Judging from today's situation, Governor Wang is quite polite to me and is not as cold-faced to me as before.
However, I felt that there was a kind of hostility in his gentleness towards me, because I had always been obedient and polite in front of him, and he had never taken the initiative to say a word to me. Therefore, I was extra cautious in my heart.
After returning to the Beijing Office, we took Governor Wang to his room and then left.
After I came out, I quietly told Li Wenwu, "If anything happens tonight, call me right away. A leader from Beijing wants to discuss something with me, and we may have to drink."
He agreed repeatedly, and then said to me: "Mayor Feng, Su Wen and her boyfriend are cheating. If you have time, talk to her, okay? Thank you."
I looked at him and said, "What should I talk to her about? That is her private matter. If you want to talk about it, you are the best person."
He was a little embarrassed, "Mayor Feng, I don't mean anything else, I just think she listens to you more. You are her leader, and she admires you very much."
In fact, I know what he really thinks in his heart. After all, he still hopes that I can fall in love with his cousin, but I really don’t have such thoughts in my heart. Especially after what happened to Shen Bingbing and I recently.
After the relationship, I felt more and more that I was still falling, so I didn’t want to hurt a good woman again.
In the evening, a group of us stayed at the Liaison Office in Beijing. I went back to the room and changed my clothes. Then I took the changed clothes to the service desk and asked them to dry clean them for me. Dry cleaning clothes for leaders is a common job of the Liaison Office in Beijing.
services.
Then I was about to go out to take a taxi. At this time, Su Wen appeared in front of me, and she called me: "Mayor Feng, are you still going out?"
I nodded to her, "Director Hou said he wanted to buy me a drink. He was so enthusiastic that I couldn't refuse."
Only then did I realize that she had changed out of the clothes she was wearing when she came out, and was now wearing a windbreaker, which made her look very elegant, so I praised her by the way: "Your clothes are good.
"
She blushed and said, "Thank you. Mayor Feng, I'm a little nervous now and worried that I won't be able to do the job here well."
I looked at her and said, "Slowly you will adapt. Just follow the instructions of the leaders of the Beijing Office. Of course, you should also become familiar with everything here as soon as possible, especially the routine work procedures."
She nodded, "Yeah."
I looked at her again and said to her in a low voice: "Working here, the most important thing you need to do is to stick to your bottom line. You are a lesbian, and you are so beautiful... Su Wen, you should understand
What do I mean by this? This is my most sincere reminder to you. I hope you will always remember my words."
She immediately came to look at me and said, "Mayor Feng, what do you mean by this? I don't quite understand."
I sighed: "Maybe you will know it in the future."
Then I left directly, thinking in my heart: Who knows what her future path will be?
As for Su Wen, I feel that this is all I can do, and there are some things I cannot speak too clearly. For a person of my status, being able to speak to such an extent is actually a kind of risk.
Sometimes helping people may not necessarily lead to good rewards, but will cause a lot of trouble. So what I just said to her can only go so far, and I also believe that when Su Wen encounters certain things in the future,
Then you will understand the true meaning of my words.
Each of us has our own destiny. Others cannot control it. At most, they can only give some reminders or suggestions. There was a time in the past when I often lamented the impermanence of destiny. I always felt that a person's destiny was beyond our control. However,
Now, my concept has changed somewhat.
In fact, many times we can completely control our own destiny. For example, Su Wen now, if she can stick to her principles, at least she will not be criticized for her future, and she will get more benefits as a result.
Everyone respects her. Otherwise, she is likely to follow Wu Shuang's old path.
Although Wu Shuang is now the county magistrate, she is a tragedy. In the final analysis, she is just a small chess piece in the hands of others, and I am not optimistic about her future until now. A small chess piece can be used at any time
discarded.
Of course, I am also a small chess piece, but I have been trying to make myself more important. In fact, I also know that my biggest problem is still my inability to restrain my desires, and I have already realized that this is likely to be a problem for me in the future.
The source of the problem.
Therefore, I have repeatedly warned myself that I must overcome this problem. It is precisely because of this that I am always struggling between reason and desire. This struggle is like the string of a bow. Over time, it will make me feel very uncomfortable.
When you feel tired, deep down in your heart you begin to yearn for relaxation.
What happened between Shen Bingbing and I was the result of my desire to relax. Now I discovered that my bow cannot be relaxed. Once it is relaxed, I will indulge myself even more. Now that I think about it, I was really right
I was too indulgent. What happened between Shen Bingbing and I should not have happened at all. It should not have happened at all!
As for Su Wen, to be honest, I am skeptical about her ability to hold on to the bottom line in the future. I think at the beginning, she seemed so wavering in front of Secretary Chen. Although she held on in the end, I think that was just her.
A kind of luck. Just imagine, if the time of Secretary Chen's accident was delayed for more than a year, would Su Wen be able to hold on in the end?
Looking back on her situation at that time, I think it was almost impossible. Now and in the future, Su Wen will face greater power pressure and temptation, and I don't have much luck with her future.
In the taxi going to Leng Rushuang's private club, I kept sighing in my heart. I was thinking that if I agreed to the relationship with Su Wen, I might be able to change her fate. At this moment, I
Suddenly thinking of the recent times that Li Wenwu came to see me, I suddenly understood: Perhaps Li Wenwu also realized how much power pressure and temptation Su Wen might experience in the future, so he tried this last attempt.
The purpose is very simple, that is to save his cousin.
The night in Beijing is particularly beautiful today. There is a bright full moon in the night sky, but its brightness can only be felt by looking up, because all we see in front of us are the colorful neon lights of the city.
Under the neon lights of the city, people's desires are everywhere. No matter how bright the moonlight is, it can't change the city's night sky much. Only when the night fades and the sun shines, will the city return to its natural brightness.