I personally sent Peter back to the hotel. But I didn’t want to rush back to Shangjiang City tonight, because I thought I should go to Governor Wang tomorrow to listen to his specific opinions on this matter.
instruct.
I don’t hope that there will be any problems in our signing ceremony because of my mistakes at work. This project is not only very important to our Shangjiang City, it is also a high-profile event throughout the province.
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After leaving the hotel, I went directly to the place where I was with Ruan Jie yesterday, and then started calling Ruan Jie. It took a long time for her to arrive.
I know that now we both cherish every moment we can be together. Free time is already a very luxurious thing for us. Especially me, I can take time to spend time with her.
It is not an easy thing to do together. The day after tomorrow, I will go to Beijing again. There may be many things waiting for me to deal with after coming back from Beijing.
I had already finished taking a bath when she came. She probably went back to make arrangements for the child before coming.
The next morning, when I woke up, I found that her eyes were open. I was very surprised and asked her: "Did you not sleep last night? Or were you already awake?"
She smiled at me and said, "I, I don't think I can be with you in the future."
I was very surprised, "Why?"
She sighed softly, "I'm worried that I will fall in love with you and then be unable to extricate myself."
I fell silent immediately, and then said after a while: "I said, it's impossible for us. Maybe we can continue like this."
She shook her head, "I already like you, don't you know? I feel that I am so happy every time I am with you. It is you who make me feel that being a woman is such a happiness."
I seemed to understand a little bit, "Ruan Jie, we just need each other. I need you, and you need me, isn't that it?"
She was silent for a moment, "Yes, I know. But... forget it, that's it. I want to be able to spend more time with you in the future."
Her words made me feel hesitant. Only I knew in my heart that it would be impossible for me to marry her, because I really don’t have that kind of emotion for her. As it is now, the two of us are
Maybe it can go on forever, but once you get married, maybe everything will change.
After a while, I said: "I'm going to get up. I'm going to Governor Wang in the morning."
She immediately came over and hugged me, "Don't worry, I just said that."
I smiled and said, "I know. You and I are both adults and have experienced so much, so we are both sensible."
She nodded, "Yeah."
Immediately, she came to touch my face and said, "There is something I have always wanted to tell you, but I felt it was difficult to say it."
I said nonchalantly: "Tell me, is there anything we can't talk about between us?"
She said: "Then I told you? I want to change my job. Do you think this is possible?"
I was suddenly surprised, "Your current job is so good and so relaxing, why do you want to change it?"
I remember that a long time ago, when I first had a relationship with Ruan Jie, she told me that she hoped that I could help her develop in her career in the future. I agreed at the time. And because of this,
Her employment in the provincial recruitment office was not greatly affected.
To be honest, after I have been with her for such a long time, I am still willing to help her in my heart, as long as I have the ability. But I feel in my heart that the job she has now is the best. She takes care of her children
, she is single again, and working in a unit such as the Provincial Recruitment Office is not only relaxing, but also provides a very good income. Moreover, she is currently holding a deputy position and does not need to bear much responsibility.
I think this is the best thing for a woman. So, I immediately told her my opinion.
She shook her head, "It's not for other reasons, it's that I don't want to stay in the Education Committee system anymore. You know the reason. I want to start my life again."
I immediately understood that what she meant was that because Secretary Leng was still the leader of the Provincial Education Commission, she felt embarrassed to continue working there, or because of other reasons.
I immediately asked her: "Is he still harassing you now?"
She shook her head, "That's not true. I don't want to continue working in the Education Committee system. In fact, I also know what you are thinking, so I want to change my job immediately."
I said: "But if I really change my job for you, it will only change your environment. Maybe that will be good for you, but for me, nothing has changed."
.Ruan Jie, you also know that although my own past is also very ugly, as a man, I still care about my future wife's past. The reason for this is very simple, because I am a man."
She was startled for a moment, then sighed softly and said: "I know. But, I hope that I can have a new working environment and start over. At least that can change some of my own mentality."
At this time, I already understood what she was thinking, and then asked her: "So, what kind of department do you hope to be in?"
She said: "To be honest, I have been thinking about my future in the past few years. I used to think that my abilities in all aspects were very good, but recently, after careful observation and self-examination, I realized that in fact, my abilities are very good.
My ability is also very ordinary, and I am not suitable to hold the top position or important position in a certain place or department. In that case, I will be very tired. And I am a woman, so I will definitely give more than a man. So, I hope that I can be able to do it in the future.
I want to work in a place where the work is relaxing and the pay is pretty good. Of course, I hope to keep my current level."
I think her current thinking is indeed more realistic and practical. I thought about it and said: "Nowadays, various departments, including land, taxation, telecommunications, and banks, should have better treatment.
But after all, your major will be subject to some restrictions... Haha! It seems that there are not many restrictions. Many people's positions now have little to do with their previous majors. But I think you should go to a department you are familiar with.
Only then can you adapt to the new job as soon as possible. So, I hope you can tell me your favorite department, and then I will find a way to help you solve it."
She said: "The departments you mentioned are all fine, but I don't want to be the office director anymore. That would be too tiring."
I nodded, "Don't be anxious about this matter. Don't tell anyone about it for the time being. I'll find a way to deal with it slowly. You are at the senior level now, so it shouldn't be too difficult to adjust your work."
She said: "I'm not particularly anxious, I'm just telling you about this matter. I know you will find a way to help me." (To be continued)