Therefore, a sad emotion suddenly welled up in my heart.
Su Hua was busy, and the washing machine was making a roaring sound. It was because she was washing clothes. She walked around the living room from time to time, feeding the child milk powder, changing his diaper, and finally, she filled a basin of hot water.
I went to wipe Chen Yuan's body. I sat on the sofa and looked at her silently. Suddenly, I had an illusion: I felt that she, Su Hua, seemed to be the mistress of this house.
Midnight TV programs are the most rubbish of the day. As I watched the pictures on TV, my mind was wandering and thinking about random things. After a long time, I woke up and realized that I couldn’t remember what I was thinking about just now.
What questions did he ask? He couldn’t help but smile bitterly: Feng Xiao, you are already possessed.
When we went to the bedroom, Su Hua had just finished wiping Chen Yuan's body and was buttoning her clothes. Su Hua looked at me and smiled.
I saw that the child was awake, and his two beautiful eyes were looking at me, and his little hands and feet were moving around. I found that the child had really grown up a lot, and seemed to be almost the same size as a normal child. He was very
Obviously, his reaction was normal. I gently tapped the corner of the child's mouth with my finger, and his face immediately turned in the direction of my finger. Foraging reflex, this is my favorite game to play with my children.
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"Son." I called him softly. The child seemed to understand, and his hands were trembling towards me, as if he wanted me to hug him. I suddenly became excited and immediately leaned over to hug him from the crib.
I got up and suddenly kissed the child's little face. What I didn't expect was that the child burst into tears at this moment.
"Go! You have a beard all over your face, look at you! You hurt the child." Su Hua laughed and scolded beside me. I awkwardly put the child back on the crib, but the child was still crying. Su Hua went to pick up the child.
He picked her up, shook her gently, and chanted in a low voice: "Good baby, stop crying, daddy really likes you. Good baby, stop crying, mommy is sleeping."
I looked at Su Hua and suddenly noticed a motherly glow emerging from her face. I was instantly fascinated.
"Are you stupid?" She looked at me and said with a smile. The child had fallen asleep, and she gently put the child back on the crib.
I smiled sheepishly, "I'm dozing off again. You've worked hard too, so go to bed early."
She looked at me and said after a long while: "Feng Xiao, come to my room. I want to tell you something."
I nodded and followed her out of the bedroom.
The light was on in her room, and there were several professional books on the bedside table, one of which was open, as well as a notebook.
I smiled and said, "Have you finally started reading?"
"What else can I do if I don't read? I find myself almost becoming an old widow." She said, with a sense of loneliness and sadness in her voice.
I didn't know how to say the following words, so I could only smile lightly and said: "Don't say that, you are still so young, what kind of old widow are you?"
She sighed: "I once heard someone tell a story about an old woman who was praised by the locals as a wise woman. Someone asked her how she spent all these years. The old woman replied, I spilled a big bowl of soybeans every night.
Put it on the ground, and then pick it up one by one. After picking up the soybeans, it will be dawn. Feng Xiao, do you know what it feels like for us women to be lonely? "
I had heard the story she told before, and it was told as a joke by others, but after hearing it, I only felt a sense of sadness. Now that Su Hua said it, the sadness in my heart was suddenly stirred up by her.
, "Su Hua, reading is also a good way to pass the time. Doesn't it kill two birds with one stone? I'm not nagging you, you should find a boyfriend as soon as possible while you are young."
"But where should I find her?" she asked quietly, "This world is so big, who is my true lover?"
My heart suddenly moved, "Is Jiang Zhenren married now?"
"I don't know. Do you think you can really get back together? Is it so easy to take back the water you spilled?" She sighed.
I seemed to understand, "Su Hua, you still love him in your heart, right?"
She smiled bitterly, "For me, how can I still be qualified to say the word 'love' now?"
"How about I go talk to him?" I asked.
"Is it useful? I, Su Hua, can't be so humble and beg him, right?" She shook her head angrily.
I laughed secretly in my heart: It turns out that she was still thinking about Jiang Zhenren, but she just felt that she couldn't save face.
"Su Hua, didn't you say you wanted to tell me something? Just tell me." I asked her immediately.
"It's nothing." She said softly.
"Oh, then you should go to bed early. If you need me to do anything for you, just tell me." I said softly, thinking in my heart: I will definitely talk to Jiang Zhenren tomorrow.
"Feng Xiao..." She hesitated to speak.
I looked at her and smiled, "Su Hua, just tell me if you have anything. Who of us is following whom? You are busy at my house all day long, and I am deeply grateful to you. If you have any difficulties, just tell me."
Once the deal is settled, I will try my best to get it done for you."
"But you said so yourself." She said softly.
I thought she had really encountered something difficult, so I didn't care, but who knew she would say to me next: "Feng Xiao, I want to ask you to stay with me for one night. I'm so lonely, so lonely
.I spent this Spring Festival at your house, but my heart is really lonely. I really want someone to accompany me for one night. You just promised me, and this can be regarded as my current difficulty."
I was stunned for a moment, "Su Hua, this... this is my home. Chen Yuan and her children are next door."
"I will pay attention to what's going on next door. If anything happens, I will go see them immediately." She said in a low voice.
"No, I will have a mental disorder." I still shook my head.
"I just want to ask you to stay with me for a while. Just lie next to me and let me hold you to sleep." She said, her face already turning red.
I couldn't bear to refuse anymore, because I felt the loneliness in her heart. In fact, how could I not be like this myself?
The lights in the room were turned off, I was lying on the bed, she was beside me, and her head was resting on my arm. She was saying: "Feng Xiao, this is great. I finally feel more at ease now."
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But I was thinking about going to see Jiang Zhenren tomorrow, so I said, "Su Hua, it's not good for us to do this."
"We have done everything, what are we talking about now? We are all adults and know what we are doing. Feng Xiao, actually I also know that you are as lonely as me inside. Why are we doing this?
Do you know? When you asked me to come to your house to do this, the only thing I thought of was that I could be with you in the future, and I would no longer be lonely. From a purely work perspective
I definitely don't want to do such a thing. Think of me, Su Hua, who was once so arrogant, I would never be willing to be reduced to a nanny job no matter what, right? Feng Xiao, I have thought about it a long time ago. As long as you
I'm willing to help you anytime you need it." She whispered quietly in my ear.
I was suddenly moved, and I gently closed her body with my hands. She crawled towards me, her lips came to my cheek and she kissed me gently. The passion in my heart was slowly gathering, and I couldn't help but
He turned his face to meet her lips. Our lips touched each other gently, and the tips of our tongues were tentatively entangled with each other. Slowly, we both adapted, and in an instant it turned into an explosion of passion. We sucked each other, and we
Her tongues began to entangle fiercely, and her and I began to grope each other's body with our hands... Everything was so natural, without any deliberate effort. I don't know when we were naked against each other, then entered, and then began to slow down.
Move slowly, and then our souls and bodies will be integrated.
We are all suppressing and do not dare to vent our inner cries. We can only turn everything into a collision between bodies, and at the same time experience the bone-eroding pleasure that the other party brings to us. Without changing any posture, we just
In this way, with her under me, I repeated the same movements, but the speed and rhythm were changing. Our lips were never separated, just like the bottom of our bodies. This feeling was wonderful.
I felt that today she and I were different from usual, and different from when I was with other women. I understood that there seemed to be emotions between us.
I poured everything I had into her, and she accepted it all. In the darkness, I saw from the peripheral light shining through the window that her face seemed to be smiling...
I woke up early the next morning, feeling refreshed. She woke up almost at the same time as me, and we looked at each other and smiled.
After she got up, she cooked porridge and cooked a few dishes. After breakfast, I went to the hospital, made a round and called Jiang Zhenren. I hesitated for a long time before making this call, because I felt that I had to call him.
The phone call was a bit shameless. But I thought about Su Hua's future and her loneliness, so I decided to make this call.
The call went through, and I suddenly felt panicked, but I still persisted and said, "Are you in the provincial capital?"
"No. I'm at my hometown." Jiang Zhenren replied.
"When will you come back? I want to talk to you about something." I said.
"You want to talk to me about Su Hua, right? Didn't you hear that she is now working as a nanny in your house?" He said in a cold voice.
I became even more uneasy, "Brother Jiang, don't say that. How can I let her be my nanny? Doesn't she have a job now? My wife is unconscious, so I asked her to take care of her. She is
Obstetrician and gynecologist, I think it is quite suitable for her to do this job for the time being. I also try to consider the salary. Moreover, her situation is temporary. I have convinced her that she is going to take the doctorate exam this year. What if
If she fails the exam, I will try my best to arrange a professional job for her." (To be continued)