However, a busy signal came from the phone immediately. I was stunned for a moment, and after a while I sighed, "Hey! This girl."
"Feng Xiao, let's eat quickly. Then I'll go shopping and you'll go do something. You can call me when you're done." Zhuang Qing looked at me and said.
I was meditating, and I was worried about one thing: What if A-Zhu couldn't bear it after seeing the bodies of her parents in the afternoon? Now that I heard Zhuang Qing say this, I nodded immediately.
The dishes at "Old Sichuan" are pretty good, especially the oxtail soup. But I was not in the mood to slowly enjoy the delicious food. I finished the meal quickly and then said to Zhuang Qing: "You eat slowly, I'll pay the bill."
Leave first. This saves time."
"I'll just pay the bill myself," she said, waving to me, "Feng Xiao, don't always think of me as a pauper."
"It's not like that. You are a customer now, how can you pay the bill?" I said with a smile, and then I was about to greet the waiter. But she stopped me, "Feng Xiao, we are friends, right? Since we are friends, then
Don't worry about these courtesy things. Just leave as soon as possible, you won't get much money here."
I couldn't hold on any longer and left in a hurry.
After arriving downstairs at my house, I immediately called Azhu and said, "Come down, I'll go with you."
"Feng Xiao, thank you, thank you!" Her voice suddenly became excited and choked with sobs. I couldn't help but sigh: Ah Zhu, when will you really grow up?
Then he called Tong Yao and said, "Azhu and I will go to the crematorium immediately."
"Feng Xiao, what's wrong? Are you worried about me?" she asked, but she was smiling.
"Where is it? It's Azhu...forget it, you know, she won't grow up. But it's okay, I can take this opportunity to give you New Year greetings." I said.
"You wish me New Year's greetings at the crematorium? You can imagine that!" she said with a smile.
"Aren't I already wishing you New Year's greetings? I'll just give you the card later," I said.
"Feng Xiao, I'm joking. In fact, you don't need it, you really don't need it. You are too polite and you don't treat me as a friend," she said.
"To tell you the truth, I didn't apply for my card myself. I still have several of them on me, and I keep them around. I am being generous to others," I told her in a low voice.
"I see, your father-in-law gave it to you, right? Be honest, who did you bribe with it?" She asked me with a smile.
"It's not my money anyway. I'll give it to my friends when I see it." I laughed.
"Haha! You loser! Okay, I'm leaving. Let's meet at the crematorium," she said.
I was startled, then smiled bitterly, "Tong Yao, why do your words sound so strange to me?"
She laughed and ended the phone call, and her laughter on the phone stopped abruptly. I saw A-Zhu come out and pressed the horn hurriedly. She immediately ran towards me like flying, opened the car door, and suddenly opened her door after getting up.
I hugged me and kissed me hard on the face, "Feng Xiao, you are so good!"
I didn't react for a while. After she left, I felt the warmth of her lips remaining on my face. I heard myself murmuring to her: "Azhu, don't do this."
Her face was red, and she whispered: "What's the matter? You are my senior brother, can't I kiss you? I'm not kissing you anywhere else."
"This is China, and you are not a child anymore." I said, and then started to drive the car.
"You finally admit that I'm not a child." She laughed softly, and then said: "Feng Xiao, do you know? I didn't want to go to that place. I was afraid that I couldn't control myself. Every day in the past few days
I have nightmares at night, always dreaming about my parents, and dreaming about them slashing at each other with knives. Feng Xiao, I am so scared."
My heart suddenly softened, and I also felt a sense of pain, "Azhu, everything is over. I know how you feel, but I still hope that you can slowly forget those things."
"But, have I forgotten? They are my parents. I have never felt like this before. I didn't care about anything before. I even often quarreled with them. I always felt that they were nagging me and controlling me too strictly.
But now I understand how uncomfortable it is for me to be without them. Mom... Wuwu! Why was I so disobedient before? Wuwu!" She started to cry as she spoke, and then
It turned into crying.
I suddenly understood: In fact, she had always been sad inside, but she had suppressed it. Now, all the sad emotions in her heart were suddenly stirred up by me, and all of them suddenly burst out like this.
I didn't try to comfort her, I thought: maybe she would feel better after venting her grief like this.
But her crying also made me feel sad. Her crying was not only sad, but also mixed with shouts, "Mom...Mom...woo woo...Mom..."
I couldn't stand it anymore, so I parked the car on the side of the road, and the tears that I couldn't stop began to flow down. I vented that my heart was really soft, and I couldn't bear the cry of a woman.
Finally, her crying gradually became quieter, and I could bear my tears. Also, Tong Yao called, "I've arrived, where are you?"
I then slowly drove the car forward and said, "We'll be there soon. Traffic jam."
"Don't lie to me. Why are you stuck in traffic at this time? Ah Zhu must have cried just now, and she infected you, right? I heard it, your voice is still choked. It's okay, I'll wait for you." She sighed.
Let's talk.
I am a doctor, but when I just drove into the crematorium, I still felt the gloomy atmosphere here. There are shops on both sides of the road entering the crematorium, and the shops are filled with colorful wreaths and other funerals.
Items. The shops here are different from those in other places. The shops are usually lively and noisy, but this place is deserted and desolate. Looking at all this, I can't help but sigh in my heart: fate is unpredictable and life is hard.
Life is short. Life is as short as withered autumn leaves. No one knows whether death will be at this stop or the next stop. Death has nothing to do with birth, wealth, or status. Anyone will collide with death head-on at an unpredictable time.
.Therefore, I think it is necessary to think about death occasionally like now, because thinking about death will make those insurmountable pains become insignificant, because knowing that there is an ultimate ending waiting for you, only in this way can you appreciate life and family love.
, love, friendship, sincerity, etc., only if the love is firm, can we achieve the perfection of life with quality...
I stopped the car in the parking lot and immediately called Tong Yao. She told me the location, so I asked Ah Zhu to get out of the car. Ah Zhu sat there with fear in his eyes, "Feng Xiao, I'm scared."
I smiled and said, "You are still studying medicine, what are you afraid of?"
"This place is different," she said.
"It's okay. It's broad daylight. There are a lot of people here. You see, there are so many people coming in and out, but they don't talk much." I said, and got out of the car. She also got off, and ran over immediately after closing the door.
He came next to me and immediately took my arm, "Feng Xiao, this way I won't be afraid."
I smiled and said, "That's fine, as long as you are not afraid. Azhu, actually I think this place is worth a visit. Death is not terrible. It is exactly the same as sleeping, it is a loss of consciousness. We all
I am a medical student. The cancer patients I see every day suffer from severe pain that can kill people alive. Therefore, all our sufferings and worries are ultimately caused by the physical body.
This place is actually the place of end that each of us will come to. There is nothing to be afraid of. Sometimes I think: What is the purpose of this life? I think it is the state at the moment before death. If there is
If the person who loves you and the person you love is by your side, then this life will be perfect. So Azhu, you should come today to see your parents for the last time, and at the same time, express the deep love they once had for you.
It remains deeply in my heart. Do you think that’s the case?”
"Feng Xiao, you said it so well." She said in a low voice.
Suddenly I heard Tong Yao calling me. I looked towards her voice and saw her waving to us at the door of a room. Azhu's hand immediately pulled out from my arm. I was greatly relieved: this
The girl seems to have suddenly become sensible.
Tong Yao led us into the door, and I immediately saw two cold coffins containing the bodies of Azhu's parents. It was obvious that their bodies had been disguised, so they appeared lifelike as they were during their lifetimes.
They looked like two people sleeping side by side in separate beds. Looking at the cold corpses and cold coffins, I couldn't help but feel a lot of emotions: death is actually the disappearance of natural withering, the gentle and calm extinguishing and ending, or looking back.
Farewell to the world with a slight smile. Now think about it, life is mostly less than a hundred years old. What's the point of fighting for it? In the end, there is only a box to contain yourself. Therefore, life is like a summer flower, death is like a withered leaf, and all desires for power are
, material desires, sexual desires, lust, everything is just a cloud...
At first, A-Zhu just looked at them blankly, and then suddenly broke out into a hoarse cry. She threw herself towards the two corpses, and Tong Yao immediately hugged her. A-Zhu was in Tong Yao
Struggling in her arms, Tong Yao said to me loudly: "Feng Xiao, I can't hold her anymore, come here quickly..."
I was also immersed in grief, but I suddenly woke up, hurriedly hugged Ah Zhu tightly, and said with my lips in her ear: "A Zhu, don't be like this, don't be like this..."
I feel so tired.
After finishing everything in the crematorium, I and I were both physically and mentally exhausted. Ah Zhu had already collapsed, but Tong Yao and I carried her to the car. The urns of the tutor and Teacher Tang were stored in the crematorium. Tong Yao told
I said that we have already contacted the cemetery and let us take some time to see the specific location before talking about it. (To be continued)