On the way home, I called my instructor and asked, "Are you feeling okay?"
"I cried all night last night. I couldn't sleep all night. I'm fine today. I went to work. Oh, wait, she seems to be back. Do you want to talk to her? This child doesn't know what to do now.
Listen to me." The instructor said.
"Ask her," I said.
"Azhu, Feng Xiao's phone number. Are you talking to him?" I heard the instructor's voice on the phone.
I thought to myself that there was only one outcome from the instructor’s last words. Sure enough, I heard Ah Zhu say: “Don’t tell!”
"Forget it. This kid has this temper. Don't mind." The instructor said to me apologetically.
"It's okay. Teacher, if you have anything to do in the future, just tell me directly." I said, shaking my head with a wry smile.
"Feng Xiao, your friend came to see me today. I called him to report. Xiao Chen is pretty good. Hey!" she said, and then hung up the phone.
I was startled and immediately understood the meaning of her words. It was obvious that the instructor was worried and doubtful about my relationship with Yu Min.
Of course Chen Yuan was very happy to see me come home for dinner. She talked a lot and kept asking me how Ah Zhu was doing now. I said, how do I know? I have been at work today and haven't contacted her yet.
I did something good but Azhu didn't thank me. Of course I can't tell such embarrassing things.
After dinner, I went to bed. I was too tired last night. Not only did I want to sleep, but I also felt pain in my lower back. I had done too many things recently and my kidneys were severely weak. In the afternoon, I quietly went to the drugstore to buy some kidney tonics. I fell asleep.
I said to myself before.
Sleep is a strange thing. Once it comes, it is like an overwhelming force that is unstoppable. If you cannot sleep when you desperately want to, your heart will beat irregularly, which will make people feel extremely uncomfortable. Adequate sleep, balanced sleep
Diet and appropriate exercise are three health standards recognized by the international community. However, people generally lack awareness of the importance of sleep. Human beings are very dependent on sleep. A person can survive for seven days without eating and drinking only water.
Only survives for four days. The function of sleep is that the brain has to use that process to repair itself.
The medical requirements for sleep quality are: being able to fall asleep within half an hour of going to bed, staying up all night or waking up only once, not intermittent waking up frequently or waking up early; having no dreams or less dreams, not excessive dreams or nightmares; deep sleep, not seeming to sleep.
Sleep is not sleeping, or it is easy to be disturbed by the environment and wake up. Generally speaking, the human body's sleep requirement is seven to nine hours of sleep a night for young adults, one hour to three hours more for teenagers and young children, and one hour to three hours less for the elderly.
This is the sleep amount or time requirements of different age groups. (Readers, please don’t blame me. The pace of modern society is getting faster and faster, and the relationship between sleep and life is getting closer and closer. I would like to take this opportunity to popularize relevant knowledge.
.)
I just fell asleep when I heard my phone ringing. I didn't want to answer it because I already felt the discomfort caused by my sleep being interrupted.
"Brother, your phone number." Chen Yuan came in from outside and called me. Now I was completely awake. I was very angry, "I heard my phone ringing! I was sleeping! Didn't you see it?"
I don’t know if I want to answer the phone? I went to bed so late last night, and I was busy all morning today. I finally got home and wanted to have a good sleep, but the result... it’s true!”
"Brother... what's wrong with you? I'm sorry, I'm sorry. Just keep sleeping." Chen Yuan said in a panic.
I suddenly felt that I had gone too far, but I was unwilling to admit it, so I immediately covered myself in the bed again. I heard the sound of Chen Yuan closing the door.
I couldn't sleep anymore. I felt guilty for being angry just now, and who called that phone call? I got out of the bed, went to get the phone and looked at it. I quickly dialed back. It was Ah Zhu.
She didn't answer the call. She called several times and kept doing the same thing. She suddenly felt panicked. After thinking about it, she hurriedly called her instructor.
"Feng Xiao, it's nap time." The instructor was very unhappy.
I then remembered that she stayed up all night last night, and apologized hastily: "Azhu just called me, but I didn't hear her. I called back several times and she didn't answer. I'm a little worried."
"I'm going to take a look. She's been in her room all the time. It's really worrying for such a big child! Oh!" The instructor sighed. He heard her "swishy" getting up from the phone.
There was a sound, then footsteps, a knock on the door, and then the instructor’s call, “Azhu.”
"You have made me miserable all night, and I won't let you take a good nap!" I immediately heard Ah Zhu say on the phone.
I suddenly smiled bitterly: Why are you still acting like a child? Now it's better, the whole nap is completely useless. Because such a tossing made it difficult for me to fall asleep again, and after tossing and turning for a while, I realized that it was almost time to go to work.
After getting up, I found Chen Yuan sitting alone on the sofa watching TV. I felt guilty, "Yuanyuan, I'm sorry, I shouldn't lose my temper with you. I went to work."
She didn't come to see me, her eyes were always on the TV screen, and she didn't speak.
I looked at the time and said, "Don't be angry. Being angry is not good for the child. Yuanyuan, I'm sorry, I'll be back early in the evening."
"Brother, I'm not angry. I just feel like something's not right with you lately. You didn't lose your temper so often before." She finally spoke.
"The main reason is that I didn't get enough rest, so I got grumpy. I'm sorry." I said and hurried out, still feeling guilty.
I found that I have indeed had a bad temper recently as she said. I think that in addition to poor sleep, it is more because of my inner contradictions. On the one hand, I want to become a
A good husband, I want to start working on my academic project, but on the other hand, I can't stand the temptation of things outside. Money, women, and worldly relationships. It is this contradictory state of mind that makes me burst into bad moods from time to time.
The temper comes.
But I regret it, and I regret it every time I get angry. Because I feel that I should not lose my temper at Chen Yuan. As a man, I know that I have gone too far in many ways, but Chen Yuan almost never blamed me.
, not even a slight criticism. What’s more, she is still pregnant.
Sometimes I think that it may not be a good thing for a woman to be too kind to me. That may cause me to not care about her, and may also cause me to be unrestrained and become wanton. In fact,
After all, men need strong supervision just like today's officials. The Discipline Inspection Commission is like a wife like Chen Yuan. It would be strange if officials don't become bad.
On the way to the hospital, I couldn't help but think about it. After I stopped the car, I started to worry about one thing - should I go to the equipment office in the afternoon?
The guilt at noon made me want to change my mind. To be honest, there is one thing I admire about Yu Min, because I found that she and Kang Demao have something in common, that is, they are both straightforward and have the courage to speak their true thoughts in front of me.
Kang Demao said that his purpose was to get to know Lin Yu through me, and that he wanted to use some connections to rise up. Yu Min said that she found that I was not an ordinary person, so she wanted to get the help she needed through me.
The key to the problem is that their needs are not a very difficult thing for me. Also, Kang Demao’s goal is to serve as an official and benefit the country. His ideal is very noble. For me, in
There is still an idealization in the deepest part of the mind, such as the realm that Kang Demao pursues, so I think helping him is actually a way to realize his own idealization. But Yu Min's pursuit is more
It's simple, she just wants to live. No, there is Lin Yi, he seems to be the same as Kang Demao. He has already explained his intentions to me. And he also has his ideals, and they are also very noble——
Earn more money and help more poor people.
Therefore, I feel that I should help Yu Min even more. She just wants to live a life like a normal person. In the future, she will have her own children, have food to eat, and have a house to live in.
So I stayed in the department for a while and then headed towards the administration building.
The hospital is still at noon and evening, but in the morning and evening when people get off work, it gives people a dynamic feeling: there are people walking everywhere. This feeling makes me feel a little strange. I think I have this strange feeling.
The reason for the feeling comes entirely from today’s noon——
When I was driving to work, I did not move on the road for about ten minutes because all the vehicles were blocked by the police. It was said that a motorcade of a certain big leader was passing by. During those ten minutes, everything was silent, as if the world
Time has stopped flowing. Ten minutes later, when a motorcade passed majestically, with a gesture from the police, the world suddenly became active and vivid, and the still time began to flow again, with the sound of car horns and
The roar suddenly sounded, making me feel like I was still living in this world.
Now, the hospital is particularly lively. People in the administration building have begun to work, and many people are starting to move around here. This is like the brain of our hospital, which directs and controls the entire hospital.
everything of.
For the first time I had a sacred and mysterious feeling about this place. I started going upstairs.
I met a person at the stairway on the second floor. "Xiao Feng, I was talking about looking for you. Come to my office right away."
It's President Zhang. He recently became the chief director of our hospital.
"Look at this." After arriving at his hospital, he handed me a magazine. The magazine was open and had colorful pages. I saw the picture above, and Zhuang Qing was in the picture.
"What kind of magazine is this?" I asked, and then I looked at the cover and found that it was a common entertainment magazine. "Dean Zhang, isn't this Zhuang Qing? I didn't expect that she has developed so well." (To be completed.)