She put the child back on the crib and then looked at me doubtfully.
"I saw the instructor too." Only then did I whisper to her.
She immediately looked at me with her mouth wide open. I nodded to her, "Really. Just when A-Zhu opened the door. I explained to A-Zhu that it was her subconscious that influenced me, and it was a herd mentality. But I
I didn’t believe this explanation myself. Su Hua, I really saw it clearly, just for a moment. I saw the instructor sitting on the sofa with her back to me. Although I didn’t see her face, I was sure
It's her, because I'm familiar with her back and hair accessories. Su Hua, I don't know how to explain this, my world view has almost changed. Are there really ghosts in this world?"
"Feng Xiao, we are all medical students. We should not believe in ghosts at all. Think about it, we humans are actually animals. We have flesh and blood. The only thing that is different from other animals is that we have thoughts and intelligence. We are in the hospital
I have seen so many deaths, and they all died because of problems with their bodies. This is no different from other animals. If there really is a so-called soul, wouldn’t we as doctors often see it? Isn’t it in the hospital?
Aren't there ghosts everywhere?" she said.
I nodded, "That's the truth, but I clearly saw it? I think it's an illusion, but I can't convince myself."
"In fact, many phenomena in our human body cannot be explained so far, such as the phantom limb phenomenon. After a flesh-and-blood limb is amputated due to illness or accident, the patient can still feel that the limb continues to exist. Even though the limb has been amputated
, but amputees can still feel the itching, pain, coldness, warmth, and twisting of the limb that no longer exists, and can often move freely according to the person's wishes, and have a sense of coordination with the body, as if it is part of the human body. Then you
How do you explain such a thing? I think the first thing is not to believe in some superstitious things. This is the most fundamental thing. However, Chinese medicine seems to be able to explain the hallucinations of the human body. Traditional Chinese medicine believes that a person is susceptible to weakness when his qi and blood are weak.
The phenomenon of hallucinations, such as serious illness, postpartum period for women, excessive sexual indulgence for men..." When she said this, she looked at me strangely, "Feng Xiao, isn't that the reason for you?"
My eyes immediately went to Chen Yuan's bed, Su Hua also woke up, and then smiled and said: "Don't be suspicious, anyway, I don't believe in ghosts and gods. Okay, I'm going to bed."
I was stunned after she left with the baby in her arms. Maybe she was right, I might have hallucinated because of that, not to mention the induction effect of Azhu.
First of all, don't believe in superstitious things. This is the most fundamental thing. I thought of Su Hua's words just now and found that sometimes what she said was very insightful.
There were no random thoughts in my mind, and I was not affected by the child, so I slept very soundly that night.
The next morning, Azhu and I went to our hospital, and I took her directly to the psychology department.
Psychological consultation and diagnosis take a lot of time, so I went back to the department directly. When I left, I reminded Azhu: "Be sure to ask for leave from the leader of your department. Call me immediately after reading it."
As soon as I returned to the department, I received a call from the hospital office, "Dean Zhang invites you to come."
I guessed that Dean Zhang was planning to talk to me about the project, and I couldn't help but think of his daughter, and I couldn't help but feel uneasy. But fortunately, his daughter has not contacted me recently, so I felt a little bit
I felt more at ease. He definitely didn’t know about me and his daughter. I comforted myself in this way.
Dean Zhang looked at me with a smile. I felt completely at ease immediately.
"Dean Zhang, do you have something to do with me?" I asked.
"Xiao Feng, how are you doing during the Spring Festival?" He asked me with a smile. I was stunned: where and where are all this? But I still replied respectfully: "It's not bad. Anyway, there is no Spring Festival now.
It’s no longer the same atmosphere as before.”
He nodded, "Yes. In fact, the Spring Festival is troublesome. Drinking every day is very tiring. By the way, has Shiyu contacted you recently?"
My heart suddenly tightened and I thought: Why did he ask me this question? I hurriedly replied: "No. My father-in-law asked me to do that thing, and I didn't care about it after I finished it. Because he said other things.
Let him handle it."
"That's right. I'm just asking casually. Recently, your father-in-law hired a professional teacher to train her. I don't know what's going on. I asked her but she didn't say that children nowadays are too rebellious. There's nothing I can do about it.
." He shook his head and sighed.
I couldn't help but breathed a sigh of relief, and couldn't help but smile bitterly: It seems like there is something wrong in my heart to scare myself. So I also smiled and said: "Dean Zhang, I think her foundation is very good. Plus my father-in-law's arrangements
, it will definitely be no problem to win the award.”
He nodded, "Xiao Feng, we were chatting earlier, now I'll talk about business with you."
I immediately sat up straight. I knew that even though he and I now have a special interest relationship, we should keep a low profile. He is my leader after all, and being arrogant under such circumstances is the behavior of a villain.
, which is even more a sign of immaturity.
"The first thing, our dean's office meeting has already discussed. You will serve as the director of the Department of Obstetrics and Gynecology from now on. Director Qiu will completely separate from you and go to prepare for the establishment of the infertility center. Xiao Feng, actually we
I also know that in terms of work ability, it is most suitable for you to build that place, but I also think that it is a new department after all, and your experience and qualifications are a bit behind. Alas! There is no other way." He said.
explain.
I said respectfully: "I understand. I don't even know if I can do the work in obstetrics and gynecology."
"You're fine. People in your department are praising you. By the way, please type up the reports on other inspection projects you plan to carry out as soon as possible. We will seize the time to study them. But they can only be small projects, otherwise there will be other
The department will have opinions." He smiled.
"Thank you so much!" I said sincerely.
"The second thing." He nodded slightly, "Maybe your father-in-law has told you. It is about our hospital's preparations to cooperate with Jiangnan Group. We have also studied this matter and are going to let you be the person to prepare the project.
The leader of the team, Xiao Feng, you have a heavy burden on your shoulders. We hope that you can wear many hats but still complete the tasks satisfactorily. Fortunately, you are young, energetic and have strong work ability.
So we are very relieved.”
"I'll do my best." I said.
"No, it's not as much as possible, it's a must." He said seriously.
"I will definitely." I said seriously.
His face brightened, "When we had a meeting to study this matter, we all agreed that it would be most appropriate for you to be responsible for that project, because only you are unlikely to make any mistakes in future construction. Everyone knows that you are very good.
If you have money, there is no need to take bribes. Haha!”
I also laughed immediately, "That's true."
"So, we use you to protect other people. If you let other people do that, problems may arise. Director Dong, Su Hua's lesson is profound." He continued.
"I can completely guarantee this. I guarantee that I will not accept bribes." I said.
"Okay, that's it. I have other things to do right away. We will send out your two appointment documents right away. I hope you can enter your role as soon as possible and arrange your work and rest time reasonably. We believe you can do a good job
All the work. By the way, there is one more thing. Your scientific research project has been approved. The Provincial Science and Technology Commission has given one million in scientific research funds. The school and the hospital will jointly match one million, so the total is two hundred.
Wan. For such a large-scale, new-type scientific research project, the funding may be a little less, but if it is used sparingly, there should be no problem." He added.
I was overjoyed and said, "Thank you, Dean Zhang." Suddenly, my heart moved, "Dean Zhang, do you think this is okay? This scientific research fund will be distributed with your signature, and we will report to you when we need funds."
But he was shaking his head, "How can that be done? You are the first person responsible for the project, and you can only arrange the use of the funds. This can only be done like this. Haha! I won't have to ask you for reimbursement when the time comes.
Where’s the funding?”
I couldn't help but feel embarrassed, "Dean Zhang, you're kidding me." Then I stood up and said goodbye to him. He was smiling at me.
Azhu hadn't called yet, so I went to the psychology department again.
"How is it?" I asked the doctor who was diagnosing Ah Zhu.
"There is no big problem. It is probably caused by the stimulation I received some time ago. However, it requires a period of psychological counseling. If you have time, hypnotherapy will be the best." The doctor said.
"The most important thing is that she has to go to work, what should I do?" I asked, feeling relieved at the same time.
"You can use your weekend time," the doctor said.
I seemed to understand, "Let's just do this. Psychotherapy doesn't require any equipment anyway, so I'll ask you to provide door-to-door service on weekends. You can charge whatever you want. It doesn't matter."
"Director Feng, why are you so embarrassed?" she said.
"It's really okay. We are all in the same hospital. It's not easy for everyone. I completely understand. Just do me a favor. Thank you." I said.
"Director Feng, you know that psychological treatment is relatively expensive. Ordinary people abroad will go for psychological treatment regularly, but our country is still lacking in this aspect. Of course, this is also related to cultural traditions, because our country has many
People think that psychological problems are a disgraceful thing. In fact, this is not the case. We normal people will all have psychological abnormalities. Therefore, psychological counseling is very important. If this work can be carried out to the level of foreign countries, our
Many social problems will be solved." She said a lot. Of course I knew these words were correct, but I also understood that she was trying to cover up the embarrassment of charging fees. (To be continued)