"Azhu, what's wrong with you? Did he make you angry?" Su Hua's voice was then heard.
"Feng Xiao, what are you doing? Why are you bullying Ah Zhu?" Zhuang Qing appeared at the door.
I smiled bitterly and shook my head, "Don't worry about it."
Zhuang Qing glared at me, turned around and left. After a while, I heard Su Hua say: "Azhu, what are you doing? Why do you want to leave here?" Then I heard Zhuang Qing calling me outside: "Feng Xiao,
Come out quickly! Ah Zhu has picked up her things and is about to leave your house. Come and persuade her."
I hesitated for a moment and forced myself to continue eating in the kitchen.
The voices of Su Hua and Zhuang Qing comforting Ah Zhu came from outside, and then they heard Ah Zhu shouting: "Don't worry about me, I'll move back to my own home! Don't pull me, woo hoo!"
"Feng Xiao, come out quickly!" Su Hua called me. I sighed, put the bowl on the stove and went out. I saw A Zhu holding a suitcase in his hand, Su Hua and Zhuang
Qing was holding her back.
I sighed, "Let her go. It's impossible for her to live here forever."
"Feng Xiao, you bastard!" Su Hua was furious.
"Feng Xiao, you have gone too far." Zhuang Qing also said.
I still sighed and said: "Azhu, you are old and need to live your own life independently. If you need my help with anything in the future, please call me."
"Feng Xiao, I don't want you to talk to me like this hypocritically! I hate you!" Ah Zhu yelled at the top of his lungs, suddenly broke away from Su Hua and Zhuang Qing's hands, and ran out the door quickly.
.
Su Hua hurriedly chased after him, "Azhu! Come back!"
Zhuang Qing looked at me, "Feng Xiao, aren't you worried about what will happen to her after she goes out?"
I felt a little pained and a little soft-hearted, but I still shook my head and said: "She is no longer a child, let her do whatever she wants. I am not her parent, and I have no responsibility to care for her like a child."
"Feng Xiao, she is in love with you. Don't you know?" Zhuang Qing asked me suddenly.
My whole body suddenly shook, and then I shook my head and said: "I am not qualified to love her, she was just confused for a while."
Zhuang Qing sighed, "You...hey!"
Su Hua came back and she was glaring at me angrily, "Feng Xiao, what are you doing? Why did you make Ah Zhu so angry? I can't even pull her back."
"Su Hua, please call her more often in the future. Pay more attention to her." I sighed and said, suddenly feeling uneasy in my heart. I knew it was because I started to worry about Azhu.
Su Hua looked at me, "Feng Xiao, do you know? Azhu is in love with you. Do you really not know?"
I didn't expect her to say this to me, and I suddenly became irritated, "Su Hua, tell me, what is it about me that deserves her love? My wife, Chen Yuan, is lying in my bedroom, unconscious to this day."
Me, I betrayed her again and again and showed mercy. Is a heartless and unjust man like me worthy of her love? Su Hua, didn't you also warn me? You told me to stay away from her. Isn't it just right now?
?"
Su Hua was stunned, and then sighed after a while: "Feng Xiao, you did the right thing."
Zhuang Qing suddenly said from the side: "Feng Xiao, I'm going back to Beijing soon."
I didn't react for a while, because my mind was still thinking about where A-Zhu would go after leaving here. In my ears, I heard Su Hua asking in surprise: "Why are you in such a hurry?"
"I received a call from the crew today and they asked me to rush back as soon as possible," she replied.
Of course I didn't believe her, but I didn't stop her, "Zhuang Qing, what time is the flight? I'll see you off."
"No, I'll go to the airport by myself." She said with a sad expression, and then went to her room.
Su Hua looked at me, "Feng Xiao, what's going on? Why don't you keep her?"
I smiled bitterly and sighed: "Forget it, there is no such thing as a feast that lasts forever. Let her do whatever she wants."
She sighed, "It's better now, everyone is gone. I feel so deserted."
"Su Hua, it's time for you to calm down and read a book. I find that you are easily affected by the surrounding environment. Su Hua, I hope you can engage in your own profession in the future. I know that you love obstetrics and gynecology. The key is
The problem is that you shouldn't waste your time like this." I said to her immediately.
She looked at me and said, "You're still talking about me. Aren't you the same?"
I was startled, then nodded and said, "Yes. So I also need to calm down, read books, and do my own scientific research projects."
She went to look at the scenery outside the window, "Feng Xiao, I think it's really hard to be alone. Once you become lazy, it's hard to get back to your original track. Yes, I like my major very much, but now I don't know anything about it.
No more, I really want to just live like this for the rest of my life. In fact, I quite like my current life. I have nothing to do all day long, and I feel relaxed and happy both physically and mentally. However, I feel a little unwilling in my heart. Hey! Miss me, Su Hua, why?
Has it become like this?"
I nodded, "You're right. People are lazy. But I think it's good that you can recognize this shortcoming of yours. What a person fears most is not knowing his own shortcomings. So, I believe that in the future, you
It will be successful.”
She sighed, "Feng Xiao, do you think I will succeed? What if I fail again? Now I am very scared and worried that I will fail again. If that is really the case, I really don't know what I should do in the future.
Survive."
Her expression was gloomy and her face was gloomy. I knew that she was filled with inner conflicts caused by disappointment and expectations for her future, and she was more afraid of failing again. I looked at her and said to her sincerely:
"Su Hua, I think there is no problem between failure and success. There are billions of people in the world, and everyone has their own different lives and experiences. Maybe from a traditional perspective, some people are successful, because
They became officials, or made money, or became experts, but are everyone else losers? Should those so-called losers be despised by themselves and others? Should these so-called losers
Shouldn't everyone continue to live well in this world? No, I think all people in our world are equal."
She smiled bitterly, "Feng Xiao, it's easy to say this. And I will say it too. Don't be angry. What I'm saying is that any successful person likes to use such words to comfort losers. Now, you are a successful person,
And I am a loser."
I shook my head, "Su Hua, maybe what you are talking about is a common phenomenon, but I don't completely agree with you. Because I am not talking to you as a successful person. Su Hua, I just want to tell you one thing.
, I hope you can remember it."
"What words?" she asked.
"Everyone in this world has his own wonderful life. Whether he is a so-called loser or a winner, each of us is experiencing his own wonderful life every day. Of course, there is one exception, and that is who is currently in the hospital bed
Chen Yuan, because she has become unconscious, her life is at a temporary standstill. And what I hope most now is for her to wake up as soon as possible and start her wonderful life again." I said.
, and suddenly felt that his eyes were moist.
"Feng Xiao, what you said is so good. I didn't know you were so meaningful." She sighed.
I felt a little ashamed, "What's the connotation? I'm talking about my truest thoughts."
She looked at me and smiled, "What I said is also true. Your thoughts like that are a kind of connotation. Okay, don't be proud, Zhuang Qing is out."
I hurriedly turned around and saw that Zhuang Qing had also come out carrying a suitcase. I couldn't help but smile bitterly: Could it be that today is an auspicious day to move? Why are everyone gone? "Zhuang Qing, let me see you off," I said to her.
.Now, the irritability in my heart is much relieved.
She didn't refuse, but she didn't agree either. She remained silent.
"Let's stay for a few more days. How can you go to Beijing alone?" Su Hua said.
I suddenly understood: In fact, what Zhuang Qing expected was not for me to see her off, but for me to say something to keep her here. But when I thought about everything last night and the soreness all over my body, I fell silent.
"Forget it, me being here will make some people inconvenient." Zhuang Qing said, her voice a little low.
I hurriedly said: "I didn't say that."
"I really have something to do when I return to Beijing. Feng Xiao, to give you face, you can send me off to you." Zhuang Qing suddenly smiled.
I felt relieved immediately, and then I stretched out my hand to her, "Give it to me."
In the car heading to the airport, I asked Zhuang Qing something, "Why did Su Hua and Azhu fall in love with you right away when you first arrived at my house that day?"
"Su Hua and I are very familiar with each other. We are old friends and she is of course very happy. As soon as Ah Zhu saw me, she said that she had seen me somewhere, but then she remembered it. She said it was in a magazine.
She has seen me on the cover of "Feng Xiao, being a celebrity is quite enjoyable, don't you think so?" she replied.
It suddenly dawned on me. Let me tell you, that was how the three of them became so intimate that day.
The flight to Beijing would be in two hours at the earliest, so I bought a ticket for Zhuang Qing.
"Feng Xiao, please go back. Azhu is right, you have to pay attention to your own health. The circles under your eyes are dark. It's not good to go on like this," she said to me.
"It's okay." I smiled lightly.
"If it were in the past, I would definitely ask you to get a part-time room right away. Because I want you very much now. But I can't do this. Your current condition is too weak," she said.
I was silent because I really couldn't do that kind of thing with her anymore, not because of anything else, but because I also felt that my body couldn't bear it.
"Feng Xiao, there is something I may have done wrong." She said suddenly.
I was a little surprised, "What happened?"
"I used to make love with you a lot, but I never saw you like this several times a night. I don't think I should let you do that kind of thing with Zhang Shiyu. I'm a little worried that this girl is a vixen," she said.