At this time, I felt that I should call Lin Yu immediately.
No matter what the truth of the matter is, this call must be made to her, at least to let her know about Udon Mei's death, because she is related to this matter anyway. Also, this can also be used
This will ease our current awkward relationship.
I thought about it for a long time, and finally thought I should give her this call. I returned to the riverside, sat down at the same place just now, and took out my phone to call Lin Yu.
At this moment, I suddenly felt anxious and uneasy. This had nothing to do with Wu Dongmei's matter, it was entirely because I was about to face Lin Yu.
The call went through, but she didn't speak. I hurriedly said: "Sister, I want to tell you something."
She said: "Just tell me."
I was still uneasy because I could hear the coldness in her voice. I swallowed and found it a little difficult to speak, "Sister, Udonmei is dead. She was killed by her boyfriend. You
Do you know about this?"
She said: "I already knew. What's wrong? Feng Xiao, this is not something you should care about. If something like this happens, you should try to avoid it. Her death has nothing to do with you. Don't you understand this?
?”
I hurriedly said: "I understand. I just want to tell you this."
She sighed, "You... have you ever thought about it, if you don't have me as a sister to protect you, who knows what big things will happen to you? You are already a department-level cadre, why are you so childish sometimes?"
I was even more frightened, "Sister, I..."
She continued: "You, me, Governor Huang, we are a whole. This is not just your intention to draw a clear line between us. Don't you understand such a simple truth?"
I didn't expect that she would think that I had severed such a relationship with her, and I immediately became even more uneasy, because from this I suddenly discovered that she had such a deep misunderstanding of me. I hurriedly said: "Sister, how can I
Maybe I will end my relationship with you? I will never forget the kindness you and Governor Huang have shown me in my life. When I called you today, didn’t I think you didn’t know about it? "
She said: "You should not talk about some things on the phone. I have warned you many times, why can't you remember it at all? Many things have nothing to do with us, but they can easily be misunderstood. Don't you know
?”
In the past, she rarely spoke to me in a questioning tone like this. Every time, she spoke softly and paid great attention to the way she criticized me. At this moment, I could clearly feel the gap between us. However,
I could only humble myself to her. After all, I was the one who felt sorry for her.
Lin Yu did not remarry after her divorce, especially after Duanmuxiong's death, she no longer had any expectations or confidence in marriage. And after my two consecutive marriages ended due to the death of my wife, I also began to
I no longer had much hope for marriage. Because of this, Lin Yu and I were completely together. At that time, she and I both felt that we might maintain that kind of relationship for a lifetime.
However, unlike Lin Yu, I still have a desire for marriage deep in my heart. There are many reasons for this, such as my parents and my children. They all hope and need me to be able to get married.
Rebuilding a new family. But to be honest, the most important thing is because of myself. The feeling of first love I once experienced had such a huge and deep impact on me that I could never restrain myself from pursuing what I once had.
That kind of beauty.
So, in the final analysis, it was because I broke the promise we made together. Moreover, Lin Yu has always given me great freedom. The reason why she did that is simple, because she knows that she is alone
It was impossible to satisfy the young me, and that was the basis for her to be with me all the time.
In any case, it’s because I changed the relationship between us, and now she is alone every day. Lin Yu is a leader of that level, she can no longer go to other men at will, and she and I
There is a certain emotional foundation.
Thinking of this, I feel even more guilty, but I can't change everything now.
Because I really can't lose Chenchen again, she once again gave me the feeling of first love.
My mother likes her very much, and my children are inseparable from her. More importantly, she has developed true feelings for me and can accept everything about me, including my past and my
child.
I said to her softly: "Sister, I know I'm sorry for you, but I can only do this. Before my father passed away, he also left a last wish, hoping that I could re-establish a family. My mother also whispered in my ears every day.
My child needs maternal love, and I really like her. Sister, you know, I used to feel sorry for my two previous wives, but now I can’t do this again. But, sister, I will always remember the relationship between you and Governor Huang.
With my help, I will never let down your expectations of me.
We have feelings, you should know it, so I have never thought about it, and I will never think about it in the future to break off the relationship with you. Sister, please believe me on this.
I know I'm sorry for you, but I can only repay you in other ways. Sister, I'm sorry, this is all I can do."
She was silent for a moment, and then said: "Well, I hope you can be happy. As the saying goes, a melon that is too strong is not sweet, so I won't say anything more. From now on, don't call me if you have nothing important to do.
, to prevent others from gossiping."
After she finished speaking, she hung up the phone, and I was immediately there. I don't know why, but at this moment, I suddenly felt very lost.
Thinking about Udon Mei again, a kind of sadness arose in my heart. Some things are difficult to forget at once, not to mention the endless guilt in my heart besides grief. I know,
In this case, I couldn't ask the relevant people about the details of Udonmei's case, otherwise it would easily arouse others' suspicion. But it was really difficult for me to restrain myself from really thinking about it.
Suddenly there was an impulse in my heart. Immediately, I took a taxi back home and found that my car was parked outside. After entering the house, I found Chenchen talking to my mother. She asked me in surprise: "
Why are you back today? And it’s so early.”
I smiled at her and said, "I'll come back to drive and go out to do some personal errands."
She was even more surprised, "Where is Xiao Sui? What needs you to drive out by yourself? You seem to have drunk again, can you drive?" (To be continued)