I felt very unhappy immediately, but thinking that she had a relationship and past with me, and that she had always been sincere to me, I suppressed my inner displeasure.
I said: "Tong Yao, I have known her for a long time. She is the niece of my old director when I was working in the provincial recruitment office. Her parents used to be diplomats, but they disappeared many years ago.
She and I really like each other, she is very good to me and my children, and I have told her everything about my past."
There was a surprised look on her face, "You told her everything? She doesn't care about your past?"
I hurriedly said: "I didn't tell everything, I told her most of it. For example, about you and me, I just said that we are friends. I told her that I pursued you, but you were not able to accept me.
.”
Her face turned red, "Feng Xiao, don't talk about the two of us."
I continued: "She couldn't accept it when I told her about my previous situations, but later, she finally accepted me, and her uncle also entrusted her to me before he died, so she and I also
Just together."
She said: "So that's it. Feng Xiao, if you are serious about falling in love with her, I won't say anything more. You are right, we are friends. As friends, I see
I am very happy that you can have this day."
Her words were very sincere, and I could feel that her heart was also very sincere. I said, "Thank you, Tong Yao."
She was looking at me, "But Feng Xiao, when I saw your girlfriend today, I suddenly felt a very familiar feeling. At first, I thought I had seen her somewhere before, but then
I remembered that I did meet her before, when I was investigating the case of Doudou's death."
I didn't quite understand why she suddenly mentioned this matter, but I still said, "Yeah."
She continued: "When I thought of that incident, I suddenly understood why you wanted to be with her, because at that time I noticed that her eyes seemed a bit like your ex-wife Zhao Menglei.
Today I paid attention again, and I think her eyes looked more like this. Zhao Menglei once left a very deep impression on me. At that time, I went to her many times to learn about the case, and she was also the case I tried after she surrendered.
.
I'm sorry, Feng Xiao, maybe I shouldn't mention Zhao Menglei in front of you today, but I think as your friend I should ask you: Do you really like your current girlfriend, or is it because you put her
Did she become Zhao Menglei's substitute?
If it is because of the latter reason, then you may harm this girl again. No woman is willing to be someone else's substitute. I understand this in my heart, because I am also a woman."
She is a police officer and a criminal police officer, so she observes some things in such detail. At this moment, when she asked me this question, I didn't feel too strange. I asked her: "Tong Yao,
In fact, this is the main issue you want to talk to me about today, right?"
She nodded, "Yes. Feng Xiao, although I don't believe in karma, I really don't want to have another girl because of you..."
I suddenly changed my color, "Tong Yao, do you mean that I can't fall in love or get married again? So that's why you didn't agree to be with me before?"
She hurriedly said: "Feng Xiao, you clearly know that I don't mean that! What I mean is, what I mean is that I hope you won't be as ridiculous as before. If you want to fall in love, do it seriously instead of just joking around. You
I know best that if you men are with us women, we women will always suffer."
When she said this, her expression darkened for a moment, and I could see it clearly. Then I heard her sigh, and then she said: "You are now the leader, am I not worried about you making mistakes?
I know that not everyone will have the opportunity like you, so you should cherish it more."
Now I understood immediately, and I couldn't help but feel ashamed, and at the same time I felt moved. I said: "Tong Yao, I'm sorry. I understand what you mean. I can't explain anything to you, but I can tell you that I told her
After going through Zhao Menglei’s incident, she also knew that I first contacted her because her eyes looked like Zhao Menglei’s.”
She was startled for a moment, and then said: "So that's it. Then I won't say anything more."
I suddenly remembered the other words she just said, "Tong Yao, I really liked you before, you know this. It's just that you can't accept my past, but I completely understand you. After all, I was too ridiculous before.
.But I definitely didn’t mean to take advantage of you. I really wanted to marry you at that time. If you feel that you have suffered a loss, I, I can only apologize to you. Tong Yao, I’m sorry.”
Her face suddenly turned red, "Feng Xiao, I used the wrong words. Don't worry. I..."
At this moment, I suddenly understood something, "Tong Yao, you, did you let your body... because you were with me before?"
At this moment, I suddenly didn't know how to ask her.
She blushed even harder, "It's all in the past. It was for that reason at that time that I thought about whether I really wanted to be with you. But later I felt that we were really not suitable. If we
If we live together for a lifetime, it may be a disaster for you, me, and the baby in my belly..."
Her words completely confirmed my guess just now, which also explained why she had changed her attitude on our relationship several times. I felt even more guilty, "Tong Yao, then, what did you do later?
Why don’t you tell me?”
She shook her head slightly, "I've done it. Feng Xiao, let's not talk about the past anymore.
You are responsible for that matter, and so am I. Now I feel that the person I feel most sorry for is Fang Qiang, so I don’t have any other thoughts anymore. I just want to be with him well, and wait until he and I have overcome some problems.
Get married after you solve the problem, and then live a good life with him."
I felt a deep apology to her, "Tong Yao, I'm sorry, it's all my fault. Since you have decided to be with Fang Qiang now, what are you still putting off? There are some issues that you can go to together after you get married.
Solve it? If you need my help with anything, just tell me directly."
She shook her head and said: "It's nothing. It's just that there are some small problems between the two of us. In addition to some misunderstandings in the past, I also feel that I feel sorry for him.
Feng Xiao, don’t feel guilty. This is not your problem, it is my own business, or it is fate. Feng Xiao, now that I heard you say that, I am very happy. You have finally found the right person.
And I can also see that you are very serious this time." (To be continued)