After more than an hour, I finally vented my anger. But she fell asleep like Zhao Menglei.
After a long time, she woke up and said lazily: "Feng Xiao, what's going on? Why are you so good today? You are so kind, I almost died."
"It's not just you. Let me have no passion with my wife after I go home..." I smiled bitterly and told her the whole process today.
She was dumbfounded. After I finished speaking, she couldn't help laughing anymore.
That drug was really powerful. That night, Zhuang Qing and I took it three times before I felt completely normal. I heard my phone ringing several times, both mine and hers. But neither of us answered it.
.There is no time and no energy. Because we have to take a long rest after each time, and that kind of rest is actually a deep sleep.
After ten o'clock in the evening, when I felt that everything was back to normal, I went to check the phone. She was also looking at the phone, "It's Chen Yuan calling." She and I were saying it at the same time.
"It's okay. She probably just wants to find us." Zhuang Qing said lazily, "I'm already hungry."
"I'm hungry too. Let's go and eat." I said, feeling very grateful to her and pitying her at the same time.
"Feng Xiao, why is your wife so nice? I found that she rarely takes the initiative to call you." She suddenly said.
"Don't say good things about her, okay? I feel very ashamed. I feel very ashamed of her and you." I said.
"Feng Xiao, do you know why I like you so much?" What I didn't expect was that she asked me this.
I have thought about this problem many times, but I can't find the result because I really can't understand it.
"Zhuang Qing, I have always been confused. I wanted to ask you several times, but I never could. Because I didn't dare. I was afraid that I would let down your kindness to me," I said.
"Feng Xiao. Do you know? I found that I fell in love with you." She said to me softly. A warm current suddenly surged in my heart. I did not doubt her statement. I had thought of this before,
But I can't believe it.
"Zhuang Qing, I'm already married, why do you bother? And am I just a little doctor? Do I deserve you to like me like this?" I hugged her into my arms, kissed her hair and said.
Her head was on my chest, and her hands were stroking my abdomen, "Feng Xiao, originally I just wanted to retaliate for Song Mei's indifference to me. Although I usually look crazy, I know her.
There were very few people. At that time, I thought you were pretty good, so I chose you."
"Our first time, you made me so ecstatic. And that night, I felt the happiness of being a woman for the first time. I originally wanted to forget you from now on, but I found that I couldn't do it anymore. Especially when I found you later
You treat patients so well and sincerely, and I began to be moved by you."
"Feng Xiao, I saw your wife when we had dinner together that night. I felt a little ashamed when I saw her. She was so beautiful and so gentle to you. I felt very uncomfortable at the time and felt that I was very sorry for you.
Wife, I never thought about asking you to stay with me after divorce. But I found that I really can’t leave you. That day, I heard everything you and Song Mei said in the teahouse.
I am very touched because I found that you truly treat me as your friend and your woman. If you want to ask me when I started to fall in love with you, then I will tell you, it was that day
, right inside that teahouse."
She was talking nonchalantly, and her sentences were a bit confusing, but I completely understood her sincerity. So I was even more moved and felt even more ashamed.
"Zhuang Qing. I like you too. I am telling the truth. However, it is impossible for me to separate from Zhao Menglei. This is not my excuse. Because you may not know that Zhao Menglei's first marriage failed. She often
She suffered severe beatings and mental abuse from her ex-husband. Also, I had a crush on her when I was in middle school, and she has made me unable to forget her for so many years. Sometimes I think, maybe I have never been in love.
The reason is also because of my longing for her. Therefore, it is impossible for me to separate from her. On the one hand, I feel that being able to marry her is God’s favor for me. On the other hand, I don’t want her to be hurt again. However, I
You also feel very guilty. I don’t know how to repay your feelings for me. Really, I am very conflicted now, really very conflicted.” I said, choked up when I spoke later.
Originally, I wanted to say to her: I want to give you the five hundred thousand. But I didn't say it because I was afraid of blaspheming her feelings for me.
"I know. I know." She said softly, "Feng Xiao, what would you do if I was pregnant with your child?"
I was stunned for a moment, and after a while I sighed softly: "I don't know either."
She let out a long sigh. My heart suddenly felt so painful.
I quickly arranged surgery for Hu Xuejing.
Her operation was very successful. After all, it was a moderate operation, so it was not a problem for me. After the operation, I asked the nurse to take good care of her, especially to observe the infection in her blood. For this reason, I gave her every three days
Do a blood bacterial culture.
At the beginning, the bacterial culture showed that there was indeed gonococcus in her blood, and there was also a certain degree of drug resistance. I immediately changed her to a more advanced antibiotic. The subsequent treatment effect was very good, until her
The problem is completely solved.
Her husband came on the day of the operation, but he was scolded by her. He was a middle-aged man who looked somewhat handsome, and he was personable. However, he lost his temper in front of her wife, and after being scolded
After a meal, he left in despair. What I didn't expect was that I received a call from him the next day:
"Dr. Feng, I am Hu Xuejing's lover. My name is Si Weimin. When will you be free? I would like to treat you to tea."
In my heart, I really want to help Hu Xuejing and save her family because of Chen Yuan. Now, I am particularly worried that Chen Yuan will be hurt again, so I hope Hu Xuejing can give her more care and help.
I always believe that the relationship between people is a mutual emotional relationship, so I hope that through my own efforts, Hu Xuejing can repay me. And the only thing I ask for in return is to ask her to care more about Chen Yuan.
So I agreed, in the afternoon of that day. Because I happened to work night shift, I could leave the ward early in the afternoon.
I chose the location in the teahouse opposite the hospital.
Si Weimin wore a crisp suit and his hair was carefully taken care of. I didn't expect him to be so formal, which made me feel a little uncomfortable. But my feelings about him were different from the last time I saw him.
Much the same, I find him very stylish now.
We shook hands and he smiled and said to me: "Thank you very much, Dr. Feng, for agreeing to my request."
"Manager Hu once gave my friend a lot of help. You are her lover, so I should come." I said. Maybe my words offended him a little, because my words told him: My promise to you is not
Because of you, but because of your wife.
He nodded, "I understand."
"Manager Hu's operation was successful, don't worry. I know everything about you. Maybe you will blame me in your heart, because it was me who checked her out for her disease, and it affected you and you all."
But please understand that we can only do this. Hey! In fact, you should have been looking for me earlier, because I told her that it was possible to contract such diseases when going to public baths or using toilets in public places.
"I said again, actually I was showing my kindness to him.
"I know the problem is with me." He sighed, "I have been feeling guilty since I said those words to her that day. I shouldn't have doubted her."
His words made me very confused, "Since you think it's your own problem, why do you still doubt her?"
"Because I have never betrayed her." He said.
I was even more confused, "How could that happen? To be honest, I'm talking about public baths, toilets, etc. The possibility of being infected under those circumstances is almost zero."
"Dr. Feng, listen to me." He immediately told the root of the matter.
According to Si Weimin, he contracted STD without knowing it. He attended a class reunion two months ago, and one of the people who attended that party was a female classmate who liked him very much in college. However,
He never had any feelings for that female classmate. But he got drunk that night, and when he woke up the next morning, he found himself sleeping in a hotel. He vaguely remembered that the female classmate sent him there.
Of a hotel.
He discovered the situation three days later. He found that he began to feel pain when urinating, and there was a small amount of pus in the urethral opening. Only then did he understand what might have happened that night. However, he did not make it public because
He didn't want to have any more entanglements with the female classmate, so he could only treat what happened that night as nothing happened. But he didn't dare to go to the hospital, so he quietly went to the drugstore to buy medicine and take it.
Later, he found that his symptoms disappeared quickly, so he dared to sleep with his wife boldly.
"Dr. Feng, if she hadn't been diagnosed with this disease, I wouldn't have remembered that incident at all. Because I slept with her when I was already normal. I was very scared during that period.
So I made an excuse to go on a business trip and didn't come home. Also, I didn't betray her subjectively, what happened that night happened completely when I was drunk, and I didn't know anything." He finally said.
I think it would be easier to talk about it if that was the case. Because I think that is indeed what he said: it was not a subjective betrayal on his part, so the responsibility does not lie with him.
But I finally said something to Si Weimin: "If this is the case, it means that your problem has not been completely solved, so I recommend that you undergo thorough treatment."
"I've been on infusions recently," he said.
After breaking up with Si Weimin, I have been thinking about a question: What would Zhao Menglei think if she knew about my affair with Zhuang Qing? What would I do? Because my situation is completely different from Si Weimin's. I am subjective.
Betrayal on.
During the night shift, I went to Hu Xuejing’s ward and said, “Your husband invited me to tea today.” I told her directly. (To be continued)