of the officialdom. Although he had been learning about the officialdom, and he probably thought he knew the officialdom very well, after all, he had never had personal experience in the officialdom, so he could only talk on paper at most.
Now, I find that I have really changed a lot. In the past, I felt that what he told me seemed to be the truth, and it also played a great role in my progress. But now I find that it turns out that he
It's not as tall as I thought before.
Maybe the growth process of many of us is like this. Someone once summed up each of our lives this way: when we were young, we thought our father was great. When we grow up, we will think that we are great. But when we grow old, we will realize that our children are even more amazing.
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This is how each of us grows and how we finish our lives. (To be continued)