Seeing Ding Xiang's attitude, I was secretly happy, so I hoped to take this opportunity to let Kang Demao demonstrate his advantages more comprehensively, "De Mao, you said earlier that the deputy secretary-general asked you to write an article on the spot,
Did you write it? How did it turn out?"
He burst out laughing, "Not to mention, my luck is really good. He was holding a teacup in his hand that day, so he asked me to write an article with the title "Teacup". Do you know? I was free not long ago
Nothing happened, I just happened to write an article about "Tea Cup", but I just recorded it in my notebook in the form of a diary. As a result, I finished it quickly that day. The deputy secretary-general was full of praise after reading it."
"How did you write it?" Ding Xiang asked curiously.
I hurriedly interrupted Ding Xiang, "De Mao, keeping a diary is a good habit for some people, but for officials, you need to be careful. As far as I know, many officials have lost their diaries.
That’s what led to jail time.”
"Feng Xiao, thank you, your reminder is right. After all, I am in different fields. Although I pay attention to the contents of the diary, it is inevitable that some things in it will still touch sensitive issues. Well, I will go home tonight
Then he immediately burned the diary." Kang Demao nodded.
"It won't be that serious, right?" Ding Xiang said, "Diaries usually record personal matters, unless you have really done something shameful."
"Lilac, you can't say that. Diaries are often private, and Demao's profession determines that he can see and hear more than ordinary people, so it is inevitable that he will write some secrets that cannot be leaked into his own
Because the diary is a private world, he does not need to hide anything in it. Therefore, once the diary is leaked, the consequences will often be serious. Although this situation will be small, it cannot be ruled out that it will not happen at all."
I said, in fact, there is only one fundamental reason why I raised this question to Kang Demao, and that is because I am worried that Lin Yu is involved in his diary. I am a medical student, and I know the psychology of people with careers like Kang Demao: the pressure of daily work
It's very big, and many things must be kept secret, but they are often expressed freely in his diary. As I said, the diary is his private world, and it is the only world where he can open his heart freely.
"I don't agree with your point of view, because it is a person's freedom to write a diary. Feng Xiao, you are trying to deprive Kang Mi of his freedom. As you said, the diary is his private world, a place where he can relax after his intense work.
A place where he can vent and talk, isn't it too cruel for you to persuade him like this?" Ding Xiang said.
I didn't want to make such a relaxed atmosphere so serious, not to mention that the possibility of leaking the diary was very slim, and Kang Demao finally changed from being reserved at the beginning to being so casual now. So I suddenly laughed, "Lilac, what are you doing?"
Are you so serious? Don't just go online. Demao, this is just my suggestion. As for what you want to do, that's your own business. I have no intention of interfering with your private affairs."
"Feng Xiao, stop talking. I understand what you mean. But I know one thing: everyone is like this. To get something, you must give up part of yourself, even if you need to give up privacy or even dignity. From ancient times to the present,
That's true. The world is balanced, and no one person can get everything in the world. Chairman Mao lost so many relatives for the revolution, and this is the truth." said Kang Demao.
Ding Xiang glared at the two of us and said, "You are so cruel to others, but you are also so cruel to yourself."
Comdermer and I burst into laughter.
After eating, I pretended to suddenly think of something, "Oops, I have a piece of information still in the ward. Demao, could you please send me some cloves? Thank you!"
Of course Dingxiang understood my intention, she glared at me but said nothing. I was very happy because this showed that she did not reject Kang Demao so much.
When Azhu saw me after returning home, she said: "The busy man is back? What? He went drinking again?"
I was in a happy mood and didn't want to argue with her, "Has your doctor been here today?"
"I'm not here. It's a mess here. I've made an agreement with the doctor to go to her place every night. It's the same thing anyway," she said.
I think this is not bad. After all, the psychiatrist is from our hospital. She may cause Su Hua embarrassment after she meets Su Hua. Now, I saw A Zhu smiling at me while watching the movie on the sofa.
Su Hua on TV, I immediately understood: She also thought of this and didn’t let the doctor come to my house, and I felt even happier, "Azhu, you are sensible. Thank you."
"I'm not a child at all," she said, pouting.
I smiled and asked her: "How is it? Do you think it is effective?"
But she immediately looked sad, "Feng Xiao, don't be afraid. I think my mother followed me to your house."
I was startled and then asked: "Did you just see your mother? Did you see anyone else?"
She shook her head, "No. I just saw my mother. She only appeared in my room."
I immediately understood, "Azhu, this is an illusion. You must first believe in this. For example, I have never had such an illusion since I firmly believed in this."
She shook her head, "Is it really an illusion?"
"Of course." Su Hua, who was watching TV, said, "In the past, you could see your mother appearing in many places in your home, but now you only have hallucinations in your own room, which means your situation has improved.
In addition, you only hallucinated about seeing your mother, which in itself shows that your hallucinations are selective, and also shows that you subconsciously rely more on your mother. Azhu, you are studying medicine, why don’t you
Do you believe in science?”
"Su Hua is right. Azhu, if you have hallucinations again, just say to yourself, this is a hallucination, this is a hallucination! This is actually a psychological suggestion, and I think the effect will be very good." I said immediately.
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"The psychiatrist said the same thing," Azhu said in a low voice. "She also asked me to take the initiative to talk to my hallucinations and get close to them."
I nodded, "Yes. First of all, don't be afraid. Only by not being afraid will you release your inner fear and anxiety. Taking the initiative to approach your own hallucinations is actually desensitization therapy. It is also a way to gradually overcome your inner fear."
"I'll give it a try," she said, and then added: "Fortunately, the person I saw was my mother. If it were other dead people, I don't know how scared I would be."
"Actually, it doesn't matter if you don't believe it's an illusion. You just need to think: This is my mother here to protect me. She will always be by my side. Ah Zhu, this will also be very helpful to you." Su Hua said.
I didn't expect that Su Hua actually made the opposite suggestion to me, and hurriedly said: "Su Hua, forget it, let's not talk about the specific treatment methods. After all, you and I are not professional doctors in the psychology department. We are making random mistakes like this."
The idea may be detrimental to Azhu's treatment."
Su Hua also laughed, "That's right. By the way, Feng Xiao, come here, I want to tell you something."
I immediately went to sit on the sofa and said, "Tell me, what's the matter?"
"Jiang Zhenren came here this afternoon," she said.
"Why didn't you call me?" I asked.
"I called, but your phone is not in the service area." She said.
I guess she was somewhere in the mountains when she called me. It's normal for there to be no mobile phone signal there. "I went to the suburbs. Maybe there was no signal there and I didn't pay attention. Su Hua, how are you? Let's talk."
How's it going?"
"He wants you to help him. He said he told you about this before," she said.
I nodded and then asked her: "Su Hua, do you think I should help him or not?"
She looked at me, "If you don't think it's difficult, then help him. It's not easy for him either."
I still looked at her, "Su Hua, can I understand this? You and him are basically fine now?"
But she sighed, shook her head and said, "I don't know either."
I was a little surprised, "Didn't you talk about these things at all?"
She replied: "Feng Xiao, have you ever thought about it? Even if he and I remarry, will the rift between us be completely healed?"
I thought about it and said, "This is a matter between two people. If you can forgive each other, I don't think there is any rift that cannot be reconciled."
"It would be great if I had as much money as you. In that case, I would go to the mountains to build a house by myself, and then treat the people around me for free. Just like this, I would live quietly for the rest of my life." She said with a hint of emotion in her voice.
With a sense of helplessness.
I was silent for a moment, because the stone house immediately appeared in my mind.
I'll go there tomorrow and see if I can buy the place. I said to myself.
After I decided not to care about that project, I immediately felt much more relaxed. Although I had just started to get involved with that project, the feeling of relief in my heart was still very obvious. Sometimes I am more tired than anything else.
The next morning, the head nurse brought me the bill for the recent color ultrasound project. I looked through it carefully and found no problems, but I still arranged for two other people to go to the small treasury in the management department because I knew,
Many people tend not to make mistakes at the beginning, but there is no guarantee that they will never profit from them in the future. You must know that finding loopholes in management and cultivating courage requires a process. People are all selfish and greedy.
Animals, many things cannot be restricted by morality.
Now I somewhat understand the reason why President Zhang wants to tightly hold all the power of the hospital in his own hands, because this has at least one advantage, which is to prevent the people below from making mistakes.
After reading the accounts, I asked the head nurse to bring me the budget for purchasing equipment this time. After reading it, I said: "In this way, we won't pay everyone this month. The remaining money from last time plus the recent income is enough for this."
Budget, but we need to spend 30,000 yuan to express to the leaders of the hospital, 10,000 yuan for the first-in-command, and 5,000 yuan for each of the other deputy positions. I looked at it, and the money in the account is enough." (To be continued)